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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 9, 2008 22:53:49 GMT
"I know." I whispered softly, biting my lip softly and turning towards him, not sure what to say or do, just not really wanting to go back to getting things ready for them to leave. At least no yet.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 9, 2008 23:01:34 GMT
I nodded slightly, watching her bite her lip as she turned toward me. I smiled faintly to her and stepped a little closer to her, pulling her into a tight hug.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 9, 2008 23:07:13 GMT
"I love you." I whispered softly, hugging him back after he hugged me tight.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 9, 2008 23:12:49 GMT
"Love you too." I whispered back to her, staying like that for another few moments before pulling away slightly and kissing her softly. I didn't really know what to say either so after I pulled away I just locked her eyes with mine.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 9, 2008 23:18:22 GMT
I nodded faintly, really wishing that none of this was happening, but I knew I was over reacting, but this time I figured it'd be best. Just incase. I looked back at him when he locked eyes with me after pulling away and smiled weakly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 9, 2008 23:20:30 GMT
I smiled weakly back to her and paused for another moment, keeping my eyes on hers. "Can't this wait till tomorrow?" I asked quietly, biting my lip a little bit.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 9, 2008 23:23:41 GMT
"So you have time to talk me out of this?" I asked and then shook my head slightly. I did want this to wait until tomorrow, but if I did that I'd wait another day and then another and another on top of that one.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 9, 2008 23:26:35 GMT
"I don't think I can..." I murmured back to her, shaking my head a little bit. "I can't promise I wouldn't try though.. I just want more time with you."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 9, 2008 23:30:24 GMT
It's not like I didn't want to tell him that he would see me, or that it wasn't like they were going away from everyone and everything completely, but I didn't know anything of what was going to happen. For all I knew we could just be hypnotizing puppy's or getting them to be house elves of a sort or something. Since I didn't know I stayed silent and looked away from him a little and at the floor.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 9, 2008 23:32:47 GMT
".. Just in case." I added quietly when she didn't say anything. "I-I know I'll see you, but this's just really sudden.. I at least want another door back up if you're staying here."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 9, 2008 23:40:33 GMT
I nodded slightly, though I wasn't sure if that was me agreeing with him or just telling him that I was listening to what he was saying. "Okay." I whispered softly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 9, 2008 23:44:16 GMT
I nodded slgihtly, "Does that mean this can wait? Just one more night?" I asked her quietly, looking in her eyes still, only having taking them away from a few moments.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 9, 2008 23:50:49 GMT
"I dunno." I whispered. I was just scared that if it did wait one more night that something might happen, but what if nothing was going to happen.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 9, 2008 23:52:57 GMT
I nodded faintly, "We'll just go then.." I mumbled quietly, glancing down to the floor.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 0:02:08 GMT
I'm supposed to agree and say yes, aren't I? Well I wanted to say no and that they could just leave tomorrow morning. Maybe that'd be better, have them leave while the twins are still asleep and not have to explain anything right away. I stayed silent again, trying to decide.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 0:04:48 GMT
She stayed silent again and I just waited for her response, looking back up to her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 0:11:12 GMT
The battle I had going on in my head continued because I didn't know what was happening it could go both ways on either them going now or in the morning. Still, it wasn't that easy for me to make up my mind on. I bit my lip softly again and turned away slightly, still not having the answer to what was going to happen and grabbed up some more things for Justin before they fell out of my hands as I jerked my left arm back towards my body as my arm seered in pain from the burning mark. I wasn't used to the burn anymore and I didn't want to be.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 0:15:33 GMT
She turned away and started to grab a few more things for Justin. I wasn't sure if she was still thinking or if maybe the fact that she started gathering things was that she wanted us to leave tonight. She dropped what she was holding a moment later, jerking her arm back toward her body as she did. I walked closer to her, setting my hand on her, watching her carefully. "Are you okay?" I asked with a slightly urgent tone in my voice.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 0:21:21 GMT
Shutting my eyes I tried to ignore the burn again, though I knew it probably wasn't going to stop for a while. I felt Riley's hand and opened my eyes again, taking a slightly deep breath and nodding a little. Back to the question, do they leave tonight or not? I still didn't have an answer, but I was sure that if they didn't leave until tomorrow that Riley could talk me out of making them go.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 0:24:31 GMT
I wasn't going to lie. I probably would somehow try to talk her out of doing this, talking her into letting us stay. But since when has that made any difference? I wasn't pushing as hard as I felt I should be right now becuase I honestly didn't think there was much a chance she would back down.
She nodded and I nodded faintly back, "Can I see it?" I asked running my fingers down her arm, to her forearm.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 0:27:45 GMT
I saw him nod slightly back and shut my eyes for a moment again before opening them when I felt his fingers running down my arm and shivered faintly. "Yeah." I whispered, watching as his fingers went to my forearm and nodded slightly again.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 0:30:19 GMT
"Sorry.." I mumbled faintly feeling her shiver and nodding a little bit, taking her forearm in my hand gently and turning it around so I could look at the mark. There was a very faint mark from where one of her cuts were, which I was hoping would fade and I looked at the mark, running my fingers over it softly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 0:36:59 GMT
I shook my head slightly when he said he was sorry and still watched as he took my forearm and turned it to show the both of us the makr and I just kept my eyes on it. The burning hadn't lessened yet and Riley's fingers felt freezing against it, though it didn't do anything to stop the pain I felt from it. My eyes slowly went over to the few faint marks, that would either fade away or just scar.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 0:42:04 GMT
This was all my fault, that's all I could think of at the moment. She wouldn't even have this thing if it wasn't for me and my family. I knew it probably wasn't true that I could've stopped her from getting it, but I still ended up thinking that and probably always would think it.
If it wasn't for me, she would probably be a lot happier and better off.
Her skin felt hot beneath my hand and I gently pressed my palm against the burning mark. "Is it still burning?" I asked her quietly a moment later.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 0:49:10 GMT
I really was imature before and I couldn't help but wonder how I got that way, but when I thought about it I knew the answer. Because I always broke the rules because no one was really there for me which also in turn made me think I could do anything and not have to worry about it. Then why didn't anyone hit me upside the head and say it doesn't work that way. Stupid, it's called learning from your mistakes. Not if it ruins your life before you realize it.
I heard him ask if it was still burning and I was about to nod, but instead I shook my head before he could have noticed the faint change of what i was going to do. "No." I whispered, wondering if he'd know I was lying.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 0:53:43 GMT
I tried to push the thoughts I was having out of my head and bring myself back to what was happening now. I couldn't do anything anymore about what was already done, and neither could Riyann, so why should I torture myself with it?
She shook her head and I tried to decide if she was lying or not. Her skin was still burning hot underneath mine. But hoping that maybe she was telling the truth I nodded a little bit, smiling faintly to her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 0:59:41 GMT
Seeing the faint smile on his lips I let a ghost of a smile show against mine in return and nodded slightly for some reason, maybe just for the sake of nodding. Besides, what was it going to hurt that I lied about my arm burning and feeling like it was on fire? It wasn't going to hurt him as far as I knew. You always think that. Just like you thought it wasn't going to hurt anything or Riley when you joined the order and then the deatheaters. You're the one that doesn't think about things before doing them. I moved my hand so that it was laying over Riley's and keeping his hand lightly pressed against my forearm. I wasn't sure if that was answer enough that it still burned or not.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 1:03:49 GMT
She laid her hand on top of mine so it stayed pressed against her skin. I could feel my hand heat up now, wondering if it even felt cold against her anymore. But at least I knew it wasn't hurting her at all that it was there.
"I think we should stay tonight..." I said quietly to her with a faint nod.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 10, 2008 1:09:01 GMT
His hand wasn't as cold against my skin, but it was still comparably cold then to just having the mark burn. I was starting to wonder if maybe I should go find whoever it was that was making the mark burn or not, or if it was going to stop anytime soon. "O-okay." I whispered, though I wasn't sure if it was a good idea.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 10, 2008 1:12:49 GMT
I nodded slightly with a faint smile, before glancing down at our hands again. I paused for a few more moments before speaking again. "I wish I knew what it felt like.." I said quietly, talking about the mark.
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