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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 24, 2008 13:58:38 GMT
[[you called riyann a him... lol]]
I felt him kiss back again and deepened the kiss slightly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 24, 2008 20:39:55 GMT
[ lmao... whoops XD ]
I let her deepen the kiss slightly and deepend it a little back. It was kind of funny how we always ended up doing this, no matter the situation. And right now, even though I felt like we shouldn't be doing this, it was doing a good job of distracting us from thinking about how Ella wasn't here, so maybe it was a good thing.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 24, 2008 21:42:02 GMT
I could safely say that Riley did start it this time, even though at the moment I don't mind because it keeps me from having to think about things too much.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 24, 2008 21:48:31 GMT
I wasn't really sure how this got started at the moment.. but it was probably me this time. I debated puling away a moment later, trying to decide if we should be doing this, but instead just kept kissing her.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 24, 2008 22:02:40 GMT
I deepened the kiss slightly moving a hand from around his neck to the side of his face after a short moment.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 24, 2008 22:05:16 GMT
I let her deepen the kiss, feeling her hand on the side of my face and moved a little bit to a more comfotable position.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 24, 2008 22:28:00 GMT
Feeling him move a little I kept kissing him, nipping softly at his lip.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 24, 2008 22:32:37 GMT
I felt her start to nip slightly at my lip and nipped a little back at hers.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 24, 2008 22:36:41 GMT
I felt him nip back at my lip and deepened the kiss slightly for a moment before I broke the kiss this time, leaning my forehead against his lightly.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 24, 2008 22:41:23 GMT
I let her deepen the kiss slightly again and after a moment felt her break the kiss. I smiled a little, leaning my forehead lightly back against hers.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 25, 2008 0:33:30 GMT
"Is it wrong to have been doing that?" I asked in a soft whisper, biting my lip a little after I had. I couldn't decide with Ariella being gone and not having her here it did seem wrong, yet at the same time it was perfect for me not having to worry for a short bit.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 25, 2008 20:38:48 GMT
"Yes and no I think..." I whispered softly back to her. I did sort of think it was wrong that we were doing this. I mean, we were supposed to be worried sick and doing nothing but thinking about Ella, right? But on the other hand, this was distracting and was taking our mind off something we couldn't really do anything about at the moment.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 25, 2008 20:54:38 GMT
I nodded faintly at what he said. "That's what I was thinking." I whispered, wanting to keep kissing him but at the same time wanting to pull away and stare out the window, worrying about Ariella and do nothing but think about her and where she could possibly be. If I had my wand I could go out there and look some more. Or we could go see everyone and hope someone we know has her with them.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 25, 2008 20:59:35 GMT
I nodded slightly and bit my lip for a moment before kissing her softly one more time and moving some away from her. We probably shouldn't be doing this right now, but that didn't mean I couldn't hold onto her, so I stayed close to her anyway, wrapping my arms around her.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 25, 2008 21:43:01 GMT
I kissed him back quick and let him pull away, feeling his arms around me and moving to rest my head against his shoulder as I looked out the window.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 25, 2008 21:46:30 GMT
I felt her head on my shoulder and smiled faintly, taking in a small breath and letting it go softly as I joined her in looking out the window.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 25, 2008 22:26:27 GMT
I really was blaming myself for this, I'd tried my hardest to make sure nothing ever happend because I had been a spy for the order, and murdered once, brought back again and escaped death at least once more. There could be someone out there still wanting bloody revenge and had taken something that meant more than anything to me and was slowly picking my family apart. Then I shivered slightly at the thought that it could happen.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 25, 2008 22:30:56 GMT
I felt her shiver slightly a few moments later and held onto her a litle tighter. "Are you okay?" I asked her quietly, kissing the side of her cheek lightly.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 25, 2008 22:54:59 GMT
I nodded alittle, not really noticing him kissing my cheek lighlty or him holding me tighter, just staring out the window, thinking of what could've happened to Ariella. "We need to think of a name for the baby." I whispered, wondering why I was saying it now. "If it's a girl." If we have twins again.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 25, 2008 22:59:33 GMT
"Right.." I said with a small nod. "Um.. Have you thought of anything?" I asked her, not many names coming to my mind off the bat.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 26, 2008 1:19:05 GMT
I bit my lip softly and shook my head a little. "U-uh, no not really." I whispered, shaking my head and scooting a little closer as I stared out the window.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 26, 2008 1:40:58 GMT
I nodded slightly, feeling her scoot a little closer. ".. I'm sorry.. about before.. I-I don't mind if you talk about names with other people.. Just um.. just felt like I was being replaced.. sort of." I said quietly to her, thinking back about when she and shelby had been talking about boy names.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 26, 2008 1:50:02 GMT
I shook my head al ittle. "I-it's fine Riley." I whispered, though I smiling a little that he was apologizing over it. "I shouldn't have done that." I added in the same small whisper. I really shouldn't have, especially when it had been with Shelby and I told her not after Riley's brother, after her cousin, though I only said that so she didn't have to say Riley and it wouldn't have been so awkward, not that it matters any more. It had been stupid to say.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 26, 2008 2:15:01 GMT
I nodded slgihtly and then shrugged a little bit. "It's okay.. You should be allowed to talk about that with anybody." I said quietly as my hand found one of hers and I laced our fingers together.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 26, 2008 2:34:29 GMT
"I shouldn't have done it anyways." I whispered, though he was right, I should be allowed to do that. "You know what I said and I regret it." I whispered even quieter than I had a moment before, looking down at our hands as he laced our fingers together and squeezed his hand slightly.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 26, 2008 2:38:39 GMT
"Riy, you're allowed to do it..." I said quietly.
I furrowed my eyebrows for a moment in confusion and shook my head a little. "What did you say?" I asked, hoping that she knew I genuinely wasn't sure what she was talking about and that I wasn't just rubbing whatever it was in her face.
I felt her squeeze my hand and squeezed hers lightly back.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 26, 2008 3:40:34 GMT
I shook my head when he repeated that I was allowed to.
I tore my gaze from looking out the window to looking at him, being able to tell he was being serious, and I could feel my heart speed up slightly. I could've sworn Shelby had told me she told him, or that he knew somehow, and now I've bloody well got to tell him that I had said to name the baby, if it was a boy, not after Riley's brother, after Shelby's cousin. I didn't want to tell him, and I wanted him to know that I hadn't meant it like it sounded if I did tell him.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 26, 2008 3:51:10 GMT
She didn't say anything and I searched her eyes for a moment, pretty sure that I spotted at least a little bit of panic. I shook my head a little bit. "Riy.. What is it?" I asked her curiously, wondering if I should just let her drop it, but asking anyway.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 26, 2008 3:54:42 GMT
"I didn't mean it the way I said it." I whispered, shaking my head a little, looking him in the eyes when I said that and then moving my gaze the his shoulder where I had my forehead against now. "We were think of names for a boy." I whispered. "And she said we could name him Justin, and she couldn't say your name without feeling awkward so I said, no not his brother, your cousin." I said softly, shaking my head a little.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 26, 2008 3:58:16 GMT
I watched her still, seeing her move her gaze down to my shoulder and listened to what she was saying. Once she said it, I couldn't help but feel a little hurt by it. Then agian, I could understand why she said it that way. "Did you just say your cousin.. or did you say not his brother?" I asked quietly a moment later.
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