"never ending pain" [open]

[Alph Green]

"Oh,I did wow, so my dream must have been real"he said in soft and low voice,"Are you ok though your neck looks brused"he slowly lifted himself off the ground and then sat on his knees"Ill heal it for you"he said pulling out his wand and healed up the gray bruse that seemed to be darkining her whole neck.

[Jessie Green]

"Yeah. A little too much real then I would have liked." Jessie mumbled. "Thanks." Jessie added as he healed her neck. Before it had been badly brused, and it hurt a ton. Now it was almost like it had never happened.

[Alph Green]

"I must have let it run wee bit to far this time,im honestly sorry for letting him out"he said pulling his wand back and sliped it back under his dark cloak.He pale skin was almost as pale as the moons glow, it often scared him, most peaple thought of him as a monster or a ghost.He sighed and a little bit of smoke came out from what was left of the evil thing for now,"Ill never do that again even if the thing tries to come back, i don't want to hurt anyone"he said in a hushed a sad tone. He pulled the hood over his head and the darkness of it shadowed his face.

[Jessie Green]

"Just a tad bit." Jessie said in agreement. She was a bit freaked out, and didn't know how to feel. There was just something so scary about Alph, yet Jessie knew he didn't want any of this.

[Alph Green]

"Some how Ive got to get rid of it for good"he said lowering his icy blue eyes to the ground, he looked up again to face her"I have to ask you a question, and I maybe wrong, it seems like your a bit terrified of me, do i scar you a little"he said bitting at his lip slightly,it was one of those habits that couldn't really be helped when you were thinking to hard on a theory.

[Jessie Green]

Jessie didn't want to hurt his feelings, but she didn't want to lie to him either. She knew Alph was a nice guy, and she didn't want to hurt his feelings. "I'm not sure. Yeah I am scared a lot, but I'm not scared of you. It's more like whatever is inside you." Jessie admitted.

[Alph Green]

"Thanks for the honesty though"he said smiling, he was glad to know a few things people thought of him.He pulled his hood off to revel his snow white face and icy blue eyes,"What ever it is its pure evil and it will kill anything and everything"he said coldly.

[Jessie Green]

"No problem." Jessie mumbled glad that she hadn't hurt his feelings. "If you don't mind me asking, how did this happen anyways?" Jessie asked. She cared about Alph, so whatever it was inside of him hurting him, and everyone, Jessie wanted to help.

[Alph Green]

"It all started when the family had a curse layed on it, they said the first son in the family will carry the death touch and will savagly kill the whole family,well i was the first son and so it began, i started to hear it and it then came out one day and last thing i remeber is seeing them all slaughtered"He said looking down as the wind swayed his hair,he looked up back to her and looked sad "Im sorry i should have keep my mouth shut"he said softly.

[Jessie Green]

"Don't be sorry. I'm glad you told me. Sort of." Jessie said. She was glad to finially know the truth. Knowing it, only made her feel worse for Alph. Jessie just wished she could help. "

[Alph Green]

""Yea, im glad i got it all off my chest"he said sighing in releaf, the haunted memories often came back when he was sleeping causing him to have nightmares about that day and why it had to be him that did that.

[Jessie Green]

Jessie sort of felt akward talking about this. She wasn't really sure how she felt knowing what was inside Alph. Jessie decided that they needed a quick change of topic, but wasn't sure what to say. "Anyways..." Jessie said trying to think of something to say. "What brings you out here to the streets of Diagon alley?" Jessie asked.

[Alph Green]

"Uh? I was looking for somebody but I gess he's not around here like I thought"he said nervously, nobody but him knew he was in love that person.The person had been ignoring him since he was caught with another partner.He had tried for a while to find them but it was entirely impossible because he was hiding.

[Jessie Green]

"Thats annoying." Jessie said. She would hate to have come all the way out to some place looking for someone only to find out that person isn't there.

[Alph Green]

"Well to tell you the truth,um i uh sorta am..."he paused for moment ' whoa I can't tell her that she'll think your nuts then' he gulped 'would she even care about that he was'.He bit his lip and turned his head for a moment"Uh that persons, oh how should I say this....A guy"he said frowning and turnd his back to her for a moment"I uh can't help how I feel"he said blushing under his pale skin.

[Jessie Green]

Jessie smiled slightly glad that he opened up to her. "No one can." Jessie said nodding in agreement. If Alph thought he was weird because of that, then he was extremly mistaken. You can't help the way you feel.

[Alph Green]

He was slightly reveling who he was to her, little by little he had to get the embaressing facts about him first so he could tell the rest about himself to her"Well to tell you the truth, Im not sraight im the other way around"he said sighing with a frown"That is if you already guessed I was gay"he said in a low tone.

[Jessie Green]

"It figures." Jessie said. She sort of had a feeling that he was gay, but only now was her guess confirmed. "There is nothing wrong with that though." Jessie said.

[Alph Green]

"I guess not but having people know that stuff kind of makes me feel out of place but your your the only one ive told this about"he said turning a flushed pink"I used to go to an all guy school thats part of the reason the way I am"he said with a shrug. The school had changed him since the day he got there.

[Jessie Green]

"Woah. I feel slightly honored." Jessie said. She knew this was a big deal to him, so Jessie felt special that he trusted her enough to tell her. "You souldn't feel out of place. Everyone is diffrent, and you should just be glad your you."

[Alph Green]

He nodded he smiled at the fact he finally got it off his chest that it was out and it wasn't bringing him down no longer he sighed happily"Thanks"he said hugging her, he let go quickly before she thought it was odd of him to hug her"Sorry, I was just so used to hugging him"he said bitting his lip.

[Jessie Green]

Jessie laughed and said, "No worries. It's okay." In general Jessie hated hugs. She liked having her own space, but Alph didn't know that, nor was she going to tell him, in fear that he'd think she was odd, so Jessie couldn't hold the hug againts him.

[Alph Green]

"Well I guess theres no point in longing for him now, he'll reaturn when he whants to"he said in a bit of a gloomy mood, he looked up into the sky and sighed, he was always wondering if he would ever reaturn to him one day.He even acted as if what they had together wasn't even there, was he with someone else and thats why he wasn't coming back.

[Jessie Green]

“And you’re just radiating optimism.” Jessie said half smiling. “Cheer up Alph. What happens happens, and there is nothing you can do about it, but try to stay happy. Besides, thinks could be much worse."

[Alph Green]

"Yea your right maybe I should move on hes making me feel the way I do, I might as well find somebody else now instead of sulking and mopping around, right"he said with a breaf smile on his pale face.

[Jessie Green]

"That's the way to look at it." Jessie said half smiling. In the back of her mind though Jessie couldn't help but feel that just because she didn't believe in love doesn't mean Jessie had to crush Alph's hope.

[Alph Green]

"Yea"he said putting on a smile so he wouldn't look so down.