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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 1, 2008 20:07:51 GMT
"Why the hell not?" I asked, raising my voice slightly as well after he did. "You don't even know if that'll be safe for them." I said, shaking my head. "They are not going with out both of us."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 1, 2008 20:11:19 GMT
I shook my head a little bit. "Then we're all going toghether. It sounds like you're giving up Riyann." I said shaking my head.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 3, 2008 21:13:34 GMT
Did he not get it? They would find me if they really wanted to do something to Riley or the kids, and I was more than sure that if I did know what this was about they were going to want to kill Riley. "No." I said to his first comment, not bothering what the second part of what he said.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 3, 2008 23:47:27 GMT
She said no, which was what I was expecting, but I didn't want her to do that. To me, that was just like letting her die. Especially if what I thought was happening really was. I didn't say anything and just shook my head, knowing this was one of those times again. One of those times when I knew she wasn't going to back down.. she didn't want us near her if something happend because then something would probably also happen to us.
"... C-Can't we just get a secret keeper? Or s-something else?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 0:00:53 GMT
"That sound good actually." I whispered, though I was thinking it in a different way then he was, I knew that and I was sure he was probably going to know that. They could all go off and hide like I wanted and I could be the secret keeper, though in some aspects that may or may not be good, like the such of if I happened to be under the imperious. Could solve that with killing yourself it it comes down to that.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 0:03:39 GMT
I nodded for a second until I realised that she probably wasn't including herself in that. There was a small chance that she actually was thinking all of us and I doubted it. "Only if you come with us." I said shaking my head after another moment.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 0:17:09 GMT
"No." I said, dropping it like that, though I was probably going to bring it back up and try and get him to go through with it without me. "It won't be like I'll abandon you Riley." I murmured softly. "I-I'll still be there, just not all the time. Not until this is over with."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 0:20:08 GMT
"I just... Wouldn't it be safer if you stayed there all the time?" I asked her quietly back, "All we would need was a secret keeper we could trust.."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 0:28:34 GMT
"And things could happen with the whole secret keeper Riley." I whispered. "The whole imperious curse and such, mind reading." I whispered even softer, knowing he was going to find out that I probably would only accept of one person to be the secret keeper, which would be me.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 0:32:33 GMT
I sighed faintly and just nodded a little bit. I knew that those things were possible.. and I was pretty sure that there were other things that could happen to, but wasn't it at least worth a shot?
I just shook my head again, feeling a small knot form in my throat. I scooted a little closer to her, wrapping my arms around her tightly. "I don't want to lose you.." I whispered, feeling and hearing my voice crack very slightly as I spoke.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 0:41:41 GMT
I didn't know what else to say other than it would all be alright, he wouldn't think so. Moving slightly after a moment I hugged him back, burrying my forehead against his neck. "I know." I whispered, but I couldn't lose him or the kids because it would be all my fault, completely and utterly, 100% my fault.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 0:46:21 GMT
"Can't you let this one thing be something you aren't stubborn about?" I asked her quietly again, feeling her hug me back and feeling her forehead against my neck.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 0:49:58 GMT
I heard his question and wanted to let a small and shakey laugh pass my lips, but the was serious and I wasn't going to. "Who else would do anything Riley?" I asked, feeling a couple tears fall past my eyes before the mark started burning, causing me to clench my hand up into a fist and try and ignore it.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 0:53:41 GMT
I shrugged faintly, resting my head slightly against her shoulder by her neck, "Does it really matter?" I asked quietly back to her, my voice cracking slightly again. "This isn't your up to you... Y-You don't have to do anything."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 0:57:19 GMT
"Of course it does." If he hadn't just put his head down against my should lightly I'm sure I would've pulled away to look at him like he was insane. "It'll be me fault if anything happens. All of it will." I said, this time pulling back slightly, even though I didn't want to, and look at him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 1:00:50 GMT
I felt her pull away after speaking and I was frowning slightly, a tear already having fell down my face. "And it won't be mine if something happens to you?" I asked, shaking my head a little, looking back at her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 1:03:34 GMT
"No it won't." I said, shaking my head in all seriousness. It really would be in no way his fault. There had been no way for him to stop me from getting the dark mark as it was, that was all my fault and it led up to all of this and what would now happen.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 1:08:22 GMT
"But I'll still feel like it is.. I've lost you too many times already Riyann.." I said shaking my head a little bit, a slightly pained look on my face.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 1:14:19 GMT
"We still don't know if anything will happen." I whispered softly, hating the look he had and bit my lip softly. "Will you let me do this if you, the girls, and Justin go stay somewhere just for a while?" I asked, hoping he'd let me. They could always go to my old house, well it was never technically mine, but the one I'd grown up in. I could come by hopefully everyday and stay for a while. "Please."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 1:19:14 GMT
I stayed quiet for a while, keeping my eyes on hers for a few moments longer before slowly moving them to the floor. She wasn't going to give this up and really, I kind of figured she'd do whatever it was anyway. "What is it exactly that I'd be letting you do?" I asked her very quietly, almost in a whisper, then starting to wonder if the girls were listening to us.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 1:23:23 GMT
"T-the whole death eater business again." I whispered, really not wanting to do this all over again, but I didn't see any other choice without something happening.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 1:25:55 GMT
"If I say no, are you going to do it anyway?" I asked in a whisper back to her, still frowning, keeping my eyes on the floor for right now.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 1:28:06 GMT
I didn't answer because I honestly didn't know. I shouldn't do it, I really should do it because of what might happen, but I'm even more scared of what might happen if I don't.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 1:31:30 GMT
She didn't say anything and I didn't know how I should take that. "If you don't go.. will they come after you?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 1:35:23 GMT
"I dunno what's going to happen." I whispered, I didn't even know who was orchestrating all of this, which would help to know, because maybe I could get out of this.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 1:39:29 GMT
I nodded faintly, not really sure what kind of look my face was showing. I didn't want to say this. I didn't want to let her, but I was starting to think that I had no choice.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 1:42:10 GMT
"Y-you know how yo-you said Shell asked you to bring back the order." I whispered softly. "D-don't do it. Please don't." I shook my head a little. Ruby had to have something to do with this, and Riley would be dead if he did anything to stop her.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 1:46:18 GMT
I nodded slgihtly to what she asked. I hadn't even thought about that until she just mentioned it now. I actually should be doing that if something was going to happen. I didn't think I really had a choice either.. This was up to me because Shelby wasn't here to do it herself.
"Why not?" I asked her looking back up to her again.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 4, 2008 1:49:25 GMT
And now you've put it in his head again. "Just don't. Get someone else to." I said, knowing I was being selfish, but if he started up the order than all I was doing would be for nothing, he'd just be killed along with the possibility of the kids. "Please." I whispered, feeling a tear fall down my cheek.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 4, 2008 1:52:56 GMT
I shook my head faintly, not really understanding this right now. "But Shelby asked me to.. I-I mean, I want to give it to someone else, but I don't know who.." I said with a slightly puzzled look. I watched a tear fall down her cheek, hearing her say please in a small whisper. "I.. O-Okay.. I'll think about it." I said quietly, wishing I knew her exact reasons.
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