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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 2:37:04 GMT
"Just be okay." I shrug. "You've done enough."
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 2:39:14 GMT
"I'll be okay.." I said quietly. Until you're actually gone, then I can't promise anything.. I added as a thought to myself before shaking my head a little bit. "What have I done exactly? I don't really think I've done much of anything."
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 2:40:27 GMT
"You came down here," I shrug. "You didn't have to do that."
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 2:42:35 GMT
I shrugged faintly, "I think that was expected though.." I said sort of quietly. "I thought you said that you didn't want me to come here earlier though."
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 2:48:57 GMT
"I didn't, and I still don't think you should have." I shrug slightly. "But you did. And you didn't have to."
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 2:54:35 GMT
I shrugged, "I felt like I had to.." I said after a moment. "But why do you think that I shouldn't have?"
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 2:57:40 GMT
"I don't know. Why would I think that you should?" I shrug again.
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 3:04:25 GMT
".. Because, you're my best friend.. I love you.." I shrugged faintly, "You're basically here because of me.. It didn't feel right not showing up..."
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 3:18:06 GMT
"You still didn't have to." I shrug yet again, not sure what else to say. "... I love you too."
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 3:22:42 GMT
"I wanted to." I shrugged with her again.
I nodded a little bit. ".. I know." I said as I looked over to her. Unlike Logan, I actually read my note. But either way, I already knew that she loved me. It was nice hearing it though.
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 3:24:37 GMT
"... Thank you," I say finally, not sure what else to add.
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 3:27:32 GMT
".. You're welcome, I guess." I said a moment later. I wasn't positive what else to say, but I wish I could go in there and hug her because I haven't hugged her in a long time and I would love if I could at least hug her one last time if getting her out doesn't work.
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 14:17:31 GMT
I don't say anything else for a moment, just watching the ceiling. I wonder how much longer he intends to stay. This can't be very pleasant for him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 14:25:09 GMT
I guess just sitting here wasn't very pleasant at all... actually, it was quite the opposite, but I could honestly say that I didn't care much at this exact moment. It was starting to get to me though and I wasn't really sure how much longer I was going to stay.
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 14:29:33 GMT
"... You should go home," I say after a moment, since it doesn't do much good to just be thinking it. "I'm not going anywhere."
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 14:39:37 GMT
I looked over to her, wondering if she could tell it was getting to me or something. "I don't want to leave you." I said after a couple moments. "And I know..."
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 14:44:12 GMT
"You'll have to eventually," I point out. "And the longer you're here, less you'll want to come back."
Which is kind of what I'd like - except for the selfish streak that says otherwise - but I know it's not what he wants.
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 14:49:26 GMT
She did have a point there, like usual. "I guess." I said eventually. But even if I didn't want to come here, I would make myself anyway. But I slowly stood up a few moments later despite the fact I'd rather stay at least a bit longer. ".. Do you think you're strong enough to come give me a hug?" I asked looking over to her as I stood in front of her cell.
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 14:56:27 GMT
I hesitate slightly, not wanting to admit, but finally just shake my head. "Probably not." I feel drained just talking to him this long, honestly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 14:59:26 GMT
I nodded faintly, "Alright.." I said standing in front of the bars for a few moments more. "I'll be back then... with a message from Logan." Hopefully, at least.
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 15:05:29 GMT
I shake my head slightly, thinking Don't count on it, though I'm the one who needs to hear that more than he does. "You don't have to," I say instead, to make him feel better if he finds that he can't face coming back here.
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 15:10:57 GMT
I shook my head faintly, "No, I'll be back.." I said sending a weak smile over to her even though I could honestly think of nothing right now to really make me smile. But hopefully I'll be able to stick to that and can back, because even though she's told me that I don't have to, I've just said that I would. Even if she doesn't want me here, I said I'd be here, so I would be.
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 15:15:01 GMT
"If you insist." I smile weakly back at him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 15:19:40 GMT
"I do." I said, glad to see at least that weak smile, even though I doubted there was much of any real reason behind it other than returning it to me. "So um.. I'll see you soon." I guess I really should leave now though... I just can't seem to get myself to.
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Post by Arden Patricks on May 26, 2009 15:23:14 GMT
I nod, not replying this time so that he will actually leave.
I don't know what to do with myself now. It seems that my suicide plans have been disrupted, put on hold... but if the chance of getting out of here is just as slim as ever, shouldn't that not be the case?
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 15:31:55 GMT
I nodded faintly and after a couple more moments of standing there and then started to walk away from the cell and Arden. I did sort of want to get out of here now that I was walking away.
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