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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 2:12:06 GMT
I nodded a little, even though my thoughts said otherwise, I didn't and wouldn't ever want to lose Shelby and not see her. "Yeah." I whispered. I'm losing someone else though. Ariella, hopefully it won't be that way for long, and Shelby.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 2:29:42 GMT
I nodded slightly, "And it's not like it's forever.. just give it some time..." I said looking in her eyes.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 2:31:14 GMT
I took a sip of my tea, looking down into the glace after looking him in the eyes. Right, because forever never lasts. "I know." I whispered after a few moments.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 2:36:17 GMT
I nodded slightly, "Are you okay?" I asked keeping my eyes on her. I was starting to wonder if maybe she'd rather be with Shelby now that she knew Shelby loved her more. Even though I knew she told me she loved me more and I did believe her, I just couldn't help but think it for a moment.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 2:39:41 GMT
I nodded a little. "Yeah." I whispered softly, looking at him, locking my eyes with his as I nodded a little. I don't love Shell, she left me heartbroken and I got over her, so why am I so stuck on not letting her go? "Yeah." I repeated.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 2:44:09 GMT
I nodded slightly and kissed her softly for a second before pulling away and pushing a piece of hair behind her ear. "She'll be back to normal eventually."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 2:46:08 GMT
I kissed him back for a moment and nodded, resting my forehead against his shoulder, shutting my eyes lightly. She hadn't exactly seemed not normal.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 2:49:32 GMT
"Well.. normal as in wanting to be around us.." I said quietly. "At least around you." I added when she rested her head on my shoulder.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 2:59:16 GMT
I nodded a little, wondering how awkward this was for him, seeing as it was awkward for me to even say Arden's name anymore. "I love you." I whispered softly.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 3:11:35 GMT
I was surprised to find that this wasn't too awkward. At least less awkward than I thought it was going to be. "I love you too." I whispered softly back to her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 15:19:22 GMT
"I know." I whispered. I knew that he did and I loved him more than anything, and I wanted him to know that. "I'll always love you more than anything Riley." I whispered softly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 23, 2008 16:01:34 GMT
I smiled faintly at what she said and nodded. "I know.." I whispered quietly back to her, running my fingers through a little bit of her hair. "You too.."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 23, 2008 20:55:38 GMT
I smiled a little bit, though Ariella was still on my mind, and moved a little as he ran his fingers through my hair, and took a sip of my tea.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 23, 2008 20:59:50 GMT
I smiled a little bit too and nodded slightly, taking a small sip of my tea as well. "So um.. when did you run into Shelby?" I asked, prety much just out of curiousity and the fact that I wanted to take a second to not think about how Ella was missing.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 21:02:37 GMT
"Hogwats." I said softly, nodding a little. "She brought some books down to the classroom and was sort of upset that I was the new professor." I added with a small shrug.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 23, 2008 21:05:11 GMT
I nodded slightly, "I dunno why she should be too upset.." I said quietly, shaking my head a little bit.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 21:14:38 GMT
"She wants to stay away from me Riley." I whispered, shaking my head a little like he had just a moment before.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 21:16:30 GMT
"Right.." I said with a small nod. I knew that. ".. Sorry."
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 21:20:28 GMT
I sighed softly and shut my eyes for a moment before looking out the window.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 21:34:02 GMT
I listened to her and kept my eyes on her, setting my tea down a moment later before wrapping both my arms around her and resting my head on her.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 21:36:21 GMT
I bit my lip a little, but smiled weakly towards Riley when I felt him wrap both his arms around me and rest his head on me too.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 21:38:36 GMT
I closed my eyes slightly and took in a small breath before softly letting it out and kissing her neck softly once. "Love you.." I murmured slightly again to her even though we've already said it quite a few times.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 21:41:02 GMT
I shut my eyes after a few moment when he kissed my neck softly and nodded a little bit. "Love you too." I murmured a little quieter than he had.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 21:43:03 GMT
"Thank you for coming back.." I murmured back to her a moment later, even quieter than before.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 21:49:03 GMT
I nodded a little, biting my lip softly, not even knowing what I had put him through hurt. "I'm sorry for leaving." I murmured just as quietly as he had, turning a little and kissing him softly.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 21:53:20 GMT
I kissed her softly back and nodded faintly. "So am I.." I said quietly, with a small nod. If I hadn't left in the first place, maybe she wouldn't've.. I really didn't know.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 21:58:32 GMT
I bit my lip softly after hearing him say he was too. I wasn't ever going to tell him that if he hadn't left I wouldn't have because he shouldn't have to be blaming himself, but I'd left all because he'd left, I would've stayed otherwise. "It wasn't your fault." I whispered softly.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 22:00:57 GMT
I nodded slightly, "I just.. maybe you would've stayed if I did.." I said quietly to her.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 23, 2008 22:12:36 GMT
Now what to say, It wasn't your fault Riley, I would've left anyway, or Yeah, I would've stayed if you hadn't left. Somehow neither of them sounded right, so I stayed silent, not sure if that was the best option or not.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 23, 2008 22:14:40 GMT
I took the silence as a yes, she would've, but then again, who knows. "It's probably better this way anyway..."
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