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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 3:51:37 GMT
Today, I was just here to be here. Lately, I'd been filling in for Poppy and I had to admit that I really liked being around this place again. It was nice.. relaxing.. in a way. All I had to do was avoid all places where I thought about either Riyann or Arden. Which actually was quite difficult. That left out nearly the whole school and grounds.
Which was why I was in an empty classroom, just getting away from everybody. Taken, there was a classroom where I thought about Riyann, but the catch was this wasn't the exact classroom. So I guess it was okay.
This whole thing was driving me insane. Riyann wouldn't talk to me about it and I highly doubt that Arden would want to talk about it.
I sighed and hit my head ontop of the desk I was sitting at, leaving it there for a moment, still hating myself, like I had been doing that past however long this had been going on.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 4:01:06 GMT
Shell was walking down the hall with a heavy box in her arms full of Muggle Studies items like telephones, cd players, clothes and anything else of the sort. Walking into Charity Burbage's classroom she sets the box down onto the desk and looks around letting out a sigh but with a smile. She always loved this class, seeing as it connected her with her mum and the fact that she preferred the muggle way over wizard.
Turning around she caught sight of her least favorite cousin and frowns deeply instantly thinking of Riyann and then Arden. "What are you doing here Pearson? Looking to break Riyann's heart even more?" she asks walking over to him in her teaching robes as she placed her hands onto her hips still with a scowl on her face.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 4:11:34 GMT
I lifted my head abruptly when I heard the door open and footsteps. The lights were off so it was dim in the room and I watched Shelby set down a box, staying quiet and hoping she just wouldn't see me. She was the last person I wanted to see right now.
But I didn't get my wish and after a moment she turned around, walking over to me.
"I'm getting away from people, so if you don't mind I'd apprieciate if you just left me alone." I said looking at her for a moment before slightly away.
"I never meant to break her heart." I said quietly, keeping my eyes away from her.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 4:15:56 GMT
Shell just shakes her head at what he said. "Oh but I do mind. We never get what we want anyway, so why should I leave you alone? Expecting Arden to come in here so you can make out in the dark?" she asks with a faint smirk on her lips. If he hated her for the same event that happened between her and Riyann when he turned around and did the same she was going to give him another reason to hate her if she could help it.
"Oh, so kissing Arden in the middle of your house when you know... your wife lives there as well? Of course you were going to get caught and you obviously were going to break her heart doing that." she mutters, rolling her eyes a bit when he wouldn't look at her. "Are you even sorry for what you did Riley? Tell me that."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 4:25:39 GMT
"Whatever." I said quietly, keeping my eyes off her still.. That is, until she mentions Arden and I look back at her. "That's not funny." I said, shaking my head slightly, taking my eyes off her for a moment, trying to keep myself calm about it.
My eyes dart back to her. "I didn't mean to do that.. It just.. It just happend." I said shaking my head again. "How could even think that I wouldn't be sory?" I asked her, raising my voice slightly now. "Or course I'm sorry.. and I've told her, many times. I hate myself for it." I added slightly quieter.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 4:31:02 GMT
"Oh I thought it was. I'm sure she wouldn't object either." she says laughing a bit, tucking a curl around her ear a bit after walking backwards some from him so she could look at him better in the dim area around them.
"Things just don't happen Riley. It's clear that you like her, you might even love her for all I know. I don't see why though. She's always sulking around with no smile or anything at all. Just so bland." she says shrugging a bit. "But I guess if that's what you like then I see why you would go astray from Riyann. She's nowhere near any of that." she says again with a laugh. "You should hate yourself. After all, she comes home carrying your baby and she finds you in the arms of your best friend. How else should you feel?"
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 4:42:35 GMT
"Would you please just shut up about this?" I asked her, pretty nicely if I was to ask myself. Really, I should've probably been yelling at her by now. "We both regret it," I think at least... "And at least I wished that I never kissed her." Cause then none of us would be in this situation..
"Well that just did happen." I said shaking my head slightly again. "And yeah, I do like her.." I added, not bothering hiding what was true. I already told Riyann so there really wasn't any risk in telling Shelby. I ignored the love comment, pretending I just never heard it before she started speaking again. "Then maybe you don't really know her." I told her when she called Arden bland. "And anyway, this isn't about Arden. And I'm not straying away from Riyann." I added, raising my voice slightly.
"Bloody hell Shelby, I already feel bad enough.. It's not like you can talk." I said, shaking my head.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 4:53:43 GMT
Shell raises an eyebrow at him and laughs again. "So you didn't enjoy it one bit Riley? I know you always had that sick puppy dog crush on her. Just didn't expect you still to like her after all these years, but I guess it just runs in the family." she says crossing her arms.
Ignoring the rest that he said, she knew he was just going to stick up for Arden and himself while trying to act as if he had this under control with Riyann. "Are you sure you're not straying away from her? After all, I'll gladly take Riyann back. I still love her with all my heart. Maybe I should just kiss her in your house and wait for you to walk in." she says shaking her head at his last comment.
"I don't care what you think Riley. You've hurt Riyann more than anyone, and I'm not going to stand for it. I love her too much for you to just play with her heart and break it when you please."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 5:06:04 GMT
I skipped over the first question. I had just told not even a minute ago that I liked her and obviously, I wouldn't've kissed her if I didn't like it. "I didn't think that I did.. and what runs in the family?" I asked, watching her as she crossed her arms.
"I'm not straying away from her." I said, still trying to keep calm. That was, until what she said next. That really did hit a nerve with me and I just shok my head, looking away from her again. "And you don't think that I don't still love her?"
"It's not just what I think Shelby. You're a bloddy whore and you'll always be the other woman who thinks that everyone loves her when really no one can stand her." I said standing up from sitting down now, keeping my eyes on her as I looked down to her. "And Riyann's hurt me more than anyone too. I never wanted to break her heart and I can't believe you would actually think that I wanted to do that." I added louder, shaking my head. "And if you loved her so much then maybe you shouldn't've broken her heart either. At least mine wasn't on purpose."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 5:11:53 GMT
That struck a nerve in her mind and heart, feeling her eyes narrow and her arms uncross quickly balling them up into fists. "Oh Riley you're so naive. You're not perfect. And don't you call me a whore when you are as well, kissing other women and doing everything else in your past. I'm sorry that my so called husband has been missing for over a month. For all I know he's been off with Kyra. Everyone bloody knows that he still in love with her just as she loves him." she mutters walking up to him before leaning down to his face.
"And I didn't intentionally break her heart you selfish bastard. I told her that I loved a man that wasn't even at home. Doesn't that ring any bells? I wanted her to be happy with you. I know you loved her more than anything. You have children together already and now you're expecting triplets. If it was up to me, I would go back and tell her that I loved her more. But no. For once in my life I wasn't selfish and let her go for you and this is how you act. You're just like me Riley. That's why you hate me. I'm exactly like you." she mutters before slapping him hard across the face, tempted to hit him again.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 5:24:54 GMT
"I never said I was perfect. I'm far from perfect." I said, shaking my head a little to her. "I've only done something twice when I was with Riyann. And all it was, was kissing someone." I said staring at her. "Those other times we weren't together at the time."
I just shrugged about what she said about Draven. "You probably just drove him away too." I muttered back to her when she leaned a little more down to my face. I was expecting to hit eventually and I really didn't care.
"I still do love her more than anything." I said raising my voice again. "You of all people should understand that I'd think." I said, shaking my head.
I felt like I wanted to hit her when she said that I was like her. "I'm nothing like you." I said shaking my head again, before I felt her slap my face. I closed my eyes for a moment before opening them again and feeling a hot tingly feeling over where she hit my face. Really, I might've been slightly like her, but I really didn't think I was that much like her.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 5:34:15 GMT
"She was still hurt by that Riley! She told me herself. What of Kyra? Aimee? Inez? Is there anyone else you haven't told her about?" she yells slapping him again when he said that she chased him away. "Don't you say that. Don't you dare talk to me that way." she yells feeling a few stinging tears fall down her face.
"I know you do, but you shouldn't even think about liking anyone else and kissing her in the middle of a home that you share with your wife." she says shaking her head. "Yes you are Riley. It's just the beginning of it. Soon you're going to fall in love with Arden and I bet right now you're confused on why your heart is playing this trick on you huh? Welcome to my life for the past seventeen years! Do you think I enjoy this? Far from it." she mutters before slapping him again. "If you love Arden don't you dare tell Riyann. For help me, it will be the last thing you'll do."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 5:43:30 GMT
"I don't even remember those times... and Inez was not my fault, I could not stand that girl." I said shaking my head again. "I tell her everything." I added a little louder after she slaps me again, not even caring that she was doing so. I had already wished Riyann would've showed me how angry she was with me and maybe this was second best thing.
I didn't comment about what she yelled last and just kept my eyes on her, sure that there was a mark on my cheek from where she hit me.
"I can't help it if I like someone Shelby." I yelled back to her, shaking my head again. It was ridiculous to even think that. You can't help liking someone, it just happens. I continued to shake my head. "I will never be like you.." I said feeling my eyes water slightly before she slapped me again. "I wasn't planning on it and I don't." At least I don't think I do..
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 5:49:49 GMT
Shell just stares at him before shaking her head. "You still don't have to take actions to it. You love Riyann. You shouldn't even think about kissing another woman and yet you did anyway!" she yells this time punching him instead right in the nose. "You should just leave Riyann and Arden alone Riley." she mutters before feeling her shoulders up and down, breathing hard. "Yes you are. Next you'll be sleeping around with her behind Riyann's back, unsure if you think you have true love that you want and be paranoid that she might be sleeping with others since you hurt her, for instance maybe me for example." she says with a smirk.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 6:03:32 GMT
I groaned slightly as she punched my nose and instantly throwing my hands up to my nose, feeling blood hit my hands as I did.
"That's the problem. I wasn't thinking Shelby." I yelled back to her shaking my head, yet again, my voice sounding slightly muffled as I tried to talk still holding my nose.
"You don't know anything." I muttered back to her, watching as she breathed hard as I wiped some blood from my nose and taking down my hands from it.
I shook my head, "No I won't be." I said quietly, determined not to yet that happen. I never wanted to be like Shelby and I never will be. "And she's not the one I don't trust. Riyann has all my trust." I said as I tried not to let her words get the best of me.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 6:12:57 GMT
"Oh really? You trust her with all your heart? She wants to hate you. She wants you not to hate me. But yet you won't do that so you obviously don't have all her trust. In fact, she still loves me. You can tell in her eyes. Hell, I was there to comfort her when you shattered her heart!" she says raising her voice again. "It's just a matter of time before she's back with me Riley. She's afraid that you will have custody of the kids if she leaves you. I honestly think that's one of the few reasons why she's not leaving you. That and she can't afford five kids on her own."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 6:18:18 GMT
"Yes I do.. and I want her to hate me." I said as I left my eyes laying on her. If she hated me then this would hurt all the less for her. Maybe hating me would make it all the more easier for her, which's what I wanted. "And I would do anything for Riyann. The only reason I've been staying away from you is because this's all we do." I yelled her shaking my head.
My heart dropped even more at what she said next and I just shook my head faintly. "Well, she won't talk to me about it.." I managed to say quietly after a moment before standing up agani and wiping some more blood from my face.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 6:21:56 GMT
"Well I wonder why mister hypocrite." she mutters, crossing her arms before narrowing her arms over her chest. "And I wonder why about that. You broke her heart. I think it's funny cause I was able to explain my story to her, but she won't let you explain? That's just interesting." she says with a smirk.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 6:30:30 GMT
I just shook my head sighing slightly. To me, there were a lot of reasons we didn't get along. The majority of them having to do with Riyann, the others because we just didn't get along.
"She let me explain, she just won't speak to me. She won't talk about it." I said shaking her head a little bit. She really was lucky that she was a girl because if she wasn't, I would've already been hitting her by now. In fact, I really still wanted to and was just holding myself back. It wouldn't do anything good anyway.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 6:38:03 GMT
"Well she'll talk to me and has already told me everything that you did how she felt about it." she says with a shrug. "I guess that shows who she really loves doesn't it?" she says with a smirk before leaning against the desk. "What's wrong Riley? You want to hit me?" Shell teases him with a laugh.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 6:41:28 GMT
"I don't really think that proves anything." I said shaking my head slightly, "If I was her I wouldn't want to talk to me either." I added, watching her smile and feeling the sensation to hit her grow everytime another smirk entered her face.
"I really do actually." I said nodding and standing up instead of sitting down.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 6:49:36 GMT
Shell shrugs, laughing some at his statement. "Aww, just because I'm a girl right? So if I do this..." she says slapping him in the face again, "You won't do anything?" she asks with another laugh.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 6:53:20 GMT
She slapped me again and I closed my eyes for another moment. She was really pushing her luck here. But I didn't want to hit her. That was just one more thing that could be spread around, not everyone getting the same story, it probably getting somehow blown out of porportion and just ending at an all time low with me somehow in Azkaban... Okay so that was an overexageration, but still, I didn't want to hit her even though I really relaly did at the same time.
"No. I won't do anything." I told her as she laughed, not showing much emotion on my face anymore.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 7:02:58 GMT
"What about this then?" she asks punching him the stomach this time before smirking at him. "I'll see you later Riley." she says with a wink before tossing her curls over shoulder and leaving the classroom.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 7:19:21 GMT
I braced myself for whatever she was going to do next. She punched me in the stomach this time and I grunted slightly, bending over over sligtly when she did, holding my arms over where she hit me. "Hopefully not.." I muttered to myself, wishing I had something to throw at her.
The pain subsided relatively quickly and before she could leave the room, grabbed onto her shoulder and pulled her back into the room swiftly before pushing her against the wall and raising my fist up to hit her. I really wouldn't mind breaking her nose right about now.
But even though I did feel like hitting her at the moment right before my fist would have hit her face, I stopped it and just let go of her, dropping my hand again. Then thinking that I should've just hit her because it would've been well worth whatever was yelled at me because of it.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 7:26:48 GMT
Shell gasps, feeling her back hit the wall hard wincing and clenching her eyes right when he would have hit her. "Go ahead hit me! We both know you want to." she yells, staring up at him with a smirk. "I dare you." she adds, staring up at him before narrowing her eyes at him as if to challenge him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 7:40:18 GMT
My worse half got the best of me after she dared me to do it and I stepped closer to her, slamming my fist into her face, hitting her jaw. And I had to admit, that really felt good and I sort of wish I had done it all those other times I had almost hit her, but that doesn't last for long and after I did it, I just looked at her my eyes slightly wider than before.
I wasn't expecting myself to actually do that, but I had to admit again, that I wasn't as sorry as I thought I would've originally been. Still sorry though. Sort of.
I rubbed my head and shook it a little wondering what was going to happen to me now that I did that. That was like asking for a death wish really.
"I-I don't know what came over me.." I said shaking my head a little bit. "Sorry Shelby.. You okay?" I asked just for the heck of it. I wasn't really I really wanted to, but oh well, I could at least try to be a little nicer. I really did feel a little better now that I did that.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 7:49:56 GMT
Shell smirked until she screamed feeling her jaw bone feel like it shattered into pieces. She instantly putting her hands to her jaw, tears streaming down her face. Staring up at him she glares through the tears reaching for her wand and putting it to his heart. "No you're not sorry. I know you way too well Riley. And now I'm just gonna finish this." she mutters feeling a small trickle of blood in her mouth, just staring up at him with a smirk while blinking the tears down her face.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Aug 5, 2008 7:59:05 GMT
I took a few steps backwards as I saw her wand being pulled, my eyes wider than before. Since I wasn't paying attention to where I was going, I ran into the teacher's desk, leaning againt it now as she held her wand infront of my heart. Really, I wouldn't've said sorry if I wasn't at least a little sorry, so what she was saying wasn't entirely correct but I didn't really care at the moment. So maybe hitting her wasn't the best move.
I stayed silent and swallowed slightly, trying to calm myself down, but finding it slightly difficult when she was holding that wand to my chest.
The last time she did that I couldn't've cared less.. But now, no way. I'd like to keep my life, thanks.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Aug 5, 2008 8:02:27 GMT
Shell glares up at him, letting a small giggle that didn't sound anywhere close to a normal one passed through her lips. It sounded just like Rubalyn but she was still Shelby. "You know what? I rather you suffer knowing that I could kill you in any moment." she says lowering her wand and turning around before stopping and turning back to face him with a grin on her lips before hugging him slightly. "I'm so sorry Riley, but this is for Riyann." she mocks his tone before raising her knee to his groid area. "Keep this to yourself Riley if you know what's good for you." she adds before patting his head lightly and walking out of the classroom.
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