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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 15, 2008 2:00:37 GMT
I hadn't been there to see them yet and I hadn't sent an owl yet, and I felt horrible about it. It's been what, a week now? Maybe a little bit longer than that. So far I'd been to several meetings, and probably killed somewhere around a half a dozen to a dozen muggles, and the guilt of the fact that I didn't care was settling in. Hopefully Riley hadn't heard anything of me doing any of the such, how could he have though? Maybe I should have looked through the papers to make sure my name didn't happen to be in it. Too late for that now.
I looked through the house, or manor, mansion, or whatever you wanted to call it, and sighed a little. I hated this place. I hadn't been here since bringing Riley and the kids, and before that since I'd come to Hogwarts. When I was 'Payton' I'd stayed at the old Sams residence, and now I was at the old Servansikk residence.
Biting my lip softly I moved up the stairs slowly. The twins were staying in my old bedroom, which was coated in green black and silver on most everything. Only because they wanted me to be like a pureblood, even if I hadn't gone to Hogwarts, well not until they were dead. Riley was staying in one of the guest rooms I was more than sure at least, and maybe Justin was with him? Or in the nursery that hadn't been used for over twenty years hadn't been cleaned over that time either.
Sighing I stopped at the top of the stairs. The twins were probably sleeping, since it was after midnight, and Justin might actually be sleeping too. Riley probably was as well, I just wasn't sure if that was a good thing or not.
Absent mindly I twisted my wedding ring slightly around my finger, biting my lip a little more and looking down the hallway before starting down it and walking past my old room, my 'adoptive parent's' room, and past the nursery, stopping infront of the guest room that I assumed Riley was in. The one that was also probably coated in green, black and silver.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 15, 2008 2:12:19 GMT
A week, I couldn't believe that it'd already been that long. I haven't seen or spoken to Riyann since the day she dropped us off here and I was getting worried. I was starting to assume things were happening, thinking about the worst things that could happen. The thoughts that kept running through my mind were making me sick to my stomach and I really wasn't getting much sleep after the first couple days of being here. I was lying in bed again, well aware that it was sometime after midnight. The girls were asleep, least that I could hear and so was Justin, but who knows how long that ever lasted. In fact, after a few minutes after thinking that, Justin did wake up and start crying. I sighed a little bit and layed in bed for a few more seconds before pushing the covers off me and walking over to his brib, taking him out of it, wishing he would stop crying so I could at least attempt to sleep. I heard a few creeks outside the room, but I didn't think much of them and just held Justin close to me, trying to calm him down.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 15, 2008 2:19:34 GMT
I heard Justin start crying first, not including the steady and slightly faint breathing I'd heard from behind the doors before that and I almost started into the room in that instant, but I heard Riley, who I assumed to be Riley, get out of bed and I heard the footsteps, and then they stopped, but Justin's crys didn't. Biting my lip a little more I moved towards the door and let my hand rest on the door handle for a moment before turning it and pushing it open slowly, followed by me slipping past the small gap I'd made and I shut the door behind me lightly, my eyes falling on Riley and Justin in his arms. I was surprised Riley hadn't come home yet because of how long it had taken me to get here or send an owl, or that he hadn't tried to come find me incase I'd died or something else had happened. Still I was glad he hadn't tried to do any of that stuff.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 15, 2008 2:29:24 GMT
The door creaked open and I turned toward it quickly, taking my wand out of my pajama bottoms. I'd been keeping it with me all the time, probalby being a bit too jumpy about things lately now that I think about it. My wand was drawn for a second before I saw who it was standing infront of me. The wand fell to the floor, but the noise wasn't well heard becuase of Justin's crying. Relief ran through my body as I saw her standing by the door and setting Justin back down in this crib for a short moment, went over to her quickly, pulling her in my arms. "I've been so worried about you, Riyann." I said, shaking my head faintly. "Where have you been? Why haven't you written?" I asked slightly frantically as I helf onto her tightly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 15, 2008 2:35:18 GMT
The wand fell out of his hand and it was the first I'd noticed of it. I wasn't mad that he had had his wand pointed at me, he was just being cautious, and besides. I'd held his wand on him willingly, this was way different. Justin was still crying when Riley put him back in the crib, but I didn't say anything about that as I saw Riley coming towards me and then pulling me into his arms and I pressed my forehead against his chest lightly. "I'm sorry." I whispered softly as he held me tightly. That was all I could come up with, unless I went to explain it all, which I wasn't going to. Or unless I lied, which I'd have to result to if need be. "I'm sorry." I repeated softly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 15, 2008 2:41:44 GMT
I shook my head slightly, not letting go of her as she spoke. "It's fine.. I'm just relieved that you're okay." I said shaking my head a bit again. "I just hate not knowing if you're okay or not." I added, pulling away slightly, kissing her lightly a few times before kissing her cheek and hugging her again with a sigh of relief. She really didn't have a reason to be sorry though, if it wasn't safe for her to contact us then I didn't want to her and I hoped that she kept that up if it was necessary.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 15, 2008 2:45:52 GMT
I nodded faintly, when he said it was okay and that he was just relieved I was okay, meaning that he was glad I hadn't once again gone and gotten myself killed. He didn't need to worry about that this time. This time I was doing my damnedest to stay alive and help out as a death eater as best I could. I felt him pull away before feeling his lips against mine softly a few times. "I love you." I said as he kissed my cheek and hugged me again. I really did love him, I really was glad he was taking this seriously, and I was glad that both he and the kids were fine. "I love you." I repeated softly, pulling away slightly myself and kissing him lightly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 15, 2008 2:50:33 GMT
"I love you too." I said back to her after she told me that she did. I still didn't know the severity of the situation, which was probably why I was taking this so seriously. I smiled as she said it again and nodded, kissing her lightly back again, "Love you.." I murmured quietly again before kissing her lightly again.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 20, 2008 21:44:34 GMT
I nodded slightly when he said he loved me too. I knew he did, and I always would. Feeling him kiss me back again I smiled slightly against his lips before he murmured 'love you' back to me. He kissed me again but I broke away after a moment when I heard Justin's cries getting slightly louder. Pulling away slighty I moved past Riley and towards the crib before picking him up, and when I did his crys stopped, more out of confusion then anything and I smiled a little more with a faint laugh. "Hey baby." I murmured, kissing his forehead softly, seeing the tears still fall down his cheeks.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 20, 2008 22:24:35 GMT
I smiled a little bit against her lips back when I felt her smile and let her break away a moment after I kissed her back. I had somehow completely forgotten that Justin was crying.. I don't know how that's possible considering I'm still in the same room with him, but I guess Riyann was too big of a distraction. I watched her pick him up, hearing his crying stop nearly instantly. I smiled and walked over to them. "I think he missed you too." I said with a faint smile.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 20, 2008 22:33:26 GMT
I heard Riley walk over towards us and I smiled a little more. "Me too." I whispered, pressing my lips against his forehead again. "Getting sick of daddy yet?" I asked in a small whisper, smiling a little more since I was only teasing and I turned my eyes to Riley with a small grin.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 20, 2008 22:37:09 GMT
I laughed a little bit, sending her a small grin back. "I think that I'd be sick of me." I said with a soft chuckle. "Having me is nothing in comparison to having you."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 23, 2008 0:06:51 GMT
"I wouldn't be sick of you." I said with a small smile. "I really doubt that hun." I said, shaking my head a little towards him and then looking back at Justin and smiling slightly more. All of this and I didn't even remember that we weren't home, that we were in the house that I really didn't like.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 23, 2008 0:11:56 GMT
I smiled, "Which is why I'm happy." I said with a small chuckle. "And I don't becuase it's true." I told her with a small grin, kissing her cheek lightly when she looked back to Justin.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 23, 2008 0:28:03 GMT
"I'm glad." I murmured softly, shaking my head a little. "Nope, definitely not." I said, laughing softly. I felt him kiss my cheek and I smiled a little bit, rocking Justin slightly in my arms now.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 23, 2008 0:31:27 GMT
I smiled, sliding my arms around her and hugging her from behind as she rocked Justin in her arms. "It is in my opinion then.." I smiled.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 23, 2008 0:43:49 GMT
"Alright. You're opinion." I murmured softly, leaning back against him slightly now that he was standing behind me and hugging me.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 23, 2008 0:48:43 GMT
I smiled and nodded a little bit, feeling her lean back a little bit against me. I kissed her ear lightly once, still smiling. "Yep."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 23, 2008 1:01:02 GMT
I smiled and watched Justin's eyes start to close slowly and I smiled softly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 23, 2008 1:03:41 GMT
I smiled, watching Justin too as he slowly fell asleep. "So how've things been? Is everything going okay?" I asked her quietly as I stayed where I was, with my arms around her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 23, 2008 1:10:12 GMT
I brought my eyes from Justin and to the wall when Riley spoke. How was I supposed to answer that? "They've been," I started, but I couldn't lie, because I just couldn't, but I couldn't tell the truth because I haven't come here for the past week. "Alright." I murmured softly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 23, 2008 1:12:46 GMT
I nodded faintly, "That's good then.. and um.. I mean, it is safe for you to be here right?" I asked her a moment later, just now thinking that if something was going on I didn't want her to be here if it was't safe for her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 23, 2008 1:25:51 GMT
I nodded a little. "I'll be fine for probably the next day or so." I murmured softly, if it wasn't safe for me to be here, the only thing keeping me from coming would be the possibility of them getting hurt.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 23, 2008 1:27:22 GMT
I nodded slightly, glad that I knew now that she was probably going to stay for at least a day. "So there really is something going on then?" I asked her quietly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 23, 2008 1:36:43 GMT
"Yeah." I whispered softly, biting my lip a little, now if he had any question about this said something, I'd more than likely have to lie to him, or just keep silent.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 23, 2008 1:40:30 GMT
I nodded slgihtly, "You're sure you're safe still, right?" I asked after another moment.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 23, 2008 1:48:50 GMT
I nodded a little. "I'm positive Love." I murmured softly, pulling away from him slightly and moving to put Justin down in the crib, not that I much wanted to.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 23, 2008 1:56:05 GMT
I nodded slightly, letting her pull away from me as she moved to put Justin back in his crib. ".. If you're positive.." I mumbled quietly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Sept 23, 2008 2:02:37 GMT
I kept my eyes on Justin a little longer as I nodded softly before turning around to face Riley again. "I am." I whispered and shrugged faintly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Sept 23, 2008 2:06:35 GMT
I nodded again, looking back into her eyes when she looked at me again. I did trust her, but I still couldn't help but be nervous.
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