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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 8, 2008 1:04:19 GMT
"Yes it does." I whispered, though really I guess it didn't because he should've known that there was always that chance of someone following them, but then again I hadn't really been sharing of the details. "Yes I do." I mumbled, my eyes still shut and I tried slowing my breathing slightly. I've just been stressed out, having sleepless nights, and on missions that I'm not sure if I enjoy or hate.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 8, 2008 1:18:53 GMT
"But that doesn't mean I should just be walking around carelessly.. with our kids." I said shaking my head a little bit. "You have a right to be upset with me. I was an idiot." I added, frowning a bit more now, looking at the floor for another moment.
"Riyann you haven't done anything." I said quietly, setting my hand softly on her back.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 8, 2008 1:24:06 GMT
I let a small sigh past my lips and shook my head faintly. "Just forget about it." I whispered, not wanting or having the will to carry on with this conversation that was slowly starting to turn into an arguement.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 8, 2008 1:27:49 GMT
I sighed slightly, letting the silence take over for a few moment now. I let out a small sigh not knowing what to do. And that was when I remembered I left Justin downstairs. "I'll be right back.." I said quietly, standing up and going downstairs to get Justin.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 8, 2008 1:31:43 GMT
I nodded faintly when he said that he'd be right back and I could only assume that he went downstairs for Justin and I shut my eyes slightly tighter. I never should have left everything for him to do. It was just so sudden and of course he wasn't going to like it, I wasn't, and of course this was going to happen. Nothing had been explained to him.
This is still his FAULT.
Finally I could feel myself starting to fall asleep and it was only a matter of seconds after Riley had gotten up to go downstairs.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 8, 2008 1:49:52 GMT
I picked up Justin, who was still laying there astonishingly being quiet. I smiled a little bit at him and then picked him up, before heading back to the staircase. I made my way back up the stairs with Justin in my arms and when I reached the top, saw Riyann, partially asleep, sitting on the floor. I sighed a little bit, making a faint sort of partial smile and went to put Justin in his crib.
I set him down and making my way back out to Riyann, crouched down next to her. "I think you should get some sleep, love.."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 8, 2008 1:56:05 GMT
I moved my head up sleepily after I heard Riley say I should get some sleep and I shook my head slightly. "I'm not tired." I murmured softly, stretching my legs out before moving to stand up. I knew that I sound clearly like I'd been woken from a well needed sleep, and well I hadn't fully fallen asleep, but that was basically what happened.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 8, 2008 2:01:05 GMT
I shook my head a little giving her a faint smile, "That's hard to believe, love.." I mumbled to her quietly. I waited a moment, watching as she stretched out a bit, like she was about to stand, but really made no move to and then moved a bit and picked her up off the floor and stood up carrying her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 8, 2008 2:04:27 GMT
I shook my head slightly when I heard him comment on how it was hard to believe that I wasn't tired. "I'm not." I mumbled, before he moved and picked me up and I sighed faintly before moving and pressing my forehead against his forehead. Really I needed to wake up and just find somewhere that Riley and the kids could stay. Then after that was all settled I'd have to see how serious everything went and maybe talk Riley's mum and dad into 'relocating' along with Lilian.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 8, 2008 2:17:38 GMT
"You look tired.." I insisted as I started to walk, making my way with Riyann into the room I was staying in and set Riyann down on the bed. "You sleep.. least for a little bit."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 8, 2008 2:22:00 GMT
After being set down on the bed I shook my head and sat up slightly so I was leaning over, looking down at the bedspread. "I, we need to find." I started and shook my head slightly before looking up at him, locking my eyes on his.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 8, 2008 2:29:55 GMT
I nodded a little bit, locking my eyes back with hers. "I know.. and you can't keep your eyes open..." I said quietly, pushing some hair behind her ear. "Plus, girls have to pack."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 8, 2008 2:35:07 GMT
"It won't take them long." I whispered softly, shaking my head a little bit. "And I could help them, and." I said, shaking my head slightly. Sighing softly I decided that I should just as well give in and get some sleep, though he wouldn't wake me up until morning or hours from now.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 8, 2008 2:49:25 GMT
"Nothing's gonna happen in next day, Riyann.. just sleep." I said quietly, after she protested. I just wanted her to get some rest.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 8, 2008 2:51:04 GMT
He didn't know that, he could say nothing would happen. "What if though?" I asked in a small whisper. I knew that something could happen. Riley knew nothing of what could happen.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 8, 2008 2:54:10 GMT
I sighed slightly and sat down on the bed with a small shrug, looking to the floor. ".. I don't know."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 8, 2008 2:55:13 GMT
I moved and started getting up off the bed, more than sure that Riley was going to stop me from leaving the room and probably make me go to sleep.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 8, 2008 2:57:38 GMT
I grabbed her hand as she started to get off the bed. "Riyann.." I said quietly, looking her in the eyes now, not saying anything else.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 8, 2008 2:59:13 GMT
"You don't even know what's going on." I whispered softly, shaking my head slightly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 8, 2008 3:04:14 GMT
"Then maybe you should tell me." I said keeping my eyes locked on hers and leaving my hand holding hers too.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 10, 2008 20:56:38 GMT
I sighed softly and shut my eyes for a brief moment. I couldn't tell him but I couldn't not tell him either. Opening my eyes again I looked at him and didn't say anything.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 10, 2008 22:12:20 GMT
She didn't say anything and after another moment, let go of her hand, not saying anything either. If she didn't want to tell me, then she wasn't going to.. just like if she didn't want to sleep, I couldn't well make her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 10, 2008 22:20:50 GMT
Riley dropped my hand from his and I dropped my eyes from him now too and then resulted to looking away.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 10, 2008 22:23:21 GMT
I took in a small breath before letting out quietly and glancing at her again, moved my eyes to the floor. "Can you just.. tell me what to do then?" I asked looking back up to her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 10, 2008 22:24:42 GMT
"Do with what?" I asked, feeling horrible for not saying anything, glad he hadn't repeated the question.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 10, 2008 22:28:40 GMT
"I mean.. we're moving somewhere else.. Does that mean I can't leave the house?" I asked after a moment, continuing to look up at her. "I have to go to work.. I have to get things for the kids.. What do you want me to do?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 10, 2008 22:33:22 GMT
I didn't answer, keeping myself from looking at him. I hated this part, I really did, and I didn't want to tell him that he couldn't, shouldn't go to work, that I'd get the things for the kids when it was needed.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 10, 2008 22:37:03 GMT
She didn't answer again. I stayed quiet for a moment trying to decide how I thought about it. Was she thinking that she didn't want me to go to work? And that's why she wasn't saying anything?
Not to mention, I wasn't even sure if she remembered that I had two jobs now. At the ministry and at mungos. If I just stopped showing up.. or took off a lot of days, there was a big chance I wouldn't have either of the jobs when all of this was over.
Then how would we pay for things? Did Riyann have some kind of stash of money that I didn't know about hidden away somewhere or something?
"So you want me to stay?" I asked quietly after a bit of thinking, looking at the floor before up to her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 10, 2008 22:50:40 GMT
I knew he was starting to put it together, at least assuming what was going to happen, what I thought was best to do. Like not going to work, staying locked up in a house or whatever. I could at least tell him, give him some reason to do this like I wanted him to do.
After being silent for a while I was about to speak, but then I didn't because I heard Riley speak up and it started to confuse me a little. "Stay where?" I asked softly. This whole situation was making everything, everything, worse.
"They, she basically threatened you and the kids." I murmured, still looking down and away. I felt so helpless with this whole thing, including the fact that one deatheater who was no one was actually making me do things, was actually getting to me. Too much has happened that I'm not the same Riyann. Like with the fact of supporting this war, at least a little bit for now.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 10, 2008 22:56:38 GMT
"I mean, just stay in general.. Not go to work.." I said hopefully clarifying the question I asked before. It was quiet for a bit before she spoke again. I was slightly surprised at what she said and paused for a bit longer. "... Who did?" I asked lookiing back at her, wondering who did it, if I knew them. "What'd she threaten?" I asked next slightly curious just how exactly she was threatening us.
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