Not Saying Much``June``

[Riyann Servansikk]

I jerked up from where I was sitting uncomfertably in the corner I'd since claimed mine after gaining a cell mate. It wasn't the worst thing in the world, it might help if I talked a little more. "Lil.?" I whispered, opening my eyes and shaking my head a little. "I'm sorry."
Looking around I looked for anything that was happening. It must be night out because everything was silent, well either that, or it was just unusually quite. Regan was up against a wall with his eyes shut and it was just safe to say that he was sleeping, either that or paying no attention towards me.
Sighing I shut my eyes for another moment, moving a hand up over my forehead and then down over my eyes. That was the best sleep I've gotten here in Azkaban, and that really wasn't saying much.
Looking around again I moved my hand down and grasped the pictures lightly off the floor and pulled them up to my lap, looking at them, a finger faintly tracing over them. Biting against my lip I held back the few thick tears that threatened to fall past and down my cheeks. Pretty soon they'll either hate me for abandoning them, for what I've done, or they'll hate Riley for not telling them where I was and why I haven't visited for so long.

[[Blah, short. and Sorry, if Jack Reads this, for controlling your charrie for that little bit. but really, where could Regan go? haha]]

[Juniper Hastings]

From what I was hearing around, little miss Pearson.. or should I say Servansikk?.. landed herself in Azkaban. I had to admit that it was almost kind of nice. Really, I never had too much against her, but I just didn't like her much, so at least this way she was out of my way.
Well, anyway, I had some free time on my hands, so what better way to spend it than by going and seeing how dear Riyann is doing. Not that I much wanted to walk in Azkaban, I think that I could spare a few moments for this.
I stepped into Azkaban, walking down the long hallways of cells, looking for Riyanns. A few dementors floated past me and I tried to ignore them, but it was a lot harder than I would've liked. I really don't like it here.
I came to her cell and seeing her sitting in the corner, I walked closer to the bars. "Well look who it is." I said with a small smirk towards her.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I tried to ignore the footsteps that were echoing down the halls of the dreaded place I'd been living in for a while now. Dear god I'll take everything back to get out of here. I swear. I take back all of it. I wanted to just get on my knees and beg my way out, at this rate I was up for anything.
Glancing up as the footsteps slowly I instantly started saying all curses that I knew in my mind, wondering why of all people, of all things it had to be June to stop by. Slowly I got to my feet, wanting desperatly for the chance to just kill Juniper before anything else happened. "Hullo Juniper." I hissed, before glancing over towards Regan, just to make sure that he wouldn't get in on this, that if he was asleep we wouldn't wake him, because that's just the lowest you could get.

[Juniper Hastings]

My smirk widened slightly as she slowly got to her feet and said hello to me. I raised my eyebrow slightly and kept my eyes on her for a moment before glancing around the cell. ".. Nice.. place you've got here." I said keeping the smirk on my lips, as I tried to decide what I should tell her first. I'd been keeping tabs on her husband, whatever his name was, Ray? Richard? I wasn't sure, but I did know that I saw him mail the papers, so I guess he really wasn't her husband anymore.
I was actually quite proud of the fact that I seemed to have broken them up. Well, really that was technically Riyann's doing, I just pushed it along a little bit.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I could see a smirk lining her lips and I payed no attention to it, there wasn't much I could do, all except hide everything from her, and not say much. "Why thanks, hand picked it myself. Worked rather hard to get it too. You know, they don't give just anyone these places." I said with a small smile, stepping closer to the bars, if she got close enough I could strangle her pretty little head and laugh about it.

[[blah. short. as of deleting people.. haha... idk..]]

[Juniper Hastings]

"Nope, only ones who kill their husband's sisters." I replied keeping the same expression over my face. ".. But I must admit, good choice there. Killing a mudblood and hurting a blood-traitor all in one day." I added, as Riyann stepped closer. I did have my wand, but there was no way I was planning on getting closer. Least not right now. That would just be borderline stupid. "Not to mention destroy your marriage. I applaud you." I finished simply, clapping a couple of times.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I laughed dryly before simply glaring at the girl. Really I shouldn't be here at all. Stepping up to the bars I let my arms hang loosely through the bars and smiled, resting my forehead against them. "Our marriage was in ruins from the start, no real accomplishment there." I said, laughing and shaking my head faintly. That wasn't true. Well, maybe it was, though if that was true it was only and always my fault. Riley was a fool to ever marry me. Juniper clapped and I could only roll my eyes lightly. "Well, why don't you act your age Juniper,"I hisssed after she clapped a couple of times. "Go do something useful to the world. Seems some of us in here are the only ones doing work and we're busy rotting away is all. Though I suppose there are the few cowards out there still hiding." When you think of it that way why were so many people idiots to join the death eaters if the loyal ones were only ending up in a place like this.

[Juniper Hastings]

"Aw, I'm sure you don't believe that." I said almost a bit too sweetly. I didn't much like that tone of my voice, but I used it anyway just because it sounded like fun at the time. I rolled my eyes slightly when she told me act my age and didn't bothter to comment on that. What was there to say? In my opinion, I was acting my age.
"Oh, well I did, I helped by letting.. Ralph?" I paused and shook my head a little bit. "Whatever his name is, know that his wife isn't so innocent.. He was a distraction for you.. but I can see that that's not really an issue anymore, is it?" I asked taking a small glance around the cell.
I took a few steps closer to her, "Don't you dare call me a coward. I've been doing just as much as what you had been." I told her with more vemon in my voice than I would normally use.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"If you were to see it you'd have no choice but to believe me." I said with a lightly laugh, letting my forehead fall against the bars again with a dull and light thud. The more and more I thought about it, the more and more it hurt, but I also realized that it really was bound to happen.
She didn't answer to the comment where she should act her age and I could only laugh and shake my head some.
I stayed silent when she said that she told Riley, though she didn't quite get the name right, and I was sure that if she would only step closer to me I would surely strangle her, sure they'd have more reason to keep me in here, but if that happened, then I really wouldn't care, I'd be fine seeing as what I was doing now couldn't be qualified as living, it would only be a matter of time. "Maybe you're little move wasn't so smart. Getting another death eater thrown in Azkaban isn't the brightest you dolt." I hissed.
She took a few steps closer, too bad they weren't close enough, if only she'd step once or twice more. "I call what I see, coward." I spat at her. "I really doubt you've been doing anything compared to what I had been."

[Juniper Hastings]

"Why?" I asked raising my eyebrows slightly, "What'd you do then?" I asked as she laughed, just assuming it was Riyann's fault for it being ruined from the beginning.
"Hey, I didn't rat you out." I spat back at her with a slightly vicious tone. "All I did was tell your husband.. You're in here because you did a dodgy job with it." I told her after she hissed at me.
"I am not a coward." I hissed to her taking one step closer to her. "I've been doing more than you think, especially now that you're here."

[Riyann Servansikk]

"Why would I grace you with the details?" I asked, laughing as I did. It was quite interesting that she wanted to know, and that she assumed that was because of me. Really though? I hated Juniper, and she hated me, why would I use this as the time to share?
"And what do you think telling him did?" I asked, "Seeing as alls he did was leave me, but that meant someone else knew. You don't do that. Because once one person knows more people know. You really must be thick." I spat to her.
"And what does doing more entail? Killing silly muggles without a reason? Giving them no chance at all. Coward." I said, saying the word coward rather slowly though.

[Juniper Hastings]

I shrugged a little bit, "Who said I even cared?" I asked raising my eyebrow slightly toward her. I really didn't care if I knew what she did or not, it was just the point of saying it was her fault. Though she probably already knew it was, if it really was hers.
"Well, I didn't tell anyone but him.. I don't sell out others." I hissed back to her, narrowing my eyes slightly. "Especially here, I may hate you, but no one deserves to be here."
I took another step toward her, pushing her lsightly through the bars, "I am no coward." I said slightly dangerously. "It's exactly what you did anyway."

[Riyann Servansikk]

"Why'd you even ask?" I raised an eyebrow towards her, answering these questions with more questions was actually getting rather annoying. Unless her main point was to simply put the blame on me, well it hadn't bothered me in the least. It was all my fault as it was.
"You might've been speaking in the wrong place, spoken slightly too loud, anything, you don't utter a bloody word." I hissed. She didn't seem to get it, and that was bad enough as it was. "So many people say that, but there are those who don't manage to care if I'm one that's stuck here." I muttered. It was true. "How do I know you're not one of them. That's one thing I've learned. Trust no one."
Juniper took another step closer and pushed me slightly, but I had only reached up as she had and grabbed a handful of her hair, pulling her head with me until it let a satisfying crack against the bars. "Coward." I hissed. I had never said I wasn't a coward, but once this was all over with she'd see I'd been far from a coward.

[Juniper Hastings]

"Honestly, I was just blaming you, but now that you mention it, I am sort of curious." I said with a small shrug, being semi-civil for once.
"I told him where he was staying.. in person, I could hear your kids laughing in the backround. Believe me when I say that no one was around." I told her raising my eyebrows again. At least I was pretty sure that no one was. I thought I checked pretty thoroughly.
"It's unfortunate, but there isn't much I can do about you being here, is there?" I asked taking a couple glances around. "I would break you out if I could." I added in a more hushed tone.
She pulled my hair and as I pushed her my head hit the bars and I felt and heard a crack. I pulled myself away from her and put my hand up to my head, glaring at her and not saying anything else, just standing further away from her.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"I could only figure so much with you." I said with a small smirk. I could tell she was being a little civil, more than we have been, but I couldn't, could you blame me? "That's nice, curiousty kills though, think you'd keep that in mind, won't you?" I asked with a small laugh.
Great, that doesn't sound so cliche. Kids laughing in the background. "Mistakes happen." I hissed, though she was giving me information that said it really wasn't her fault, I was not going to admit that I was at fault.
I opened my mouth to say something when she had asked if there was much she could do about my being here. There wasn't, but that didn't mean anything. My eyes widened when she said she'd break me out if she could. And here's my place to start begging. "You can." I added back in the same hushed tone she had used.
I'll admit, after her saying she'd break me out if she could I still had to do that and I let my grasp that I had on a clump of her hair drop. Watching her as she glared I could only feel a bit guilty, but not much, because she was lucky I hadn't decided to try and kill her.

[Riley Pearson]

I shrugged slightly, "What do you mean?" I asked watching her smirk this time. I hated when people smirked at me.. then again, I smirked at everyone, so maybe I deserved it. "In this case I doubt it would hardly kill me." I said witha small shrug.
I rubbed my head slightly, wiping away a small drop of blood that was on the side of the forehead, near my hairline. I guess I hit the bars a bit harder than I thought.
"What do you mean, I can?" I asked raising my eyebrows toward her. "How would I do that?" I asked shaking my head faintly. "Not to mention, why would I, now that you've smashed my head into bars."

[[ hehe, i forgot to switch, lol ]]

[Riyann Servansikk]

"You're one that just loves to get under someones skin. Try it on someone that it works on." I said with a laugh, tilting my head back a little before bringing it back and glaring lightly at Juniper before a smirk graced my lips again. "No, but you never know what will." I grinned.
I watched her as she lifted a hand and wiped away a small bit of blood from near her hairline. Almost at that sight I said sorry, but I didn't and stayed silent.
"You tell me." I hissed towards her when she asked what I meant. "Believe me, you'll be able to figure something out if you tired. You're not that thick." I said, smiling towards her now. "Oh, you don't know what things can get out, or how easily they can." I said, glaring faintly. Really I wasn't planning on doing anything, but now that I thought about it maybe I should, because really. To see my daughters? I'd do anything to do that. To see Justin? I'd give up anything for that too.

[Riley Pearson]

I smirked and laughed slightly too with a small shrug and sigh, "Well, it was worth a try I guess.."
I shrugged slightly, "You said I was a few minutes ago.. look, if I think of something I will, but I honestly don't know how.. You're not that thick either you know." I said saying that maybe she should try to think of something herself too. "I know how badly you want out of here.. really, if I think of something I'll help you."

[Riyann Servansikk]

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"Worthless try really." I said with a faint laugh. Who knew, minus the slamming her head against the bars, we could get along, at least slightly. I mean really, if you had met her you'd be wondering how that could be possible.
"That was a few minutes ago. And you happened to have been a few minutes ago. You just seem to be thinning up up there." I said with a laugh and a small shrug. Really no humor at all should be showing through this, but it was, and it was sad. "Is that a compliment or a hint for me to start thinking, because, believe me I've been thinking. I mean if you want to just blow up the place, minus the people, I'd be all fine with it. " I said, taking a faint step back.
"Thanks." I whispered, smiling weakly.

[Riley Pearson]

[[ lol, sorry xD ]]

"Worth a try." I said with a small shrug and slight smile, instead of a smirk this time. When were talking like this, I really didn't mind her. Kind of funny really.
I let her laugh and shrugged a little bit, "Really, all I said was that I could if I would.." I said with another small shrug. "And it was a hint to start thinking, but take it the other way if you want. I really don't care." I said shaking my head faintly.
I nodded slgihtly when she said thank you. I wasn't really used to that, so all I did was nod, giving a very faint smile back. ".. I can probably get your wand back to you and preoccupy the guard.. I can't do much about the dementors though."

[Riyann Servansikk]

"If you'd like to think of it that way then yes." I said with a small nod, though I really had to almost think it was a complete and worthless try to get the information. Though maybe I'd tell her sometime, you know, just so long as we weren't trying to kill eachother, then maybe.
She didn't say anything to me saying that she really was being thick until just a moment before now and I didn't comment on that. Really, was there a need? "Which means that I've got someone to help me." I said softly, shrugging a bit myself. "I figured, but, with you, you can never be sure." I said with a faint chuckle. Really I'd been feeling better the past two days or so, actually eating food, and the water Jack had given me was gone now, so that was really the only reason it was so easy to talk so much. Not that my throat didn't still hurt, it did, but I could speak normally.
After I'd said thanks she hadn't commmented on it, said you're welcome or anything. Fine by me. "Something I could risk." I muttered softly. The other hard part would be getting me my wand though. The Ministry had it. "Would you really help?" I asked, not wanting false hope, especially from Juniper.

[Juniper Hastings]

I shrugged slightly, "It doesn't really matter." I said finally. Not really caring much about it anymore. Though it did seem like she thought it was her fault, but that's usually people's point of view when something happens. That it's their fault and no one elses.
I smirked and let out a small humorless laugh. "I guess I can't blame you." I said shrugging faintly. "But yes, I was being serious."
I paused for a moment and nodded when she said she could risk it. I wouldn't really want to risk that, but if she really wants out then I guess I can't stop her.
"Yes, I'll help." I said again, nodding slightly, finding myself being nicer than I thought. If this goes wrong, I could end up here. And well, I didn't want that.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded slightly when she said it really didn't matter. What ever she wanted to think, then okay. She probably thought it wasn't my fault and was just trying to make me feel guilty. That backfired a bit on her. Hell, we were ruined before we were even married. Riley should've just left after I'd died. I mean really. I might've come back even if there was no chance, but I wouldn't have cheated, left. Sydney wouldn't have happened. None of this would've happened.
I could feel myself just fall that much further into depression, and the only thing now holding me up was the possibility of getting out of here.
"Alright then." I said with a faint laugh, shrugging a little bit. It was amazing how I could laugh anymore, and at such simply things. It wasn't like any of this was going to happen. I'd be stuck in here for life and that was it. Not that it'd be that long, what life would there be to live in here if I didn't live it?
I really should say sorry for calling her a coward, but I wasn't planning on being that nice right now. "We need to plan it all out." I mumbled softly, letting a small sigh fall past my lips. That would take a while, though it's not like I didn't have the time. "Back up, make sure you're not ending up in the cell next door." I added with a ghost of a grin, and then glanced towards Regan. I could always help him out.

[Juniper Hastings]

I nodded, "True.. I'll just keep my visits up." I said with a small shrug. I heard what she said next and nodded. "Exactly.. And why don't you try to avoid getting your soul sucked out." I retorted, raising an eyebrow toward her slightly.
"We'll also have to work out what our next step'll be.." I added quietly. "Once you're out of here." If it actually works.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"Works for me. You know, so long as you bring news of everything going on too."
I laughed softly when she told me to try and avoid getting my soul sucked out. "I'll try, don't fret too much about it." I said with a small shrug.
"Once we're both out of here." I said, meaning her and I both. "Unless I've managed to recruit someone to help," I said softly, looking at Regan again and frowning slightly before looking up at June. "You're still getting out of here to you know." I said, nodding slightly. She was already risking enough just talking about getting me out of here.

[Juniper Hastings]

"I can try to pass along what's going on.. nothing really is though." I said with a small shrug. "Whatever they're trying to do is pointless." I said thinking about it for a moment.
I shrugged again, "I wasn't planning it.." I said simply. I wouldn't want it to happen, of course, but I wasn't very worried about it. Though I will be when I try to break her out.
"I better be getting out of here, I have no desire to stuck here.." I commented, really hoping that whatever we were going to do was going to go well.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"It doesn't all have to be about the death eaters and such." I said with a faint laugh. "I know, but where does that leave you in all of this?" I asked, raising an eyebrow slightly towards her. I couldn't trust her, but if I knew, maybe I could.
"Good." Smiling faintly towards her I laughed.
"Wouldn't dream of leaving you here." I added shortly. I'd never want to bring this place upon anyone.
I'm getting out. I'm getting out. Extreme relief flowed through me.
"First thing I'm doing when I get out of here is going to see my kids." Shutting my eyes lightly I could on think about it. Of course I'd lie to Riley and tell him I was let out, and then I'd be on the run because it wouldn't be long before he let it slip that I was out and then confusion would be there, and then he'd realize I had broken out, and then it'd be more pronounced that I was alive, at least, this would all happen within the Ministry. "Then I'll be running." I mumbled, opening my eyes and looking at the ceiling briefly.

[Juniper Hastings]

"Then yeah, I'll keep you updated.. I don't know on what.. but I will." I said nodding slightly. IT took me a moment to understand what she was asking me, but after a short moment, I understood. "Oh.. well.. I think it depends.. on where this's going." I knew that didn't sound very loyal, and well, it wasn't really. He wasn't in control this time and whoever was running this wasn't doing a very good job. But more than likely I was planning on staying ont he Death Eater's side.
I smiled lsightly, "Thanks.. That makes me feel a bit better." I said with a smal nod.
"Well, why would you go running? Just stay with them.. tell them why you're there." I said shaking my head a little bit.

[Riyann Servansikk]

Laughing a little I nodded slightly when she said she would keep me updated in the least. For a moment after I asked where she stood, where her loyalty was, she didn't answer, and I was wondering if she under stood me. "Which put's you where?" I asked, raising an eyebrow. "Either you're loyal to one side or not." I add, raising an eyebrow again.
This time, nothing held anyone to the death eaters side. Only sheer stupidity.
"Glad I could help." Sarcasm ran through my voice before a small chuckle left my lips. "No really though. Nothing will go wrong with this." I add, shutting my eyes. "Can't afford it." My eyes opened and I looked over to Regan again, wondering if he was listening to any of this or if he really was asleep.
"Riley and I are over. He works at the bloody ministry. I've killed his sister. There's a million more reasons not to stay. That and I can't stay with him." I said, whispering the last part. I wouldn't be able to deal with that. "I'm not disappearing completely. Just, from anyone that would turn me in." I said with a laugh.

[Juniper Hastings]

"I'm loyal, but I'm begining to wonder if these people know what they're doing." I said simply with a small shrug, wondering if that answered her question or not.
I nodded slightly when she said it would go okay. "You're pretty positive." I said raising my eyebrows faintly.
"Well, yes, but surely he wouldn't turn you in.. if you told him that you escaped." I said very quietly. "It's stupid to just show up, he'll tell someone and then you really will get turned in."