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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 12, 2008 3:56:21 GMT
"Why not on purpose?" I asked, raising an eyebrow. Really. If there was no way of getting out there was no way I was staying here.
"Right." I murmured softly, shrugging faintly as well. "You mean like with me." I said, only joking a little. Though she had aimed at causing me to be depressed slightly as it was.
"Alright. Meet you there right after and then I'll go see Riley and the kids. You can come with if you'd like." I said, not much wanting to be left alone there.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Nov 16, 2008 3:36:48 GMT
"It's a stupid and selfish reason to kill yourself." I said looking over to her. "Suck it up and don't hurt your family even more." I added, wondering if that was too harsh or not. Really I didn't think it was, but I didn't know really.
"Well.. yes.. at times." I said with a small shrug. "It's not like it's just you though." I said simply.
I nodded slightly, "Alright.. sounds good.. and if you want me to be there.." I shrugged faintly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 16, 2008 3:59:16 GMT
"My kids already think I've abandoned them, Riley won't ever get 'round to telling them that I'm here. How could I possibly hurt them more?" I asked, or maybe I more likely hissed at her? Really, I wasn't sure if she noticed last time or not, but talking about my family can be rather touchy with me. Either I'm going to possibly kill you or I'm going to be talking buddy buddy.
I laughed faintly and nodded some. "Never said it was, just. Yeah." I said with a small shake of the head.
"Okay. Uhm, I honestly dunno, I just don't want to face Riley. You know?" I asked with a shakey laugh, casting my eyes downwards.
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 16, 2008 6:45:43 GMT
"Do you really think that they would want you dead?" I asked her raising my eyebrows to her. "Don't be so thick." I added, shaking my head a little bit toward her. I didn't mind the touchy tone she got with me. In fact, I was sort of expecting it.
I shrugged a little bit, "Okay." I said simply, unsure of what else I could add to that.
"Well, if he gives you a problem, I'll just.. talk to him." I told her with another shrug, pausing slightly before I said talk. If he had a problem, I would just have to fix that, wouldn't I?
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 17, 2008 2:53:32 GMT
"What they won't know can't really hurt them, right?" I asked, almost hissing towards her. Really though, I could see them wanting me dead if I really had abandoned them again and again. But then again, I really couldn't see that happening. 'Specially not after the last time.
"Right." I whispered softly. Converstation was starting to die.
I laughed faintly, it coming out shakily and almost nervous. "Alright." I said, shaking my head slightly, smiling weakly towards her. Really would she only 'talk' with him, at this point I was wondering if I really cared anymore.
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 17, 2008 3:03:27 GMT
"I don't think he's going to have a problem telling them that you're dead." I said back to her, raising my eyebrows slightly again. I didn't mean to hurt her feelings or annoy her with this, but I was just trying to get her to think about what might happen because I honestly didn't think it was going to go the way she was saying.
I nodded faintly with she said right and then shruged faintly.
I smiled a little bit and nodded. "I doubt it will actually be talking though.. maybe some talking." I shrugged.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 17, 2008 3:13:48 GMT
I tried not to think about what she just said to me now. Even if it was true. The sooner I was truely out of the picture, the sooner the twins knew, the sooner he could move on without them hating him. So not wanting to think that too much I stayed, silent, though that told June that, yes, she was right in that little bloody thought of hers.
Laughing softly I nodded a little. "S'alright." I said, meaning that yes, it would be alright, even if I was so dearly in love with him.
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 17, 2008 3:17:46 GMT
She stayed silent and I nodded slightly. ".. I didn't mean to.. hurt you or anything.. There's just less questions to answer when someone's dead." I said shrugging slightly. Then again, maybe not, but they were easier to answer.
I laughed a little bit, "Good then. You're all right with that then?" I asked, just to make sure with her.
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Post by Jesslyn Rosalie on Nov 17, 2008 3:29:23 GMT
She apologized, and quite honestly I didn't know why, she didn't need to. I had never expected her to, but then again I hadn't ever expected to have a decent, well, somewhat decent, conversation with her, or that she'd ever be nice to me. "Doesn't matter. Better to be missed than hated anyways." I whispered, though I really didn't believe what I last said. The kids were the only thing that I held onto to just not give up entirely, though I came close. That and I didn't ever want to hurt them like that.
"Not much to object to." I said with a small grin. Just like that and she'd already cheered me up slightly. It's amazing what talking about somethings can do to two people that hate eachother.
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 17, 2008 3:33:51 GMT
I nodded faintly, "I guess so.." I sshrugged a little bit. "Sometimes at least." I added after thinking about it for a moment.
"Really? I was expecting you to tell me not to do anything." I said simply with a small laugh, smiling a bit to her. "So what do you object to then?" I asked a moment later, wondering what exactly was off limits.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 17, 2008 3:47:00 GMT
I hadn't thought she'd agree with me or anything, but she had, and really, that was fine. So I nodded a little, letting her speak and say sometime at least. Really, just not much this time. I think I'd always want to be hated than missed. I hated the feeling of missing things, people, anything. And I didn't want to press that on anyone. To bad I have before.
"It's tempting to say so, but really." I said and shrugged faintly. "Something he doesn't deserver." I add, somewhat meaning that I thought he desereved a bit, least from me, and if he pushes his luck, then just like June said she would, she could 'talk' with him.
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 17, 2008 3:54:22 GMT
"Well what'd he do then, if you don't mind me asking?" I asked looking over to her, my curiousity getting the best of me. "I thought you still loved him?" I asked shaking my head a little bit. This was sort of interesting actually.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 17, 2008 3:59:53 GMT
[[Haha, deserver... lmao.. Silly silly me.]]
I didn't want to answer her question, because really, did I happen to have a valid answer? Granted I was still mad at him, but only because of things I've litterally done. "He hasn't done anything yet." 'Cept for leaving me and leaving me in this place, of all places. June's breaking me out, and if he really loved me like he says he does, wouldn't he do the same? I sighed faintly. So really he doesn't love me, it's not quiet possible in the least.
"I do." Why was I talking to her about this? Why did she want to know? "Just can't help but to want to hate him." Like that made any sense. What does that have to do with anything? I can tell you, not much. "I don't want to love him anymore, rather just hate him." Because this would all be so much easier.
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 17, 2008 4:03:16 GMT
I nodded slightly. He hadn't done anything yet, but she was still mad at him for it? I thought about it for a moment before shrugging slightly. Good enough for me I guess. Makes enough sense. Eventually he'll mess up and he probably will do something.
I nodded again. "Alright.. then I'll help you hate him." I said with a small shrug, starting to think of how I could do that.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 17, 2008 4:06:58 GMT
She nodded? She believed me? Hah, that's a oddly worrying topic right there. How could she believe me? I laughed faintly when she said she'd help me hate him. Why was she being so nice? Or was it just the fact that she got to play a role in ex hating ex? "Alright then." I said, shaking my head faintly and then smiling a bit. "How do you plan on helping with that?" I asked with a grin. This might be worth a bit of fun. Hopefully at least.
Poor Riley.... Even if I want to hate him, I don't yet.
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 17, 2008 4:11:25 GMT
Really, I didn't see why I shouldn't believe her. This was her life and really, I had no experience in anything like this, so what else could I do but trust what she was saying? She knows herself better than me.
I really was being quite civil today though... wonder why.. I thoguht to myself before shrugging faintly.
I smirked lightly back and shrugged lightly, "I'm not really sure yet.. Do you have any ideas?" I asked curiously.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 17, 2008 4:17:02 GMT
I feel almost pathetic and stupid now, to bad I planned on ignoring that feeling.
It felt good to have a person to talk to, to be able to trust, least a bit, and for no reason, someone I could almost consider a friend now. It wasn't like I had any anymore. The ones I did have were all from school and I hadn't talked to them since then, or they were Riley's friends and now hated me, or there was Fitzy, who was somewhat a friend, least had been, but I'd gone and threatened his daughter so that he'd become a death eater again.
Yeah. I'm a great person, and I have no more friends. For sad.
Laughing some I shook my head a little. "Honestly, no I don't." I said with a small chuckle now. "That's all for you hun."
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 17, 2008 4:20:21 GMT
I laughed a little bit and nodded. "Okay then." I said with witha small smile. "So just to get this straight.. this's for you to hate him right? Not the other way around?" I asked looking at her. I was sort of wondering how I could get her to hate him if that was the case. Maybe I could just spy on him a bit and see what I find out.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 17, 2008 4:23:59 GMT
Actually it could work greatly either way. "More so for that, yes." I said softly, shrugging a bit. Even though he kind of has to hate me. "I mean, he already has to hate me as it is." I laughed shakily. I was wondering what she was thinking now, if she had any ideas of what to do. Was there anything that could make me hate him?
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 18, 2008 1:43:15 GMT
I nodded a little bit, letting out a faint sort of laugh that didn't really have any humor in it. "He might not." I said with a small shrug. "He seemed a bit thick really." I added to her, almost feeling bad about telling him now though.
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Post by Jesslyn Rosalie on Nov 18, 2008 1:50:05 GMT
[[Telling Riley that Riy killed Lil? lol.. I think that's what you said. wowo.... tired]]
I sighed a little, well it'd all really just be so much easier if he did hate me, but he doesn't. "Seems like it." I mumbled, though he wasn't, he was just stupid when it came to me like I some how messed up his thinking process.
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 18, 2008 1:56:11 GMT
[ lol, yeah, that's what she feels sort of bad for ... aw...  ] I nodded a little bit. Great, now I didn't know what to talk about. We had a pretty good conversation going really. Especially considering I just came here to annoy her and rub all of this in her face. It's amazing what one conversation did. I really didn't mind her much anymore... at least at the moment. |
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Post by Jesslyn Rosalie on Nov 18, 2008 2:00:29 GMT
[[Haha, I figured.]]
"So, anymore things we need to plan for?" I asked with a faint laugh, I wasn't sure if I was being serious or just filling the silence. I mean, we had a plan to break me out, and make it so I could just as well hate Riley. Works for me.
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 18, 2008 2:07:21 GMT
[  ] "Um.. No.. I don't think that there really is.." I said after thinking about it for a moment. "Can you think of something?" |
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Post by Jesslyn Rosalie on Nov 18, 2008 2:08:12 GMT
"Nope, just checking with you." I said, shaking my head faintly. "What day is it?" I asked, raising an eyebrow towards her.
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 18, 2008 2:13:17 GMT
I nodded a little bit again. "It's Tuesday, the eleventh." I told her, hoping that that really was the right day.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 18, 2008 2:18:17 GMT
"Oh." I said with a small nod. "So on," I silently counted off the days in my head. "Friday we do this." I added softly with another small nod.
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 18, 2008 2:23:48 GMT
I nodded a little bit, "Alright.. I'll be back on Friday then.." I told her starting to step a bit away from the bars before speaking up again, "... or should I come back again before that?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 18, 2008 2:26:24 GMT
"Alright." I said, smiling weakly. "Uhm, only if you can think of something else we need to worry about, otherwise I'd suggest lying low and be ready to keep hidden even farther from the ministry incase something goes wrong." I said with a small shrug.
"Thanks again though."
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Post by Juniper Hastings on Nov 18, 2008 2:32:19 GMT
There goes my job.. I thought with a small sigh. I really didn't want anything terrible to happen. I had a quite comfortable job at the Daily Prophet and I wanted to keep it. Then again, if I wanted I could be a complete bitch and just not come back. I could, but I doubted that I would do something like that.
I nodded again at what she said. "Alright... I'll see you Friday then.." I said quietly. "Don't mention it."
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