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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 1:17:23 GMT
I didn't say anything to his comment, trying to figure out if he just wanted to know what I went through when it burned or if he'd be willing to get the mark just to know, if he was serious about wanting to know. Then again he said he wished he knew what it felt like. "I glad you won't." I whispered, though I wasn't sure if that was the right way to word that, but it really was too late to change that.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 1:20:12 GMT
I nodded faintly, "I still want to know what this feels like though." I said quietly to her. I wasn't planning on getting the mark. Not unless it was absolutely necessary, which I doubted it would be.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 1:24:37 GMT
I barely nodded back, my eyes still staring down at the mark and Riley's hand, wondering if he was going to pull it back when it started getting hotter because of the burn.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 1:29:44 GMT
My hand was definately not cold anymore, I personally didn't mind the warmth, but I knew that it probably wasn't helping at least a little bit anymore, so I pulled my hand away gently and placed my other hand on top of it instead, it still being cold. I never knew why, but my hands never seemed to be warm. Kind of weird actually.
"I won't get it unless it's necesary.." I said quietly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 1:33:31 GMT
He moved his hand away and I just watched as he moved his other one over my arm and it felt bitter cold against my skin, but I knew it was just because my arm was burning. I shut my eyes lightly, wishing that pressing his hand against the mark would help more than just feeling only faintly numb where his hand was.
"There won't be an 'unless', you're not getting it." I whispered, shaking my head slightly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 1:37:18 GMT
I shook my head faintly, "I will if I have to..." I said quietly back to her. I knew it probably wasn't the right thing to say, but it slipped out before I could say that I wouldn't. If it came to it, I would and I knew she didn't want to hear that.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 1:44:09 GMT
I pulled my arm back from under his hand again and then just moved and picked up the things I dropped, putting some things in a baby bag for Justin, my way of saying there was no way in hell he'd get the mark and I'd solve that by making them leave tonight.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 1:46:19 GMT
I knew I definately shouldn't've said that as soon as she pulled herself away from me. "It wouldn't be likely Riyann." I said as she started to put more things in a bag for Justin. "You know I couldn't do that unless I was somehow forced to."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 1:49:34 GMT
I just shook my head when he said it wouldn't be likely, which was obvious, if he wasn't here and I continued putting small little things in the bag.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 1:51:48 GMT
She didn't say anything and I just sighed faintly, "Riy, please.. I'm not going to get it."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 1:56:24 GMT
"And I'm making sure of that." I muttered, grabbing a few more things and then closing that bag as well.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 1:57:59 GMT
I nodded, "Just.. how exactly are you?" I asked her curiously.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 2:01:10 GMT
"You're going tonight." I said, shouldering the bag and turning towards him again.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 2:01:47 GMT
"And pushing me away is preventing this how?" I asked watching her shoulder the bag. "I'd rather not."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 2:04:07 GMT
"How am I pushing you away, I'm getting you and the kids away from this." I said, shaking my head a little. "Too bad."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 2:05:18 GMT
"Because you're making me leave." I said shaking my head a little bit. "This isn't solving anything."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 2:07:55 GMT
"Neither does anything else we do." I said, really not wanting it to come out the way it did, but it was to late for that and I started out of the room again.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 2:08:57 GMT
I sighed and just followed her. "Then where are we staying?" I asked as I walked behind her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 2:11:45 GMT
I was slightly surprised that he hadn't asked what I had meant by what I had said, but then again I was slightly glad he hadn't. "I have an idea." And if that place doesn't work than where?
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 2:14:43 GMT
"You just meant.. with this situation.. before, right?" I asked in response to what she said before even though I knew it was sort of delayed. But it just registered that that could mean other things too.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 2:16:56 GMT
I didn't answer when he asked. Really I had meant by anything. We never really solved anything, not really, we never, or should I say I never, do anything to solve our problems really.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 2:18:49 GMT
I sighed again when she didn't answer. "Forget it." I mumbled, shaking my head a little bit. "Riyann, please just let us stay tonight... Please."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 2:23:18 GMT
I moved into our room again and set down the bag for Justin by Riley's duffle and turned to face him again as he said forget it. It wasn't like I wanted to do this, or to say that, or to make him mad. "Why should I?" I asked before shutting my eyes lightly, opening them again to look at him. "W-what if something happens?" Didn't Riley use to be the one to worry a lot Shut up.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 2:24:53 GMT
"Because I don't think we should leave on bad terms. We'll feel better in the morning.. least I will." I said quietly, watching her still. "I don't think anything's going to happen."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 2:28:52 GMT
I was starting to give in, but I didn't want to. "What if something does though?" I asked in a small whisper, raising my eyes to his.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 2:29:31 GMT
"Then I'll get the kids out." I said quietly, looking back into her eyes.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 2:34:29 GMT
I barely nodded, I still didn't like it, but at least it was something.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 2:35:46 GMT
"Thank you." I said quietly, keeping my eyes on her. e
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 2:37:03 GMT
I didn't know what to do now and the thought that the mark stopped burning occured to me, but when it came I realized I'd only been ignoring it and now I felt it again as I crossed my arms across my chest.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 2:39:20 GMT
"Maybe we should put some ice on that.. to help the burning.." I said quietly to her. "Or I can make something that might work.. not sure though since it's for cuts.." I knew this was a change of subject, but I didn't know hwat to say and that was the first thing that came to me.
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