|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 20, 2008 16:33:43 GMT
What was I supposed to say? I'm sorry Riley? Yeah, not likely. I was sorry for a lot of different reasons. But it didn't seem like the right time to say those words. Screw right times, huh? "I'm sorry." I muttered, shaking my head lightly.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 20, 2008 16:35:35 GMT
I nodded a little, feeling my eyes sting a little and pulled her into another hug.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 20, 2008 16:37:15 GMT
I bit down against my lip and hugged him tight. Wasn't I supposed to be trying to comfort him a little more? I am his damn wife. "I'm sorry." I whispered under my breath.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 20, 2008 16:39:40 GMT
I nodded slightly when she said she was sorry again and shut my eyes tightly feeling a few tears fall. "H-How's Shelby doing? And the kids?" I asked quietly, still hugging her tightly.q
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 14:59:08 GMT
I just bit down against my lip again, resting my forehead against his shoulder for a moment before looking at him when he spoke. "I dunno about the kids." I said softly. "Shell was just," I paused for a moment. "Drunk when I saw her."
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 16:19:07 GMT
I nodded slightly, "Must be a mess..." I said quietly, shaking my head a little bit. I knew what it was like, losing your dad, and even though I was young, I could still remember bits of it. "Drunk... that's nice."
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 16:31:16 GMT
Drunk, yeah, that and we ended up doing more than what we should have. More than I should have because I was married. "She was a right mess." I said softly, recalling all the things she had been saying to me, telling me to go have another abortion, or something along those lines, just bringing Sydney back up and shoving that in my face.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 16:35:01 GMT
I nodded slightly, "I'm sure she was." I said quietly. Even though they were getting a divorce, I'm sure she still at the least cared for him. Or who knows, I didn't know why they split up, so maybe he initiated it.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 16:37:16 GMT
I nodded lightly and hugged him a little tighter. She really was, though she wanted to get the divorce, Shell loved him, though Draven more so.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 16:41:17 GMT
I nodded a little bit too and hugged back when she hugged me a little tighter.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 16:43:18 GMT
"This is all just hell. Isn't it?" I asked in a soft whisper, not really expecting an answer.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 16:44:23 GMT
"Read my mind." I said softly back with a small nod.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 16:48:11 GMT
I smiled weakly and just leaned my head on his shoulder, not knowing what to do with myself.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 16:58:02 GMT
I smiled faintly and closed my eyes lightly for a moment as she leaned her head against my shoulder, unsure of what to add, so staying quiet.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 16:59:49 GMT
I sighed softly when he stayed silent as well and just shut my eyes.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 17:04:13 GMT
I heard her sigh and sighed slightly too.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 17:05:32 GMT
"I'm sorry." I whispered softly, not moving to look at him or to pull out of the hug, just staying where I was.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 17:07:18 GMT
I wasn't sure what she was saying sorry for really, for Jay dying or for trying to leave me again, so I just nodded a little, not saying anything again.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 17:09:53 GMT
He didn't say anything about me appologizing again which made me somewhat happy because usually he would say I had nothing to be sorry for, but in this case I had lots of things to be sorry for.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 17:15:07 GMT
I sighed slightlhy again, still wondering which thing she was saying sorry for, and then wondering if maybe she was just saying it for everything.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 17:30:07 GMT
I bit down against my lip and pulled away from the hug slightly, wanting to know what was going on in his head.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 17:36:19 GMT
I let her pull away slightly and pulled a little bit away too, before pulling away fully and crossing my arms lightly infront of me and leaning against the couch, biting my lip alittle bit.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 17:40:26 GMT
I bit down against my lip, my mind and thoughts wandering back to what the girls were going to do, how they were going to react when they saw I was home, maybe they'd just forget about it like Riley said he was. Charlotte though, she was more like me and I didn't think she was going to forget, which made me kind of scared. She didn't think I loved her either. Kind of like me and my mum. Never met her but I always held that same grudge over her, not knowing why she'd left me with who she did.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 17:45:17 GMT
I was quiet for a moment, "So what do you think the girls're gonna do?" I asked looking over to her.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 17:49:22 GMT
"I dunno." I whispered, averting my eyes to the floor. I didn't want to voice what I thought they'd do, because maybe that would be what they'd do. Saying I dunno though, that made it seem like I didn't know them that well, which was far from true. I knew practically every single thing about them and I knew I was right in assuming Char was going to hate me.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 17:51:16 GMT
I nodded a little. "Yeah... me either..." I said quietly, thinking that Charlotte proabaly wouldn't react too well.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 17:55:05 GMT
I shut my eyes lightly before opening them back up to the floor and sighed softly. Hopefully both the girls really were changing more into being like Riley and they'd both let this blow over, and Charlotte was nothing like me, just hyper and that maybe Riley was just as hyper as that when he was their age.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 17:57:50 GMT
I shrugged a little bit, picking up my tea again. I hoped that they would be okay, but I was pretty sure that it was going to at least take some time.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 18:01:29 GMT
I stayed silent and kept my attention to the floor.
|
|
|
|
Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 18:02:07 GMT
I sighed slightly, really not knowing what to say now and leaving it silent.
|
|
