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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 28, 2009 19:17:52 GMT
I smiled faintly back and nodded a little bit. ".. Thanks.." I said quietly, glancing away for a moment. "... I feel bad about this whole thing though.. I mean, I still like you and I've went out with her." I added after a moment, shaking my head faintly.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 28, 2009 19:21:14 GMT
Probably - hopefully - less bad than I feel for the fact I still semi-love you.
"Don't." I shake my head. "You shouldn't like me. You should just... be happy."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 28, 2009 19:24:39 GMT
I didn't really want to say it, but I did still love her.. I was just trying not to. Which was probably one of the reasons that I said like instead of love. I shrugged faintly. "I can't just stop. I'm trying to, but I can't." I said shaking my head faintly again. "I am happy.. most of the time." Happy Enough..
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 28, 2009 19:27:25 GMT
"Yeah, true...." I agree, shrugging faintly. He's right, you can't just change how you feel about someone. "And good, you better be."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 28, 2009 19:32:41 GMT
I shrugged faintly, putting my hands back in my pockets again. "I am.. Just feel bad.. for her." I said shaking my head faintly. For her because I didn't think I was..leading her on or anything, but I just felt bad because of it. I did like her though.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 28, 2009 19:35:28 GMT
"Mm... makes sense," I agree, shrugging. I can certainly understand that.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 28, 2009 19:41:00 GMT
I nodded faintly, "Anyway... I dunno." I said shaking my head a little bit.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 28, 2009 19:41:58 GMT
I shake my head as well, agreeing with that. We're very like-minded today, I guess.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 28, 2009 19:44:54 GMT
I sighed a little bit before going and leaning against her house. "I fail of conversation today.." I said with a faint laugh.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 28, 2009 19:47:38 GMT
"Don't we always?" I ask, laughing slightly. "I don't think it's just you."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 28, 2009 19:49:05 GMT
I laughed a little, smiling a bit more. "Yeah, I guess we do... Sometimes maybe." I shrugged faintly.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 28, 2009 19:50:57 GMT
"Mm...." I shrug slightly. "So there isn't anything else going on with you then, is there?"
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 28, 2009 19:55:24 GMT
I shook my head faintly, "Not really... girls birthday was a few days ago... but that's it." I said with a faint shrug. "Anything with you?"
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 28, 2009 19:58:31 GMT
I wince very faintly, realizing I missed that, then shrug. "Not... really. Probably nothing you really want to hear about."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 28, 2009 20:01:00 GMT
"That usually means there's something then." I said after a moment glancing over to her. "I can guarantee that I want to hear about it."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 28, 2009 20:06:34 GMT
"You can guarantee tht you think you do, maybe," I argue, shaking my head. Then shrug. "It's not a whole lot, really. Shelby stopped by the other day." I shrug slightly. "I don't suppose you had any idea about her and Fitzy?"
Not, of course, that that's the part that bothers me most... but never mind. It's something to talk about.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 28, 2009 20:11:32 GMT
"I'm pretty sure that I do.." I said looking over to her. I wondered next if that's what she meant then.. I don't see why I wouldn't want to know about that though. I didn't even really care. "I did, actually.. she stopped by the other day." I said with a faint nod.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 28, 2009 20:13:26 GMT
I nod vaguely, as if only half-listening. "So did she tell you also that she's pregnant again?" I ask casually.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 28, 2009 20:15:37 GMT
I nodded, "Yeah.. I honestly can't believe that she's pregnant again.. how many times can one woman be pregnant anyway?"
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 28, 2009 20:17:34 GMT
I have to stifle a laugh at that, covering it with a cough, and shrug. "I don't know, but clearly quite a few."
I guess she at least didn't mention the bit about Logan then... and I'm not sure if I'm relieved at that or not.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 28, 2009 20:27:40 GMT
She stifled a laugh and I laughed a little bit, even though I did feel a bit bad for it.
"And I mean, really, how could she be so careless like that?" I asked, shaking my head faintly, "She listed off a bunch of guys." I said with a slight sigh, then realizing that I didn't know if she knew that one of them was Logan.. So maybe.. I don't know, I feel like I should tell her, but I Can't say that I really want to.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 30, 2009 16:01:33 GMT
"Yeah, same thought here," I nod. "Or at least she said that she wasn't really sure whose it was."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 30, 2009 17:32:31 GMT
"... So she told you who?" I asked a moment later, looking over to her. "The list of guys, I mean?"
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 30, 2009 17:55:50 GMT
"I... don't know." I shake my head, then shrug. "I mean, really she just said she didn't know, after... after I jumped to the conclusion it was Logan's."
I cough slightly, looking at the porch. There's something incredibly uncomfortable about admitting to the guy you semi-love and who you know loves you too that the guy you picked instead of him possibly fathered someone else's child.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 30, 2009 18:03:15 GMT
I nodded faintly, "Are you okay?" I asked again, looking over to her, frowning a little bit. I knew how much that hurt.. and it wasn't fair. Arden and I were in the same situation as before. All we did was kiss someone.. and then they both went and slept with someone. Technically yes, it's still cheating, but it's definitely not as much of a degree as sleeping with someone. Especially considering who it was.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 30, 2009 18:07:11 GMT
"Yeah, fine," I shrug. "I deserved it; it's all understandable." Still hurts, of course, but still.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 30, 2009 18:09:32 GMT
I looked over to her at what she said and shook my head. "You definitely did not deserve that. No one deserves it." I said shaking my head faintly again.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 30, 2009 18:12:43 GMT
"In which case he didn't either, and you didn't deserve to be played with, so it was... payback, or karma or something." I shrug again. "Not like he meant it so there you go... no need to be hurt."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 30, 2009 18:19:51 GMT
"I don't care that you played with my mind." I said shaking my head faintly. Well, honestly, I cared to an extent, but still.. that was no reason. ".. Doesn't mean it didn't hurt though.. Riyann didn't mean it when she slept with my cousin.. it still hurt." Though it did hurt much more when it was with Shelby because she really did mean that.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 30, 2009 18:24:19 GMT
I grimace slightly, then shrug again. "Well, it doesn't matter. Not really."
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