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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 8, 2009 3:56:56 GMT
I laughed faintly and nodded a bit. "Yeah, guess it isn't.." I sighed a bit. "Still though.. It'd be much easier if I didn't.." I paused for a moment and shrugged. "Who knows, maybe I'm just making myself think I do because I know she didn't kill Lil."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 8, 2009 4:09:42 GMT
"Also possible," I shrug, then grimace. "And I know the feeling."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 8, 2009 4:11:47 GMT
I wasn't really sure how she knew that feeling exactly, but I nodded anyway. I was thinking about asking her, but I wasn't sure if I should. I didn't want to sound rude or anything. ".. With what?" I asked her curiously, deciding to just ask her.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 8, 2009 4:13:54 GMT
"What?" I ask, frowning faintly, wondering what exactly he's asking about.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 8, 2009 4:16:03 GMT
"How do you know the feeling?" I asked her a moment later after she asked me what. "Sorry, wasn't very clear.."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 8, 2009 4:23:14 GMT
"Oh... right...." I look down at the floor then, biting my lip, and shrug. "Well, it's usually easier not to love someone, isn't it?" I ask evasively, not really wanting to say - especially to him - that I kind of meant Logan specifically.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 8, 2009 4:26:09 GMT
I wasn't sure that was really even close to answering my question, but I figured that maybe she was getting to it? So I shrugged slightly, "I think it depends... but yeah, sometimes." I said looking over to her again, hoping she'd explain further.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 8, 2009 4:33:44 GMT
"When they're insane, for example," I murmur half under my breath. "Or when it can't possibly work in the long run."
Sighing faintly, I shake my head and offer a wry smile. "Answer your question?"
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 8, 2009 4:42:46 GMT
I nodded a little bit, seeing her smile and giving the same smile back. "Yeah.. that makes sense..." I sighed slightly and bit my lip for a moment. "So why do we want to be with them then?"
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 8, 2009 17:13:35 GMT
"Because we're idiots and/or can't choose how we feel?" I shrug.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 8, 2009 17:20:03 GMT
I sighed slightly and shrugged. "Probably." I paused for another moment before shaking my head a little bit. I decided that I was just not going to think about Riyann right now. All that mattered was that Lilian was alive and I was going to see her soon. And at that I smiled a little bit before looking back over to Arden. "So how's Logan doing, anyway?"
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 9, 2009 15:42:14 GMT
Now there's an unexpected question. I blink a few times and laugh briefly in surprise before answering.
"Ah... all right, I guess. As all right as a fugitive can be and as all right as I can tell since he's kind of impossible like that." I shrug slightly. "I believe I've now driven Fitzy away."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 10, 2009 2:56:29 GMT
I watched her reaction, smiling lightly in return to her laugh. My mood really was elevating the longer I was just standing here. But I guess that's what finding out your sister's alive does to you. I wanted nothing more right now than to just go look for her and hug her, probably too, tight.
I nodded a bit, "Good.." I said, leaving the small smile on my face. At least until Fitzy came up. "Oh.. Sorry about him.. by the way..." I added biting my lip a bit. "Probably my fault if he showed up.."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 10, 2009 3:01:28 GMT
"No, it's fine," I say, sighing impatiently. "Are you saying that you told him then, though?"
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 10, 2009 3:08:26 GMT
"It came up.. and I sort of let it slip." I said, looking over to her and shaking my head a little bit. "Guess I wasn't really thinking.."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 10, 2009 3:19:40 GMT
"Well, as long as it's only to Fitzy," I say, shaking my head. "He'd be perfectly happy to turn him in, of course, but I threatened to claim I'm a deatheater, if he does, and I'm pretty sure Logan would just turn around and land him there as well, so...." I shake my head again, then realize I'm rambling and offer a quick smile. "Never mind."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 10, 2009 3:22:22 GMT
"I haven't told anyone else." I said shaking my head faintly. "Just things got brought up and.. I'm sorry, I should've just lied." I added, a bit quickly too before actually hearing what she was saying. "You threatened to claim yourself as a deatheater?" I asked slightly surprised. "That was..." Stupid? ".. Brave of you."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 10, 2009 3:26:20 GMT
I raise my eyebrows at that, a little surprised by his choice of words.
"I would expect stupid or insane, but thank you. And really, just... be more careful in future." i shrug. I was about to say 'really it's fine' before I realize what we're talking about and really it's not fine but I still don't want to say that.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 10, 2009 3:29:35 GMT
"Stupid came to mind." I added quietly, "But I can't really talk can I?" I asked with a faint shrug. "I will." I said with a faint nod. "I'm really sorry though.. It wasn't okay."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 10, 2009 3:40:56 GMT
I nod, shrugging slightly at the apology because what's done is done and unless he really does let it slip to the wrong person, I don't need to yell at him.
"You've done something stupid lately, have you?" I ask then, wondering why he would say that.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 10, 2009 3:47:40 GMT
"Just what I've been apologizing for..." I said with a small shrug with a small sigh and shrug.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 10, 2009 3:49:47 GMT
"Oh... right," i nod, then shrug. "Well, different sorts of stupid, so I think we're still allowed to berate each other if need be." I smile faintly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 10, 2009 3:55:44 GMT
I smiled a little bit with a small chuckle. "So you're saying we should berate eachother?"
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 10, 2009 4:05:44 GMT
"Not necessarily, but I'm saying that we could...." I laugh slightly. "I don't really want to, do you?"
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 10, 2009 4:08:56 GMT
I laughed again and shook my head. "No, I don't really want to either. But I was willing if it was what you wanted to do."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 10, 2009 4:15:08 GMT
I laugh slightly, shaking my head. "Now there's one of the stranger sentences I think I've ever heard...."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 10, 2009 4:17:54 GMT
I laughed bit more and smiled lightly. "Yeah, I have to admit I don't think I ever thought I was going to say that."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 10, 2009 4:36:41 GMT
I shake my head again, still smiling, then shrug. "So... if we're not going to yell at each other...."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 10, 2009 4:38:51 GMT
"Well, you're welcome to yell at me if you want.. but I don't think I have anything to yell at you for." I said with a faint chuckle and smile. "Um.. So Fitzy isn't gonna turn him in right?"
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 10, 2009 15:21:19 GMT
"'S'fine," I say, shaking my head, then shrug. "Not unless he feels like turning in himself and me at the same time."
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