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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 25, 2008 1:16:50 GMT
I pressed my forhead agaisnt a horizontal bar that went across the door and nodded slightly, biting my lip and feeling a couple of tears fall. I loved him so much, but there was no more of us. "Thanks." I whispered, wanting to just go curl up in a corner now.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 25, 2008 1:21:58 GMT
I saw a few tears fall and wiped them gently off her cheeks, hoping that she didn't mind it. "Don't think anything of it.." I said quietly, biting my lip a litle bit.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 25, 2008 1:24:00 GMT
How could I in this place? I nodded slightly and stiffled a yawn as I did so.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 25, 2008 1:28:10 GMT
"You seem tired.." I said quietly, "Why don't you get some sleep?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 25, 2008 1:29:58 GMT
"How can you sleep in a place like this?" I asked, pulling away softly, wondering how tired I really looked as I looked up at him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 25, 2008 1:34:43 GMT
"Imagine you're somewhere else.." I said quietly, wondering if that would really work. I'm guessing it's sort of difficult. "If I could get in there with you, I would.."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 25, 2008 1:36:22 GMT
"It doesnt work that way." I whispered softly, looking down to the ground again. "You would come in or you would what?" I asked, raising my eyes to his again.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 25, 2008 1:37:49 GMT
"I'd come in.." I told her quietly with a faint nod. "Maybe if I could find somebody, they would let me? Maybe it'd be easier to sleep if you weren't alone.."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 25, 2008 1:40:26 GMT
I could feel my lower lip just about to start quivering. Riley could be with me all he wanted, to help me sleep or anything, but that meant nothing, I'd still be alone, we weren't together anymore. Slowly I shook my head slightly, looking at the ground yet again.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 25, 2008 1:45:05 GMT
She shook her head and I just nodded a little bit. "Okay.." I said quietly with a small sigh.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 25, 2008 1:46:46 GMT
How much longer would he be able to deal with me like this when he hardly could before. At home and now we were doing this in Azkaban. Nothing ever seemed to work out well.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 25, 2008 1:52:26 GMT
".. Well, you're gonna have to sleep eventually.. so what can I do to help?" I asked her quietly after a couple of moments of silence.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 25, 2008 1:54:34 GMT
I shrugged a little, not knowing what to say to him now so I didn't, I stayed silent and shrugged again, this time not so definite
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 25, 2008 1:56:41 GMT
I nodded a little bit, ".. Okay." I said again, not being able to think of a different response. I wasn't mad, I just wanted to make her more comfortable.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 25, 2008 1:58:30 GMT
I nodded slightly and stayed silent, wanting to say something but finding nothing, wanting to do something, but finding nothing. I mean really, it was kind of not really open for things to do.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 25, 2008 2:09:40 GMT
"So um.. Maybe I should just go.." I told her quietly, frowning slightly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 25, 2008 14:46:46 GMT
I bit my lip, I didn't want him to leave, then again I hadn't wanted him to come either. "I-if you want." I murmured softly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 25, 2008 15:41:51 GMT
"I'll stay if you want me to.." I said a short moment after I saw her expression and noticed her studdering. Maybe she'd rather me stay.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 26, 2008 2:09:18 GMT
"Leave if you want." I said after a moment, hating that we were over and now he was still going to stay if I wanted him to.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 26, 2008 2:25:23 GMT
"I'll only leave if you want me to.." I said with a faint shrug, keeping my eyes on her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 26, 2008 2:29:53 GMT
"Why is it up to me?" I asked softly, locking my eyes with him. He always made it about me, except for those times we were fighting, me leaving and such, then it was seeming to be about him, maybe it just wasn't and it was stupid of me.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 26, 2008 2:33:40 GMT
I shrugged faintly at her question, "Because I don't want to stay if you don't want me here.." I said quietly, looking back at her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 26, 2008 2:38:35 GMT
"I've already said do what you want." I whispered softly, biting my lip a little. I honestly didn't know what I wanted.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 26, 2008 2:50:50 GMT
I sighed slightly, ".. Then I'll just stay.."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 26, 2008 2:52:43 GMT
I nodded a little. "Do you want to? I mean really?" I asked softly, biting my lip a little. I wanted one answer specifically, and I hoped to get it.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 26, 2008 15:51:36 GMT
I nodded a little bit, "Yeah, course I do." I told her quietly. Really, I wasn't liking the feeling of the dementors, but she'd already been here alone for who knows how long, stuck in a cell, more than likely not eating on top of that, so I did want to stay and give her some complany. I just wish we were somewhere else.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 27, 2008 0:57:22 GMT
I nodded slightly when he said course and smiled weakly towards him. I still wasn't quite used to the fact that we really weren't together anymore, and the fact that I was still wearing my wedding ring just made it seem all the more unrealistic. "Okay." I murmured softly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 27, 2008 1:04:44 GMT
I nodded faintly when she said okay. Now the only think to worry about was the fact that I had nothing to talk about.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 27, 2008 1:09:23 GMT
I moved my hands slightly, twisting my fingers around a bar slowly, wishing now more than ever he didn't just want us over. "If I killed Lilian why are you still talking to me?" I asked softly. "W-why haven't you just signed the papers and forgotten about me?" I added, not looking up at him, but rather at my fingers and the bars.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 27, 2008 1:13:41 GMT
I closed my eyes for a moment at her first question and looked down to the floor. "I don't know." I said shaking my head a little bit after another moment. "One.. I can't just forget about you.. and two, it's not that easy, okay?" I said quietly, looking up to her.
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