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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 17:00:06 GMT
I opened my eyes slowly as I laide in a slightly dim lit room, letting my eyes wander as I tried to get a grasp as to were I was exactly. My head was killing me, as was the reast of my body and it felt like it would never stop aching. I realised where I was a moment later, wondering how I didn't notice it before.
The small hospital room was empty and I continued to move my eyes around it, seeing it was empty and wondering what in the world happend to me for me to be here.
[[ it sucks.. lol, but oh well xD ]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 17:09:23 GMT
I sighed, carring Charlotte in my arms and squeezing Ariella's hand lightly as we made our way up to the hospital room. I'd only gotten to St. Mungo's a few minutes ago and found the girls crying to each other and Lottie trying to keep Ella a little happier, like the fact that Riley was going to be okay, or that's what the told us anyways.
No one had bothered to tell me what happened and of this moment I didn't even want to know, I just wanted to see Riley. Looking over at Charlotte I smiled weakly, watching her move a hand to wipe my eyes for me and I kissed her cheek lightly before nodding to the room where Riley was in and watched as Ariella went in first.
I wasn't sure if it was a good idea to bring the girls up with me, but now it was to late to say no to that, and the fact that I didn't want to leave them alone. Walking in after Ariella I saw Riley and smiled weakly again after seeing he was awake.
"Hey." I murmured softly, seeing Ella over by his bed, head burried against his chest in the same instant that I said hey.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 17:17:59 GMT
I heard footsteps and looked over to see a few people walk inside, slightly confused by it; pretty sure that there was at least some confusion showing on my face. Did I know them? I didn't think I really did.. I mean, they sort of looked familar, but I couldn't place any of their names. Then again... I couldn't really think of mine right now either.
One of the little girls walked over to me first, burying her head in my chest. Who was this? Why couldn't I remember? "Um.. hi.." I said kind of quietly, still the small look of confusion on my face.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 17:27:47 GMT
I saw confusion on his face after getting a good look at him, but that could mean about anything like why he was in the hospital, didn't mean anything, right? Hearing him I bit my lip, holding Charlotte a little closer to me and was going to say something, but Ariella beat me to it by pulling back from him and shaking her head softly. She knew more than anything that he wouldn't say um before saying hi to any of them. "What's wrong?" She managed after taking a step backwards.
Setting Charlotte down I walked over to Ella. "W-why don't you two wait outside and leave daddy and I alone?" I asked softly, knealing down infront of her so I could look her in the eyes. "Go downstairs and I'll come get you in a little bit." I added nodding to Charlotte.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 17:36:11 GMT
I watched the little girl take a couple steps backwards and looked from her to the older women, who I assumed to be their mum. Before I could say anything, the women kneeled down infront of both the girls and I stayed quiet, becoming even more confused as I heard her say the word 'Daddy'. Why didn't I remember this? This was supposedly my family, why couldn't I remember? As far as I could think I didn't have any kids or a wife.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 17:43:04 GMT
Ariella started shaking her head at me before stopping at the look on my face and I nodded a little bit when she turned around and I stood up, following her and Char, opening the door for them and shutting it lightly behind them.
Sighing I rested my head against the door. Whatever happened was just going to screw with things again, hopefully not for long, but it would. Wiping my eyes quick I bit my lip again before turning around and sitting down, my back against the door. I didn't even know what to say, what was there to say? He didn't remember anything obviously, or maybe it was just us. I didn't know.
Curling my knees to my chest I rested my chin on them, looking down at the floor and keeping my eyes averted from Riley, staying silent.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 17:49:52 GMT
I watched her walk the two girls outside, shutting the door behind them before resting her head against it and then sitting down against the back of door. I kept my eyes on her, figuring I should probably say something, or do something more than just look at her, trying to remember who she was. She had to be someone if she was here.
"I-I'm sorry.." I said quietly as I kept looking over to her. "I'm guessing that I know you?" I asked, biting my lip for a moment, remembering how she said I was those girl's dad, trying desperately to remember something.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 17:53:56 GMT
I heard him speak and looked up before shutting my eyes for a moment, thinking about what he said. Opening them again I looked at him with a small shrug to mean nothing, but I was just hiding everything that I was feeling. "Not your fault." I whispered softly. "I'm Riyann P-Pearson." I added with a small nod, wondering why I had been about ready to stop saying Pearson and say Servansikk.
Maybe because he doesn't remember? I thought, but that didn't seem to entirely likely. I smiled weakly at him before returning my gaze to the floor with a small sigh. I don't even know what to say to him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 18:00:51 GMT
I nodded slightly, biting my lip for a moment. "Do you, um.. know who I am?" I asked looking back over to her. I felt horrible that I couldn't remember, I knew it wasn't really something I could help, but I wanted to remember so badly. "Or what happend to me?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 18:08:12 GMT
If I wanted to I could give him his life story. "Riley Oliver Pearson." I murmured softly, still looking at the floor as if it held all of my interest. How long would this last, that's the only thing I wanted, needed, to know right now and then maybe things would be normal or else, I don't know what else.
"I dunno." I whispered softly. Charlotte and Ariella probably knew, but I wasn't going to go get them and have them have to think and remember all over in detail what had happened to their dad. "I don't have any clue." I added in a fainter whisper, shaking my head as I moved a hand to wipe my watering eyes again. The girls, they had to witness whatever happened and I wasn't there with them or with Riley, instead I was at home relaxing from not having to deal with the extra bloody day of their hyperness. Instead I was looking for a job to, so that I wouldn't have to deal with it anymore even if I loved them more than anything, so that I could get them, so that we could get them a broom for their birthday, maybe even two.
And they had to watch whatever it was happen.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 18:19:50 GMT
I heard her say who I was and nodded slightly again. So I guess she was my wife. This whole not being able to remember thing was really starting to get me and it hasn't even been that long. I looked away from her for a moment since she wasn't looking at me, but then hearing her speak again, turned my attention back to her.
I listened as she said she didn't know what happend to me either and nodded again. Great, did anyone know what happend to me? I watched her wipe her eyes slightly and bit my lip lightly again. I moved to the edge of the bed, slowly getting up and stepping off the bed. I walked over to her, a faint limp in my right leg. I sat down next to her and after a moment wrapped my arms around her. I was married to her so I figured it would be okay... then again, maybe I wasn't married to her, maybe she was my sister. Maybe that was something I should find out.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 21:18:26 GMT
I heard him move a little along the bed before getting off and moving around, after a moment I looked up at him, seeing him limp his way over towards me. "J-just don't ask the twins what happened." I whispered, I knew that he deserved to know about whatever happened, but I didn't want him finding out by the girls. I watched him as he sat down and looked away for a moment before feeling his arms around me.
I smiled slightly at the fact that maybe nothing had happened, but he didn't remember anything either. Moving my hand yet again I wiped my eyes with the back of it, maybe I should go get the twins, they'd probably want to see him, though I think that I'd want to tell Riley their names. Then there was the fact that I don't really want them to think that anything's wrong, or that he doesn't remember them, or that he's just forgotten everything.
Then there was the fact that I knew he didn't remember and I wanted to pull away because of that reason. "S-sorry." I murmured for no reason.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 21:26:23 GMT
I shook my head a little. "I won't." I said with a small shrug. "I'm sure someone here knows what happend.. I'll talk to a healer.." I said with a small nod.
After a moment, I pulled away from the hug, shaking my head as she said she was sorry. "You don't have anything to be sorry about." I said with a faint smile. Letting it be quiet for a moment, feeling bad asking but deciding to ask anyway. "We're married right?... you're not like my sister or something.." I asked looking over to her with a small chuckle.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 21:33:20 GMT
I nodded a little when he said he wouldn't ask them, which made this just a small bit better. "O-okay." I murmured softly, letting a faint sigh past my lips as I did.
Feeling him pull away I shut my eyes lightly and rested my forehead against my knees lightly. "I-I, uh I, okay." I whispered after a moment of trying to protest the fact that I didn't have anything to be sorry about. Maybe I did. I didn't know what happened either.
Hearing his next question I let a faint laugh past my lips after a couple of tears coming down my cheeks and wiped them away slowly. "Ye-yeah." I said with a weak smile. "Been married for almost 10 years." I said looking over at him by tilting my head against my knees. "We've got two 9 year old daughters, too, who are almost 10." I added even though he hadn't asked. "Lilian's your sister."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 21:40:15 GMT
I nodded against when she said okay after studdering a bit. "You really don't. In fact, I'd have to say that it's good you weren't there.. for whatever it was." I said with a small shrug. I heard her laugh and then saw her wipe a couple tears away, feeling bad for asking. "That's what I was hoping, cause I thought you were really cute, and I didn't want to think that about my sister." I chuckled. "Ah, those two that were in here before then?" I asked looking over to her. "What're their names?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 21:48:29 GMT
I shook my head lightly when he said it was good I wasn't with for whatever happened to him. "W-why's it good? The girl's were with." I mumbled softly, knowing that maybe I shouldn't have said it because it wasn't like he knew about it.
"I'm sure it'd be a little awkward." I said softly, looking at him with a weak smile at the comment. "Yeah, uhm, do you mind if we k-keep it from them that you don't, uh remember?" I asked softly biting my lip softly. "Charlotte Marie Pearson and Ariella Nicole Pearson." I said, wondering why exactly I was saying their full names, but then again, he didn't remember them.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 21:55:43 GMT
"They were?" I asked looking over to her. I didn't know that they were, I figured they were with Riyann since she had just come in with her. "Because even though I don't remember anything right now, I'm pretty sure that I wouldn't've have wanted you there."
I nodded with a small smile, looking back to her when she started again. "Um.. yeah, I can try to do that." I said with a small nod, then listening to their names. "Um.. Which one's which? Did I have nicknames for them?" I asked looking over to her again. They were with me when whatever this was happend and the last thing I wanted was for them to know I didn't remember them.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 22:04:52 GMT
I nodded when he asked if they were there and with how upset they were when I had gotten here, even though we were told that Riley was alright, it wasn't something innocent or accidental, not likely. "I," I stopped what I was going to say. Could I really have made a difference and stopped this from happening?
I smiled softly when he said he could try. It wasn't like I wanted to lie to the girls or have Riley lie to them, but they didn't need this. "Thanks." I murmured softly after seeing him nod. "Ariella's the clumsy one, like you." I said with a faint and short laugh. "You call her Ella all the time so, yeah. Charlotte was the one I carried in here." I added a little quieter, remembering the situation. "You call her Lottie or Char." I said with a small nod before turning away a little and looking back at the floor.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 22:11:09 GMT
"I'm pretty sure that if we've been married for nearly ten years, I love you enough to have it rather be me that's hurt." I said with a small shrug. "I'm supposed to get my memory back.. and I'm still alive, so it's all okay.." I said with a small nod, trying to make her feel better.
"It's okay." I said with a small smile, shaking my head a little. "They don't need this." I added quietly. I nodded lightly, listening to her and waht she was telling me about the girls. "Okay, so Ella's the one that hugged me then?" I asked, seeing her looking at the floor again. "Lottie's the other one.. and I'm clumbsy?" I asked with a small chuckle. "That's good to know, i guess.. I'll pay more attention."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 22:15:55 GMT
I shrugged my shoulders lightly at what he said. "You would've, just I wouldn't." I whispered softly, shaking my head faintly. "I'm glad it's okay." I added in a small whisper, glad he was trying at the moment.
I nodded when he voiced what I was thinking and smiled faintly. "Yeah, that one would've been Ella." I said with small nod. "Not so clumbsey any more." I said with a small and short laugh. "I hope you'll pay attention."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 22:22:35 GMT
"Then this's better.." I said quietly with a small shrug as I stood up after seeing a clipboard at the end of my bed, limping slighlty over to it before going back over to her, reading it as I went, sitting down again. I lifted up a sheet still reading. "Yeah, you wouldn't've wanted to be with me." I said after reading what was wrong with me. I set the clipboard back down and looked back over to her.
I nodded a little. "She's not so clumbsy anymore? Or me?" I asked with a small chuckle. "And I will." I smiled.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 22:36:21 GMT
I bit my lip softly and shrugged, watching him get up and grab the clipboard they left for the Healers to look at and read. As he came back and sat down I raised an eyebrow, mainly because of what he said. "W-what?" I asked, shaking my head lightly. "Why?"
"You're not as bad as I've been told." I said with a small laugh. "So you're not as clumbsy, sorry." I said with a small teasing smile. "I'm holding you to that." I said.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 22:39:46 GMT
I sighed a little, she was probalby going to find out eventually anyway. "I got hit by a car.. broke my neck." I said quietly. "No wonder I feel like shit." I said with a faint chuckle.
"Ah, okay.. well that's good though." I said with a small smile. "I'm glad I'm not too bad." I nodded with a small chuckle. "And you do that." I nodded.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 22:45:19 GMT
I bit my lip, watching him as he spoke and shook my head softly. Leaning over slightly I wrapped my arms around him. It didn't need to mean anything, just, to think I almost lost him, and the girls had to watch it happen.
I nodded lightly. "Yeah, but poor Ella." I said, shaking my head with a small grin. Biting my lip softly I let a soft sigh past my lips. Sad was all this was though, Riley almost died and now he couldn't even remember us. As sad as it was, though, I almost felt a little bit better, because this time it wasn't my fault, but no, no it's not at all any better. It's not. "I will." I said with a forced smile on my face.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 22:50:01 GMT
I felt her wrap her arms around me and after a second figured I should probably hug her back and wrapped my arms back around her. True, I couldn't really remember her, but I knew that we loved eachother, at least that's what I thought, so I hugged her back.
I smiled lightly and nodded. "Yeah, I guess being clumbsy would kind of suck." I said with a small nod again. "And good."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 22:56:56 GMT
I could feel his few second hesitation and bit my lip lightly, I had sort of expected it though, I think it'd be sort of awkward as it was. "Uhm, sorry." I whispered faintly, pulling away from the hug after a moment.
"Just sort of." I said with a small laugh, shrugging my shoulders and attempting to stop myself from thinking about this anymore. "Okay."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 22:59:38 GMT
I shook my head. "It's okay.." I said giving her a small smile. True, it was awkward, but I can't imagine what this could be like for her, having her husband of nearly ten years not being able to remember you.
I smiled a little and nodded. "Yeah." I laughed a little. "So um... anything else I should know about the girl's before you get them?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 23:04:47 GMT
I saw his small smile, but still I shook my head lightly. I didn't think it was okay. Really I could just be a random witch that's making a story as I go, wouldn't that be interesting, I'm not that good at it as it was proven when I was Payton. "Sorry." I muttered, shaking my head lightly still.
"Uh, I don't think so." I said with a small grin. "Just the fact that they're going to be wondering what's wrong." I said softly, though it wasn't really about the girls.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 23:07:47 GMT
"Just.. stop saying sorry..." I said shaking my head a little. "It's... sort of weird, but everything sort of is."
"Okay.. then should we get them now?" I asked looking over to her.
[[ that was horribly short =/ sorry ]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 23:12:21 GMT
"Sort of weird?" I asked, shaking my head lightly. I didn't exactly believe that, I did believe that everything was sort of weird. But I think this blew over that by a mile. "Fine." I sighed giving in to stopping saying sorry. Funny, I usually always did give in.
"Uhm, I'll go get them, you should probably lay down." I said softly. "Just you know, because of what happened." I added quietly.
To think that not that long ago I had been teasing him about forgetting about the first day we'd met and it'd only been a moment of forgetting, but now he wouldn't have a clue and that hurt a little more than I thought. He couldn't remember anything. Just like he couldn't remember if he had fallen in love with Inez that time when the potion had warn off. Just no more remembering.
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