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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 23:17:26 GMT
"Okay, so it's more than that." I said with a small shrug. "But I'm trying not to make a huge thing out of it.." I said with a slightly sigh. "Just promise me, that we really are married and you're not a crazy stalker or something."
I nodded slightly, "Right." I said softly, slowly standing up and starting to limp back toward the bed. Sitting on when I got there. "Thanks.."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 23:29:21 GMT
I smiled softly, knowing that he really was trying and I couldn't blame him for that. "Thanks for not making it that big then." I said softly and hearing him speak up again. "I promise." I said with a small smile, I could joke around with some things and with that promise, but it wasn't really the moment.
"Yeah." I said with a small nod and watched him go back to the bed. "Do you, uhm, want a healer to come see you?" I asked softly, biting my lip lightly before pushing myself slowly off the ground.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 23:32:27 GMT
I smiled and then nodded a little. "Okay, good. I'm trusting you with that." I chuckled faintly.
I shook my head a little. "No, I'm okay." I said looking over to her, laying down. "Just kind of achey.. but okay."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 23:37:53 GMT
I smiled softly. More trust when he had no memory then I had several times before, it sort of caught me off guard. "Alright then." I said with a small grin.
"Alright." I said softly, nodding a little and was about to step to him and give him a hug at least, but I didn't. "I can get some, uhm." I started, trying to think of something. "Coffee." I added with a small laugh. "Rather tea?" I asked, knowing that he liked tea a lot more than coffee, if he liked coffee at all. I stepped back, my hand grasping the door handle as I waited for his answer.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 23:41:17 GMT
I smiled and nodded a little, laying back on the bed now.
"Um... I honestly have no idea.." I said with a small chuckle. "Do you know which I like more? If either?" I asked with a smile. I really couldn't remember right now, I would think I'd remember something. "Um.. tea?" I asked scratching my head lightly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 8, 2008 23:50:03 GMT
I watched him lay down with his back against the bed and nodded, slowly opening the door. "You like Tea." I said with a small laugh. "Definitely tea." I said, shaking my head lightly with a small grin. "I'll be back with the twins and tea." I said, noding to him before turning out of the room and shutting the door lightly behind me.
Walking back down to the waiting area I found the girls in the same place I'd found them early and smiled softly, this time they weren't talking, though they were talking with each other intently. Ariella looked up and wide eyed started running towards me and I smiled softly, picking her up in a hug.
"Let's go see daddy, huh?" I asked, taking Charlotte's hand in mine and started back up, grabbing a cup of tea for Riley and another for me. Setting Ella down after a moment I got her a hot chocolate and Lottie one as well and handed them to the girls before getting myself a tea. "Let's go now." I murmured, watching them sip their hot drink before starting up the stairs with them to his room.
"Hold this for a moment." I said to Charlotte, giving her one of the cups of tea and knocked lightly on the door before opening it and letting the girls in. Charlotte nodded and went over to Riey right away, giving him the cup and I stood back, shutting the door and leaning against it lightly.
Following after her sister, Ella smiled and climbed into the bed after Charlotte and sat close to Riley. "Are you and mum fighting?" Charlotte asked, whispering the question in her father's ear, though I could hear it just fine.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 8, 2008 23:56:09 GMT
I laughed a little and nodded. "Tea it is then." I smiled. "Thanks.." I said watching as she turned out of the room and shut the door behind her, starting to go over the information she had told me about the girl's. I really wanted them to thin that everything was okay. They didn't need this and I didn't want to do this to them.
The door opened a little while later and I saw who I was thinking was Charlotted coming in first and walking over to me with a cup of tea. "Thanks Char." I said with a smile to her as she started to climb into the bed with me, followed by Ella. I smiled to her too and then heard Lottie whisper in my ear. I shook my head toward her. "No honey, we're not fighting." I said looking at her. "Why do you think we are?" I asked looking back at her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 15:43:18 GMT
I watched Charlotte lean back a little and take a sip of the hot Chocolate and Ella blowing on hers in attempt to cool it down and smiled softly before sitting in my spot on the floor again, listening to Riley as he answered Char and smiled a little more to the floor as I directed my attention there.
"Because she asked us to leave you alone, she never does." Charlotte whispered in his ear again and pulled away, shaking her head again. "And mum's just sitting there." Ella said loud enough for me to hear and nodded towards me. "We're not fighting, just needed to talk." I said softly, looking back up at the girls, shaking my head softly.
Charlotte rolled her eyes lightly and shook her head again before looking over at her sister, looking as if she were telling her that we were lying. Which is in an odd way amusing. "Did you tell mum about Hayley?" Ariella asked, her eyes wide as she turned to her father and I watched them, wondering what they were meaning.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 9, 2008 15:49:45 GMT
"I promise." I said with a small smile to them. "We're not fighting, but I don't know why she's just sitting there.." I added looking up and over to her. "You can come closer you know.."
Ella turned to me and I paused for a moment at the question looking over to Riyann to see if she knew what she was talking about. Hayley? Who's Hayley? "Um.. Hayley? What about her?" I asked Ella, wanting to know who she was and why I'd be telling Riyann about her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 15:58:14 GMT
I bit down softly on my lower lip as the three of them looked at me and sighed inwardly before getting up and sitting on the end of his bed. I just figured that it would have been just that much awkward for him. His daughters that he didn't know also not knowing that he didn't remember were sitting with him as he pretended and then his forgotten wife added to all of it.
"Hayley, cousin Hayley?" I asked Ella, seeing her turn towards me and nod, not saying anything about it, not unless Riley had before, which kept us in the situation of not knowing between either of us. I watched Lottie bite down on her lower lip and look at Ella, both exchanging worried looks. "Daddy, you know, b-before this." Char said, apparently trying not to say to much. "What are you two talking about?" I asked, looking between the girls.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 9, 2008 16:02:55 GMT
I smiled a little to Riyann as she came and sat at the end of the bed and turned my attention back to Ella when she started talking again. Cousin Hayley? How many cousins do I have? I thought to myself before shaking my head faintly, hearing what Lottie said next. "Um.. I-I don't remember any of today." I said quietly, thinkng that before this maybe meant today.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 16:09:52 GMT
I watched him smile a little and returned it with a weak smile of my own. Looking at the girls I continued to raise an eyebrow. "What are you talking about?" I asked them, looking at Charlotte before turning to Ella. "Daddy doesn't remember what happened." Ariella said, looking at Charlotte, ignoring my question.
I watched as the girls looked over at their father and bit my lip softly as Lottie shook her head. "So what happened daddy? Why're you here?" Charlotte asked, trying to see what all happened to him as if she hadn't witnessed it.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 9, 2008 16:14:12 GMT
I looked at the girls as they talked to eachother, glancing up at Riyan occassionally, wishing I knew more of what was going on. Charlotte asked me the question and I wasn't sure if I should answer, if I should bring that up again. But she did ask... and she obviously knew something that I couldn't remember. "Um.. hit by a car?" I asked softly, still looking at her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 16:22:55 GMT
I took a sip of my tea, shaking my head lightly. Something else happened? "What else don't you remember? Ariella asked and I got off the bed, raising an eyebrow. "Ella, let your dad be." I said after a short moment, shaking my head at them. Not only did she have to be clumbsy, but like her father and Charlotte she was smart, even though at points she could be like me.
Ella looked over at me and shook her head and despite wanting to ignore me, did leave him alone, but only because Charlotte was going to start. "No cookies for three months." I said after Charlotte opened her mouth, but before she even said a word.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 9, 2008 16:29:40 GMT
I looked at Ella as she asked the question and I hesitated for a moment before Riyann got off the bed and told them to leave me be. Then I watched Ella for another moment before looking over Lottie seeing her about to say something, but before she could Riyann spoke up again. I shook my head a little, looking up at Riyann. "She didn't do anything to deserve that.. maybe they should keep talking..." I said quietly, still looking up at Riyann. I know she didn't want me to ask them and I said I wouldn't, but they obviously knew something that we didn't. I wasn't planning on asking so I thought maybe I could let them talk and something would come back.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 16:36:12 GMT
I let a faint sigh past my lips, I'd only said it because they would just keep bugging him and wouldn't say anything about Hayley, which would only make this more annoying. "Fine." I said, shaking my head lightly at him before going over and sitting in one of the chairs next to a wall of the small room.
Still the girls stayed silent and Ariella hid her face behind her hot chocolate as she took a large drink of it. Biting my lip softly I brought my feet up on the chair with me and curled my knees to my chest, taking a sip of the teas that I wasn't sure if I wanted anymore.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 9, 2008 16:41:14 GMT
I sighed a little as Riyann walked away and looked back to the girls who seemed to be staying silent. I didn't know what to do, or if I should do anything. And after a few moments of silence I looked back at them. "Did Hayley do somehing?" I asked after another moment. "W-Was she with us?" I asked again, not sure if it was something I should be doing and if it wasn't I'd just stop asking queestions.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 16:48:33 GMT
Charlotte and Ariella exchanged glances, not sure if they should answer now. Who knows what would happen if both Riyann and Riley found out. "She was with us. Lottie said after a minute of silence, glancing back at me and I raised an eyebrow at that. If Hayley was with them why wasn't she here right now like the girls were at least why hadn't she been waiting with the twins until I'd gotten here.
I kept my thoughts to myself, wondering why they didn't answer his first question, staying as I was and watching the twins and Riley carefully.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 9, 2008 17:04:14 GMT
"She was?" I asked looking over to Lottie before looking up to Riyann. "Did you know that?" I asked after a moment, keeping my eyes on her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 17:09:37 GMT
The twins nodded and I shook my head lightly. "I haven't seen Hayley for a long time." I said softly, biting my lip a little more and watched as Lottie looked at me again, this time biting her lower lip a little more and I could tell she wasn't saying everything.
"Mum, can I go get more hot chocolate?" Ella asked over the silence and I looked from the spot on the floor over to her slowly before nodding. "I'm coming with too." Char said and I saw them get off the bed before starting out the door. Before the door was completely closed I heard Char say that we were definitely fighting and I rolled my eyes lightly, looking over at Riley again.
Before this Riley was missing out on seeing the girls grow up, though he'd be home sometimes, now he didn't even remember them, with the exceptioin of what I'd told him. Sighing softly I looked down at the floor, still biting my lip softly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 9, 2008 17:17:09 GMT
I nodded slightly, it being silent for a moment before the kids left the room to get more hot chocolate. I looked back to Riyann. "We weren't fighting before this were we?" I asked after hearing one of the girls say that we were.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 17:22:38 GMT
I shook my head softly. "No." I didn't cheat on you before this, I didn't say I love Shelby again, I didn't break everything off between us, I didn't start a stupid arguement before this, so nope. At least I was pretty sure we weren't fighting before this. "There never really is time to fight." I added in a small whisper that I figured he wouldn't hear, but maybe he could.
I looked up at him, knowing that the girls hadn't gone to get more hot chocolate, but went out into the hall to talk about everything that had so far happened, I could even hear their faint whisperes, but I knew they weren't going to be listening to us, not until they went silent at least.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 9, 2008 17:29:21 GMT
I nodded slightly when she said no, "Good." I said with a small smile. I heard her say something else after it, but it was too quiet for me to hear and becuase of how quietly she said it, I figured she probably didn't want me to hear, so I stayed quiet about it.
She looked back up at me and I looked over to her. "I'm sorry." I said after a moment. I knew that it wasn't my fault, then again, it could've been, I couldn't remember.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 17:35:27 GMT
I heard him say good and nodded lightly, biting my lip softly, wondering if it was a good thing that he hadn't heard my second comment. Maybe it was because I didn't much want him to feel guilty that he was usually at work most of the time, or when he got his memory back that he might feel guilty still. What if he didn't get his memory back, then what? We couldn't exactly keep that from the twins, could we?
I heard him appologize and shook my head lightly. "D-don't be." I said, giving him a weak smile. "I'm pretty sure you've got no reason to be sorry." I said, then thinking what if he had been the reason we were here, him without memory and we were stuck in this situation. Why would he do that though? Things were good between us, have been for a while, at least, I think they were. What if they weren't?
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 9, 2008 17:39:21 GMT
I watched her bite her lip for a moment and looked away for a moment, thinking about how horrible this must be for her. "So we were happy, right?" I asked looking over to her.
I noded a little, giving the weak smile back. "Okay.. least I hope I wasn't.. I don't feel like I would've wanted this to happen." I said shaking my head a little.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 17:45:25 GMT
Seeing him look away I shut my eyes lightly, wondering if I did something wrong, feeling like I had so many times ten years ago, like everything was my fault. It wasn't though, was it? "Yeah." I said softly, looking away again and feeling tears in my eyes and rested my forehead against my knees. "We were." I whispered after hearing the girls stop talking, or maybe they learned to whisper quieter.
I saw his weak smile and nodded a little back at him. "I hope this wasn't what you wanted." I said with a shaky laugh, shaking my head a little.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 9, 2008 17:50:24 GMT
"Then we will be when I get my memory back." I said with a small smile, knowing that I'm sure there was a small chance that it wouldn't be coming back, but I wasn't going to say that, but if it didn't, then what? "... If it doesn't I can pretty much gaurentee I'd fall in love with you again."
"And I'm sure it wasn't.. I can't think of a reason I'd want to forget about you or the girls." I said with a small chuckle.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 18:16:26 GMT
I nodded lightly against my knees after hearing him say we'd be happy again, a weak smil on my lips. Hearing his next comment I felt a few more tears sting my eyes and a couple fall down my face slowly and bit my lip from saying something. How does he know that he'd fall in love with me again? He doesn't even know what he likes or anything about him or anything.
"This might not have been what you were looking for." I said, biting my lip softly, wondering why I was exactly fighting against if this was his fault or not.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jun 9, 2008 18:24:29 GMT
I shrugged a little when she didn't say anything, seeing a few tears roll down her face and forwning a little. I didn't like seeing peope cry, especially people I knew really cared for me and how I knew it was because of me that they were crying.
"Sorry?" I asked, unsure of what she meant.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 9, 2008 18:30:09 GMT
I looked away and to another wall of the room, pretending that would make it so he couldn't see the tears and wiped them away with shaky hand. I hate crying, I didn't want to make him feel bad for not remembering and being the reason I was crying, I hated it, but I couldn't help but let the next few tears past my eyes and wiped them away again. "Sorry." I muttered, shaking my head softly.
"You might not have been looking to lose your memory." I said softly, shaking my head again. "Nevermind, this just, it wasn't your fault." I said, biting my lip softly.
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