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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 18:04:23 GMT
"Char'll hate me." I whispered softly and shook my head lightly, I hadn't actually meant to say it, Riley probably was thinking it too.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 18:07:33 GMT
I looked over to her. "She'll be okay..." I said quietly. "She's holding onto your locket, so that has to count for something, right?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 18:08:50 GMT
I didn't say anything, just thinking back to how I was so stupid and over-reacted way to much.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 18:10:28 GMT
"Hey.." I said looking over at her. "It'll be okay."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 18:14:34 GMT
I left it at that, still staying silent, but nodding my head faintly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 18:23:10 GMT
I nodded slightly too, moving my eyes slightly to the ground.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 18:25:50 GMT
I bit a little more against my lower lip before shutting my eyes lightly again.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 18:28:30 GMT
"So now what?" I asked after a moment.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 23, 2008 18:30:38 GMT
I shrugged my shoulders faintly. I didn't have an idea. But like it had happened when I'd first left him, it was up to him in my mind.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 23, 2008 18:33:30 GMT
She just shrugged and I sighed a little looking down to the fall. "I don't know how much more I take Riyann.." I said quietly, wondering if I should've said it or not.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 24, 2008 0:15:25 GMT
"You won't have to take anymore." I whispered, knowing now that it would really make us fall apart and make our relationship end if I told him about Shelby. He wouldn't have to find out, there would be no way for him too.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 24, 2008 0:19:36 GMT
I looked over to her, wanting to believe it, wanting to ask her to promise me, but not really sure it was going to make much of a difference either way. So I just nodded a little bit, believing what she told me.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 24, 2008 0:32:29 GMT
I bit down on my lip, wanting to ask him to believe me this one time, though I couldn't. I've given him plenty of times to not trust me and it was starting to show that he didn't.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 24, 2008 0:36:07 GMT
I sighed a little and bit my lip for a moment, shifting my eyes to the floor. "I'll believe you.." I said quietly, thinking that I at least partially did.. or wanted to.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 24, 2008 0:42:20 GMT
"You don't have to." I whispered. "You don't have a reason to." I added and shook my head lightly before looking at the wall insted of the floor.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 24, 2008 0:45:52 GMT
"My reason is I want to." I said quietly, glancing up at her for a moment. "Even if I don't have many other reasons.."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 24, 2008 0:52:02 GMT
I was kind of glad at his words, but I knew he didn't have a reason to and he shouldn't. I should just tell him before giving the girls any hope that we'd be better again and that last night was just a stupid fight and I left only for a short bit.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 24, 2008 0:55:14 GMT
She stayed quiet and I shrugged faintly, wondering what would be happening if this was the other way around, feeling like I've thought that before.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 24, 2008 1:04:13 GMT
I was starting to feel a little sick again, just like last night, but I ignored the feeling. "Sorry." I whispered faintly, still staring at the wall.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 24, 2008 1:06:49 GMT
I shook my head faintly, ".. What would you be doing if it was the other way around?" I asked her slightly randomly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 24, 2008 1:12:13 GMT
I looked over at him instead of at the wall, wondering if he was saying something like maybe he'd cheated on me or something, which I really doubt, but why did he bring this up and now? "I hope I never have to think about it." I said softly, not really answering him. I mean, I didn't know, I just don't think I would've stuck around like he had, and I tried making it so he didn't have to deal with me hurting him over and over, which only hurt him more.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 24, 2008 1:14:19 GMT
I nodded slightly, no, I hadn't cheated on her. I was just curious if we'd even still be together if I'd done all the things she had. "Okay." I said quietly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 24, 2008 1:16:36 GMT
I heard him say okay and just looked away, I trusted him so I wasn't going to ask or push it any further than that and just nodded, keeping my eyes on the wall.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 24, 2008 1:18:08 GMT
"You don't have to by the way.." I said after another moment. "I haven't done anything."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 24, 2008 1:20:41 GMT
Which only made me feel bad, like I was the only one who messed up, like I was a horrible and pathetic wife, but I didn't let that show. "I wasn't going to." I said softly and shook my head faintly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 24, 2008 1:21:50 GMT
"Okay.." I whispered quietly, biting my lip a little bit.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 24, 2008 1:23:34 GMT
I just nodded faintly when I heard him say okay and looked at the wall with little interest.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 24, 2008 1:26:56 GMT
"I'm sorry.. I'm.. blowing this out of porportion.." I said quietly, shaking my head a little bit.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 24, 2008 1:30:41 GMT
"No your not." I said softly and shook my head softly. Maybe from someone elses point of view he was, but he's had to go through with me leaving him twice now, even if I came back after only about half a day, and he had to go through with me cheating on him a few times, he wasn't blowing anything out of porportion, really he was just being stupid for staying with me.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 24, 2008 1:35:47 GMT
"I feel like I am.. I mean, you stayed when I asked you to..." I said silently. "I dunno..."
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