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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 22, 2008 16:59:42 GMT
"Why would she go though?" I asked, mainly wording my thoughts, not quite expecting an answer as Shelby rubbed my back lightly and then wiped mroe tears away. "How's that make you pathetic?" I asked in a small whisper, watching her with watery eyes as she looked down at her hands. "Yeah." I whispered when she hugged me again and hugged her back this time.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 1:09:04 GMT
Shell sighs, biting her lip again. "Maybe she thought that you two were away from each other was her fault. Who knows, but she'll be back okay sweetie?" she whispers, leaning her head on her shoulder. "I'm pathetic cause it's not Draven's." Shell leans back and wipes her tears away along with Riyann's.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 1:12:50 GMT
I just nodded a little, wondering if it was that, then in turn it had been my fault because I had left in the first place. Feeling a few more tears fall that I ignored, I moved a hand to run lightly through her hair as she explained. "Shell, that doesn't mean you're pathetic." I whispered, shaking my head a little. If I'd stayed with her, would this same thing be happening?
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 1:15:34 GMT
Shell shakes her head lightly. "Riyann to most, that would classify me as a whore. Sleeping with a married man while I'm married as well. I just can't believe that I would do this again..." she mutters softly. "But have you placed something in the Daily Prophet about Ariella, someone might notice her walking about."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 1:19:34 GMT
"I'm not most Shell." I whispered, shaking my head a little with a small, weak smile. "Don't beat yourself up over it." I whispered softly. "Don't listen to what other people say about it." I added softly.
"No, uhm, I'll do that." I whispered, moving a hand to wipe my eyes quick.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 1:32:02 GMT
"So then the logical words of Arden don't matter then?" she asks sarcastically, instantly kicking herself for that, falling quiet for a few moments. "I'll put it in. I just need a recent photo of her. How long has she been gone?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 1:37:48 GMT
I stayed silent at her sarcastic remark and shook my head a little. I didn't know if Arden was at fault for starting the whole kissing mess or not, but I knew she had contributed and I wasn't sure if I could exactly forgive her for that. Either way, each time I heard her name it was like I was getting stabbed in the heart again, though I tried to be normal about it around Riley. "No, it doesn't." I muttered softly.
"Thanks Shell, I'll get the picture in little bit." I whispered not wanting to move to the office and get the picture at the moment. "Three days now."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 1:46:50 GMT
Shell nods slightly moving so she was sitting next to Riyann. "Do you want something? Lemonade, soda, non alcholic butterbeer?" she asks teasingly slightly with the last one just to get a smile out of her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 1:52:42 GMT
I watched as she moved and sat down next to me, looking over to her, tempted to say I want Ariella back, but Shell wanted Zoe back too. Hearing her list I tried making a discion, and I've taken quite a fancy to soda. "Soda would be nice." I whispered, smiling faintly at the last thing Shell said, knowing it was probably to make me smile as it was.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 1:58:19 GMT
Shell smiles faintly, before thinking her head. Soon a can of soda and one of lemonade came flying into the room and landed in her hands. "Here you go love." she says softly, handing her the soda as she opened her lemonade and took a drink. "The kids could make flyers and things like that, post them everywhere. It wouldn't take much time seeing as there's nine of them now..."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 2:05:21 GMT
I watched the soda and lemonade come through the room and into Shelby's hands and bit my lip softly. "Thanks." I whispered, letting my mind linger a little too much over the word love as she said it. "I made a few and handed them to some shop keepers in Diagon Alley and in Hogsmaede." I whispered softly.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 2:17:55 GMT
"Your welcome. Maybe I could use my quidditch connections and get a billboard thing up in a few stadiums?" she suggests, before taking another sip as she took the book that was sitting next to Riyann and flipped to the section of dark jinxes and curses. "What year are you teaching?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 2:21:03 GMT
I nodded a little, moving and lifting the tab on the can of pop, letting the popping noise ring in my ears for a short moment before nodding again as Shelby picked up the book and started flipping through it. "All of them." I said, shaking my head a little, biting my lip softly. Years 1-7, maturity levels small-not completely mature, mostly immature.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 2:32:30 GMT
"I've finally got the notice that I'll be teaching fifth to seventh. Night classes." she says with a nod, "They start at midnight for telescope use." Shell smiles faintly, flipping through the book. "Now, no favoritism of the gryffindors. Even though I'll admit, I'll slip once in a while."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 2:37:08 GMT
"Ah, sounds like it should be interesting." I murmured softly, my mind still stuck on Ariella. "Alright, no favoring them. What about the Ravens?" I asked, raising a small eyebrow. I hadn't really had many Gryffindor friends as it had been.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 2:40:46 GMT
She nods, smiling again. "I suppose so. After all, I have the Ravenclaw symbol sewn into all my teaching robes and always wear blue ribbons in my hair." Shell laughs a bit at herself. "You do have your teaching robes right? If you don't I have some old ones that you can have."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 2:44:52 GMT
I smiled a little bit towards her. "Shame on you Shell." I teased in a whisper, which really didn't make much sense, not to me at least. "Uhm, no." I said, shaking my head faintly. "You don't mind?" I asked softly, doubting that she would, but still.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 2:48:03 GMT
"What I love being a raven." she grins, shaking her head at Riyann slightly. "I don't mind, they're just a little faded with the raven emblems still on the inside." she laughs a bit. "I can take them out if you want."
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 2:50:15 GMT
[[Feel to lazy to switch, g2g in a little too.. =/]]
"That's good." I said, smiling a little towards her and taking a drink of the soda. "Okay, then I've got teaching robes." i whispered softly, nodding a little. "It doesn't matter Shell."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 2:52:20 GMT
[[Aww, okay.]]
Shell nods slightly, unsure what else to say. "Well, if you need help with anything just let me know, okay? I want you to be happy Riy." she whispers.
Even if it's not with me.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 2:54:30 GMT
[[Yeah.. I think at least... Hmm..]]
I nodded a little. "I will Shell." I whispered softly, biting my lip a little when she said she just wanted me to be happy, making the guilt sit a little lower in my stomach. Riley only wanted what I wanted to be happy, and now that's all Shell wanted.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 2:59:57 GMT
Shell nods, glancing down at her hands. "So, I don't know what else to say besides the fact it's killing me that I can't kiss you..." she says softly, trailing off softer and softer.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 15:16:33 GMT
I bit my lip at what she said and took a drink of my soda to give me a little bit of time to find something to say or do. "I'm sorry." I whispered, hating myself for only being able to come up with that.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 19:39:46 GMT
Shell laughs slightly, mostly it was at herself. "It's fine, I suppose..." she mutters, taking a drink from her own can. "It's not your fault that I'm still in love with you Riyann, it's mine."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 20:59:12 GMT
I nodded a little, biting my lip softly. "No, but I still feel like I should apologize." I whispered softly, looking over towards her with a small shrug.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 21:31:21 GMT
"I don't want you to." she says with a faint smile and kisses her cheek lightly, before standing up and walking over to the door.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 21:32:44 GMT
I nodded alittle before watching her get up and move to the door. "Are you leaving Shell?" I asked, biting my lip a little. I didn't know how this was for her, but I didn't want her to go.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 21:48:49 GMT
"Maybe. It's getting really hard to sit there and having nothing to do." she shrugs, glancing around the classroom before looking at her. "Tempted to go down to the kitchens and cook up something. You can come if you want I suppose."
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 21:54:43 GMT
I nodded a little, biting my lip softly as I glanced down at the ground. Looking up when she spoke again, I smiled softly. "Sure." I whispered, knowing that I should probably get food too.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 23, 2008 21:56:57 GMT
Nodding a bit, she glances at her necklace seeing as it was Jay's old pocketwatch for the time. She kept it around a silver chain that hung past her chest. "Alrighty let's go then." she says forcing a light smile.
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