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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 20, 2008 19:18:37 GMT
I nodded faintly, not that I much believed her, she was still in love with me and I'm not going back, I was pretty sure that would still hurt the same after a time, Riley made that clear after the first time I left him, and the second, and then the third. Really, I don't get why or how he can love me anymore. "If that's what you think Shell." I murmured softly.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 20, 2008 21:34:54 GMT
She nodded faintly as well, stood up and walked over to the teacher's desk again. Shell opened the covers to the DADA books and found the official stamp in a drawer. "Y-you have to stamp these. The former teacher's mark is still in them. I"ll help you some." Shell said softly, as she continued with the task. It was something she could do to get herself distracted from talking to Riyann right now. It was just too awkward to lay there in silence.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 20, 2008 21:39:36 GMT
I watched Shelby as she got up and then nodded. "Thanks." I whispered softly as she continued and got up slowly, not much wanting to work right now, but I went over to where she was and started helping.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 20, 2008 21:46:49 GMT
Shell sighed a bit when she noticed that Riyann came over to help with the stamping. "I got it, you could work on sorting the desks the way you want them or drawing up your lesson plans." she nodded, over to the book that Shell had bought for her. "I use that same type of book. Comes in handy."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 21, 2008 14:51:48 GMT
I bit my lip and just stayed silent before going over to one of the books Shell brought and moved so I was sitting on the floor against the wall, flipping through the pages. Shelby obviously didn't much want to be around me, at least that close, so I wouldn't.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 21, 2008 14:54:30 GMT
Shell glances over at Riyann and sighs. "I'm sorry it's just I'll be tempted to kiss you Riy." she says honestly, looking back to the books, not really expecting an answer for that.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 21, 2008 14:58:46 GMT
I nodded even though she wasn't looking. It hadn't been like this before the whole run off together, we could at least be somewhat normal. Now Shell's tempted to kiss me all the time unless I'm so far away. "It's fine Shell." I whispered, stopping at a page on dementors, not that I'd bring a dementor in, just teach the spell.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 21, 2008 15:05:26 GMT
"So, what are you thinking of teaching? Maybe about boggarts or maybe werewolves?" she asks moving onto the next stack of books. Even at this distance away from Riyann, Shell was still tempted to walk over and kiss her, but she knew Riyann wouldn't be too keen in that idea.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 21, 2008 15:13:08 GMT
I shrugged softly, turning the pages again. "Boggarts probably would be a good start." I said, biting my lip a little, not looking up to her.
[[AH, can't think... lol]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 21, 2008 15:15:27 GMT
Shell nods, closing a book and reaching for the next one but stops and looks at Riyann again. Letting out a deep sigh she walks over to where she was sitting and kneels down in front of her. "Riyann?" she whispers, biting her lower lip but doesn't wait for her to answer and kisses her softly on the lips. [[awww. there now we have drama.  lol...]] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 21, 2008 15:21:53 GMT
I looked up when Shelby came over and knelt in front of me, going to ask what after she said my name, but she kissed me before I could. "Shell." I whispered, pulling away slightly. "Shell I can't." I added softly, shutting my eyes lightly.
[[lol, thankies...? ^^]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 21, 2008 15:26:50 GMT
Shell sighs, putting a hand through her loose curls and frowns. "I know, I just can't help it Riy." she whispers, falling back on her bottom before drawing her knees up to her chest. "I just can't."
[[haha, idk. I really couldn't think of anything either. ^^]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 21, 2008 15:30:40 GMT
"I'm sorry." I whispered after opening my eyes to look at her. This was the last thing I wanted, to hurt her even more, but I couldn't not hurt her either, I was married to Riley and I loved him, I couldn't do that to him again.
[[lol, nice..]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 21, 2008 15:34:38 GMT
"Maybe... maybe I should just leave and not see you again." she whispers glancing up at her slightly. "Make it easy for the both of us," Lier. "Then we can both be happy." Lier, again. Shell didn't know what else to do to solve this, but she couldn't keep hurting herself in the process.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 21, 2008 15:40:26 GMT
"Shell, I don't want to not be able to see you." I whispered, shaking my head slightly. You just want to keep her around, because you do love her, but I can't keep hurting her. "If you w-want too th-though." I added softly.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 21, 2008 15:42:31 GMT
Shell nods, scooting a bit further from her. "I think it would be better. That way I don't end up kissing you and Riley won't get upset. It's better for everyone." she nods again.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 21, 2008 15:49:14 GMT
I bit my lip, shaking my head a little. "Except for you." I whispered softly, wondering why I was fighting for her to stay around when she just pointed out very well she'd only end up kissing me.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 22, 2008 4:49:59 GMT
"It doesn't matter what I want. Usually doesn't. So, I'll be fine in my bed. I can actually start writing a book or take up a new hobby like knitting potholders or scarfs." she smiles weakly, knowing that it was completely fake.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 22, 2008 15:07:40 GMT
"Yes Shell, you'll be completely fine." I said, rolling my eyes at that. She wasn't going to be and I was going to be partly at fault for that.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 22, 2008 15:09:53 GMT
Shell frowns a bit looking at her before letting out a deep sigh. "I'll be fine, trust me okay?" she says giving her a slight nod as she stood up and walked back over to the books, stamping them again.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 22, 2008 15:27:24 GMT
"I trust you." I whispered softly after she turned back and went to stamping the books, leaving me to sit there and flip through pages, thinking about the kiss and how I was really doubting that she'd be fine.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 22, 2008 15:29:01 GMT
"So, how are things on your end at home?" she asks, slightly not caring at the least but it was better than them sitting there in silence as Riyann continued flipping through pages and Shell stamping the inside covers of the textbooks.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 22, 2008 15:34:03 GMT
[[Shall I time skippies a little and tell her that Ella ran away?]]
I bit my lip a little, wondering if what she asked was to simply know or to simply fill the silence, wondering if I should even talk about everything. "Horrible." I said softly after a moment, staring down at the pages I turned.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 22, 2008 15:39:22 GMT
[[sure why not. ]] Horrible... it should be happy now.She bitterly thought, but stops stamping the books and glances over at Riyann. "Why? What's wrong? Is Riley upsetting you or is it something with the girls?" she asks curiously. |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 22, 2008 15:43:19 GMT
I heard her stop stamping the books and stared down at one of the pages on pixies as Shelby started asking questions. "Ariella's gone." I whispered, feeling a couple tears hit my eyes again. She's gone and I can't do anything about it, I can't find her, nothing. I'm pathetic.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 22, 2008 16:18:21 GMT
Shell drops the stamp, hearing it hit the edge of the table and then the cold stone floor. For a mere second she couldn't help but think that she now knew how it felt with Zoe gone.
"You're not pathetic Riyann. It's not your fault." she says walking over to her, hoping that Riy would ignore the fact that Shell read her mind by mistake. She pulls her into a hug and kisses her forehead.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 22, 2008 16:26:42 GMT
I felt a couple of tears slowly roll down my face after hearing the stamp hit against the table and then the stone floor. Hearing Shelby speak as she walked over I was trying to figure out if she had a lucky guess on what I was thinking, or I accidently said it outloud. Letting her pull me into a hug I shook my head slightly. I was pathetic, that much was true, and for all I knew this could be my fault. She's only 10, I couldn't help but think over the conversation I'd had with the police officer that I'd called. Why can't you look for her now?
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 22, 2008 16:44:53 GMT
"Riyann, it's gonna be okay. I promise. She's probably ran off to someone's house you know, like Zoe did." she says hugging her slightly tighter. "No matter what you think you're not pathetic. If anyone is it's me." she says softly, wiping away her tears as she leaned back to look at her with a frown.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 22, 2008 16:49:50 GMT
"W-what if she didn't run away?" I asked in a small whisper as Shelby hugged me a little tighter, feeling a few more tears fall. "You're n-not S-Shell." I whispered, shaking my head a little. I was. I left my family to go off with Shell, get my heart broken, went back home to have the house burn down a little later and then a day or two later Ariella's gone. I didn't notice as Shelby leaned away from hugging me now and wiped away my tears.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 22, 2008 16:54:50 GMT
Shell winces slightly. "Ariella couldn't get kidnapped, she'd bite the person and then kick them and run away." she says softly, rubbing her back lightly before wiping a few more tears off her face. "And I am pathetic. I might be pregnant as well..." she mutters, glancing down at her hands. "Have you told the wizarding police and muggle?" Shell asks after a few seconds before hugging her once more.
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lol...]]