"never ending pain" [open]

[Alph Green]

"Aaaaa"he said screaming, he started crying and he slighly trembled"I dont feel so good"he said bitting his lip hard.He put his hand to his head and flinched slightly as he raised it to his forehead he closed his eyes tightly and balled his fists into tight balls and his face seemed to go red.

[Jessie Green]

Jessie eyes widened as she watched this. When he screamed, Jessie flinched and quickly glanced at her watch she always wore to see how much longer till 15 minutes were over.

[Alph Green]

He frowned and suddenly started shakeing all over and he felt like he couldn't do anything or even moving,he mummbled somthing but he wasnt even sure he was saying anything to her he tryed moving once more but nothing seemed to be working.

[Jessie Green]

"Please Alph. Just talk a little louder. I need to know whats going on so I can actually help." Jessie said.

[Alph Green]

"Cant move"he said or at least he thought thats what he said to her, he seemed to be out of it for a moment then he could open his eyes for a moment then he shut them as soon as a new wave of pain pulsed threw him.

[Jessie Green]

Jessie sighed in relief more a moment. At least she now knew what the problem was. She glanced down at her watch. Only a few more minutes were left till 15 was up. "I know you can talk now, so is there anything at all I can do?"

[Alph Green]

"In my right pocket theres a needle with my medicine in it just shoot it into my arm"he said bitting his lip till it turned white, his heart raced threw his chest like it was going to jump of his chest at any given moment.

[Jessie Green]

Jessie reached into his right pocket and took out a needle. She was nervous because she hated needles. Trying not to look, Jessie injected it into his arm. "Alright." she said breathing a sigh of relief.

[Alph Green]

He sighed slightly and slowly picked himself up so he could sit upright,"Thanks"he said panting panting slightly, he tryed to slow down his fast beating heart"That usually dosent happen but i guss if you only have one lung its kinda painful when you have an attack"he said breathlessly.

[Jessie Green]

"Umm... Care to explain?" Jessie said having no idea what he was talking about.

[Alph Green]

"Ok ever since i was born i only had one lung to breath with and most for some people who are normale have two of them so you see this happens to me every so often"he said hoping he wasnt freaking her out about it this so he waited quietly to see what her responce would be.

[Jessie Green]

"To be frank with you, thats just creepy." Jessie said. Right after she said that, Jessie wished she could have taken it back. How could she have said something that mean? "I take that back! I'm so sorry." she said quickly.

[Alph Green]

He looked down at the ground "Its ok i know i am a freak, everyone knows that i am"he said feeling cold inside his stomach he could remember his first day hear when everybody found it out when he started to feel bad in the middle of a lesson"Your not the first to say it ya know"he said forceing a weak smile on his face.

[Jessie Green]

"No! I really didn't mean it. I get freaked out by a lot of things. Please just yell at me or something. How can you be so calm about this?" Jessie said.

[Alph Green]

"Well im sorta used to it,why would i yell at you, i forgive you, really its ok"he said slightly putting one hand to his face so he could hide his face from her, he didnt think she liked him that well as he tried to fit in and be normal as posible.

[Jessie Green]

"No its really not okay." Jessie insisted. "In fact I take back everything I said. If any ones the freak its me for even saying such terrible things."

[Alph Green]

He softly pouted under his jacket sleav and sat there for a moment"Trust me i think your ok,i was born a freak thats why my mom didnt even love me nore my dad i was forgotten to my own family"he said putting his hood so it could shadow his face from the light.

[Jessie Green]

"Please just shut up and listen to me for one moment." Jessie said smiling in hopes he wouldn't think what she was saying is mean. "Don't ever call yourself a freak. What others think don't matter. Just because you're a little diffrent, doesn't make you any less normal than me."

[Alph Green]

He was in silence as he sobed he was muffled alittle by his arm,he'd never in his life heard words even for sombody to actually care for him"You know you the first out of anyone who actually talked some words of kindness to me"he said softly to her."he layed down on the ground so his cheek touched the cold ground, he sniffed a few times and cried softly to himself.

[Jessie Green]

"Please don't cry Alph." Jessie said. She hated when people got all emotional. "Forget about all thoughs people. As long as you've got one friend does everyone else even matter?"

[Alph Green]

He turned his head to look at her his moonlight yellow eyes watered up"Your my friend"he questioned threw sobs,he hugged his arms around himself so he wouldn't start to burt into a tear fit.
{ill be right back i got to take a shower k, it will only take a second k, dont go]

[Jessie Green]

"Of course I am." Jessie said with a smile.

[alright]

[Alph Green]

He smiled weakly"Thanks alought"he said said sighing after he was done with his crying his stomach steal heaved afterward though because it got jumpy when he cryied real hard.
[k im back]

[Jessie Green]

"No problem. Its the truth after all." Jessie said smiling.

[Alph Green]

He slowly sat up and took a deep breath"This might sound odd coming from sombody you hardly know but i think your beautiful"he said hoping he hadn't offended her in any knid of whay.

[Jessie Green]

Jessie blushed. Trying to cover it up she said, "It doesn't sound weird at all. Beautiful it just something that describe's someone exterior features. Thats something that can be determined quickly. Although its really just your own opinion."

[Alph Green]

"Yea your right about that"he said blushing badly he put his hands up to hide it"Sorry for that" he said slightly embaressed a little. "Uh..Um..."he said struggling for words to say, but all he could manage was opening his mouth only to close it agin.

[Jessie Green]

"Please don't be embarresed. Its good that you're being honest." Jessie said.

[Alph Green]

"Yea i know"he said bitting his knuckle softly,he looked down at his scar that ran across his hand,his chest pounded in his ribcage causing him to stop brething for a moment he sighed softly he wanted to ask her but it would take a mirical to make him.

[Jessie Green]

"It doesn't seem like you know." Jessie muttered. Jessie was usually the shy embarresed one, but she was trying to change. Why couldn't Alph just open up to her?