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Post by Onyx Davidson on Aug 29, 2008 23:50:43 GMT
I stand near the window I jumped out of years before. I say to myself, "Why did I do this? I hurt so many people in doing it."
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Post by Alph Green on Aug 30, 2008 2:03:37 GMT
Alph walked inside the tower with all his books and paused when he saw somebody near the window,"Um are you ok"Alph questioned with a frown.He saw a look of hurt and guilt of some what, he really didnt whant to intrued into anything so he waited for awhile.
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Post by Onyx Davidson on Aug 30, 2008 2:26:14 GMT
I heard a voice and looked over. Though I didn't recognized the voice I still wanted to be nice and said something. "I'm just thinking back to what I did ten years ago," I said with a sigh.
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Post by Alph Green on Aug 30, 2008 2:31:18 GMT
Alph smiled and was glade he finally had sombody to talk to"Was it that bad"He asked with a brow raised slightly,he wandered if the guy was hurting inside mentally but not phisicly,he put down his books and walked over torwards him.
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Post by Onyx Davidson on Aug 30, 2008 2:33:51 GMT
"Do you not see through me," I said almost shocked, "I jumped out this very window ten years ago." I leaned against the wall and threw my head back.
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Post by Alph Green on Aug 30, 2008 2:38:27 GMT
"well yea, if your dead then yea i to am dead but it dosnt bother me i happen to have killed myself in the bathroom"He said looking down but looking back to face him.
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Post by Onyx Davidson on Aug 30, 2008 2:41:42 GMT
I looked at him a little shocked, "I guess all ghosts look normal to one another." "How did you kill yourself," I ask out of curiosity.
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Post by Alph Green on Aug 30, 2008 2:45:05 GMT
"I ran a knife into my throught and well you know what happens after that,bleeds to death"Alph sead looking all the way up to show the knife hanging out a bit"Painful looking isn't it"He said said looking bake down.
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Post by Onyx Davidson on Aug 30, 2008 2:47:55 GMT
"Not to sound nagging or anything why did you do it," I asked thinking about Molly and Angel. I said with a small smirk, "Hopefully it wasn't as stupid as my reason."
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Post by Alph Green on Aug 30, 2008 2:51:14 GMT
"Well lets just say I was just getting over my girlfriends death and so I hated my life and so i just killed myself for the gilt that was building on me"He said almost to the point at crying but he didnt let it be seen.
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Post by Onyx Davidson on Aug 30, 2008 2:55:07 GMT
"Me I was torn between Molly Prewett and Angel Simons. It got to the point to where I didn't know what to do and I leaped out the window," I said with my head hung low. I was wanting to cry but I held back the tears. "I wonder what there up to now."
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Post by Alph Green on Aug 30, 2008 2:59:35 GMT
"Who knows,I wonder how my familys doing its a sham I cant see my brother and the rest"He said letting a tear fall to the floor.
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Post by Onyx Davidson on Aug 30, 2008 3:01:38 GMT
"Well I have no family to speak of so I'm sure no one knows," I said sighing.
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Post by Alph Green on Aug 30, 2008 3:05:04 GMT
"Well even though you dont I would have cared, but im not living anymore so anywho my family pritty much didnt want me around so i guss thats another reason why i killed myself.
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Post by Onyx Davidson on Aug 30, 2008 11:45:28 GMT
"Ouch. That seems to be worse than not knowing your family at all," I say with lifted eyebrows.
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Post by Alph Green on Aug 30, 2008 15:47:26 GMT
"Yea it hurts but you can be free now without a care but somthing is holding me down still and I haven't a clue on what it is"Alph said facing up so his tears wouldent fall.Alph got hurt when it came to talking about stuff like that but he would usually find ways to hid his pain or guilt.
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