apathy

[Arden Patricks]

If anyone were watching this I'm sure they'd be laughing their heads off. It's absurd. And getting closer to awkward the more we overthink it... so finally I just move closer and kiss him again, cautiously.

[Logan Andrews]

That's...better, I suppose. Not as awkward, because...I don't know why. I'm going to give up on trying to figure out. I don't want to know, I don't care.
So I kiss her back, lightly, because I feel sort of like I should be mirroring the cautious way that she's kissing me.

[Arden Patricks]

I break the kiss fairly quickly, trying to decide if I have any more objections to doing it again.

[Logan Andrews]

I raise an eyebrow slightly as she breaks the kiss, but don't say anything.

[Arden Patricks]

I shrug very slightly after a moment, smiling faintly in response to his look and leaning up to kiss him again.

[Logan Andrews]

I smile very slightly, involuntarily, kissing her back again and moving my hands back to her waist because it's the most natural position at the moment.

[Arden Patricks]

I wrap my arms around his neck again, kissing him deeper.

[Logan Andrews]

I kiss her deeply back, slipping one arm round her back and using it to tug her slightly closer.

[Arden Patricks]

I break the kiss to kiss along his jawline instead, no longer really bothered about whether this is weird or not.

((How in the hell did Andy and Christina write thread after thread like this? This is seriously boring when you think about it.))

[Logan Andrews]

I tilt my head, inhaling softly through my nose because I didn't quite expect her to do that. Although, I'm not complaining.

(pfft, search me...it's not exactly taxing, maybe that's why.)

[Arden Patricks]

((Yeah I guess... Although I can't think of anything to say.))

I smile involuntarily again, liking that he seemed to enjoy that, and kiss him softly again.

[Logan Andrews]

I kiss her again, running my free hand lightly up her side, slowly because I'm not sure if that's allowed or not.

(yeah...guess so. )

[Arden Patricks]

I'm suddenly wondering how far this should go, shivering slightly at his touch, and pause very briefly before kissing him again.

[Logan Andrews]

"Sorry..." I murmur, breaking the kiss for just long enough to speak before kissing her again.
It's worrying me a little that the bounderies aren't quite...clear. I don't know how far this is going to go.

[Arden Patricks]

I shake my head a bit, not really sure whether to say that it's fine or not. I have no idea if it's fine or not because this is so unexpected yet feels like it shouldn't be.

[Logan Andrews]

That didn't really clear it up. Was that a head shake as in 'don't worry about it' or as in 'stop' or what?
I don't suppose it matters right this second though.

[Arden Patricks]

It doesn't really help that I'm still not really used to the idea that Logan is decent now and would probably stop if I asked him to. So it's half like I'm kissing my oft-psychotic childhood friend, and half like I'm kissing some stranger who I let into my house after he escaped from prison... or some combination thereof. I really don't know where this is going, or what in the hell's going on.
Weirdly though, I don't have the urge to take a few steps back and try to sort out my head before going any further. That's a bit unusual.
And now he's probably wondering what the hell is going on what with me just standing here thinking, so I smile slightly in reassurance, kissing him briefly.

[Logan Andrews]

I kiss her briefly, but then pull back just a bit because she seems really quite distracted and I'm half-waiting for her to say something very incredibly Arden-ish or maybe just to comment on how stupid this all is again. And also I'd quite like to know what's going to happen, and I'm hoping she can tell me.

[Arden Patricks]

"This is still really weird, but I don't think I care," I say slowly 'cause for some reason it seems like I should say something.

[Logan Andrews]

"Okay..." I say after a brief pause, deciding that's probably all she's going to say and kissing her again to make up for it.

[Arden Patricks]

I laugh slightly, kissing him back and twitching my shoulders because it's kind of awkward to be holding them like this so long but I really don't know where else to put my hands so I guess I'll just live with it.

[Logan Andrews]

Another involuntary smile twitches at my lips again, it's getting quite annoying. I'm not used to it, but it's inappopriate to smirk, really.
I wonder how long we've been standing in the same place, and realise it's probably too long.
"Do you want to relocate to somewhere else?"
I realise that it's possible for that to be taken in the wrong way after I've said it, as in a 'want to take this upstairs?' sort of way. But I don't mean it like that...well, maybe a little, but not necessarily. I just meant out of the hall.

[Arden Patricks]

I half-suppress a smile at that, raising my eyebrows. "Is it just me or did that sound sort of like a really bad pickup line?"
I'm not really sure what to answer, honestly, due to the really-bad-pickup-line implications. I mean yeah it's kind of weird to just be standing here... but still a little scary if we go anywhere else.

[Logan Andrews]

I grimace, tilting my head slightly in acknowledgment, "Yes, it did. Sorry."

[Arden Patricks]

"Fine," I say, shaking my head. I still have to actually answer his question though, because we can't really stand here forever and either have to break this off or move it somewhere else, scary implications and all. And I really don't want to stop kissing him.
"... But maybe... I don't know. This is kind of...." Weird. Fast. Something like that. I shrug slightly. Why in the hell am I always sensible at all the wrong moments?

[Logan Andrews]

"We don't have to..." I shrug.
We don't have to move, or do anything, or even carry on with this, or...I don't know. I think I might be weirdly okay with it, actually, whatever she wants to do.

[Arden Patricks]

I bite my lip lightly, hesitant to agree and just go back to normal or whatever would happen, then pull him forward by the belt loops and kiss him again.

[Logan Andrews]

That works too, of course.
I kiss her back deeply, wrapping my arms round her waist.

[Arden Patricks]

We still can't stand here indefinitely though, so after a touch of hesitation I break the kiss again, tilting my head back toward the living room.

[Logan Andrews]

I pause then pull away enough to let her go first, because I'm sort of reluctant to allow a normal amount of space in case things start to get normal again.