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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 26, 2008 6:41:32 GMT
"Not going to worry." I said, shaking my head, smiling faintly, though I still wasn't back to normal, more so trying to act like it.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 26, 2008 6:44:36 GMT
"Good." I said with a small nod. "Because worrying about things usually just makes it worse and makes you feel sick."
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 26, 2008 6:53:03 GMT
Already feel sick. "Right. Take it you've been through there plenty of times." I teased lightly, forced on my behalf.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 26, 2008 6:54:03 GMT
"Um.. probably not as much as you think.. but enough." I said with a small nod.
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 26, 2008 6:56:17 GMT
"Right, and what about? Unless you'd rather not say." I said, speaking softly with the last part, though I'd really much rather having conversation pointed from me.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 26, 2008 6:58:34 GMT
"Um... I can't really think of anything offhand.. but if something comes to me I'll let you know." I said with a nod. "It's usually nothing too big."
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 26, 2008 7:00:51 GMT
I laughed a little and nodded. "I don't have to know, just different line of conversation please." Rather not talk about the daughter I'll never see much of.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 26, 2008 7:04:13 GMT
"Right." I said iwhta small nod. "Okay.. let's.. let's go eat pie."
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Post by Mason Jay Bradley on Jul 26, 2008 7:10:58 GMT
"Pie it is." I said with a small laugh, nodding some.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 28, 2008 4:02:35 GMT
I nodded a bit and smiled to him, "Right. So.. To the kitchens then." I said grabbing his hand lightly in mine for a moment so he'd follow me.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 28, 2008 20:19:09 GMT
"To the kitchens." I repeated under my breath as she grabbed onto my hand, and I walked with her.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 28, 2008 20:58:44 GMT
I let go of his hand when he started to follow me and bit my lip a little. "So, I chose that you chose something to talk about, becuase I'm kind of speechless."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 28, 2008 21:14:57 GMT
"Sorry Lace, dunno what to say." I muttered softly after she spoke, shoving my hands into my pockets. "I don't have much more to say really."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 28, 2008 21:19:31 GMT
I nodded a little bit. "Then don't say anything I guess.." I said softly looking over to him. "Well.. How're handling it then?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 28, 2008 22:02:23 GMT
I nodded faintly, just looking ahead to the castle now, wondering what was wrong with me now. Usually I'm teasing or joking around with Meilana, but now that I've found out I'm a dad, I'm disant. "Handling what?" I asked, coming out of my thoughts and looking to her.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 28, 2008 22:07:15 GMT
I looked over to him with a small shrug. "You know.. just.. all of this." I explained to him softly. "Finding out you have a kid?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 28, 2008 22:11:59 GMT
I nodded a little, sighing softly. "Worse then probably expected." I whispered, shaking my head softly to move hair from my face and then moving a hand to wipe my face from exhaustion.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 28, 2008 22:14:14 GMT
"I dunno.. I mean, how're you supposed to take something like that?" I asked looking over to him. "That's a lot to handle."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 28, 2008 22:49:08 GMT
"Hopefully slightly better than I was." I said softly, shaking my head slightly. "Just nevermind, it's fine." I muttered.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 28, 2008 22:55:15 GMT
I was going to comment further, but after he said nevermind, decided to just drop it. Maybe hanging out wasn't a good idea today.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 28, 2008 23:01:53 GMT
I smiled weakly towards Meilana when she dropped it, glad that she did, but feeling even worse now that I was only pushing her away.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 28, 2008 23:14:04 GMT
I was too busy looking at my feet as I walked to notice him smile weakly toward me and I started to wonder if I should just leave. I wasn't very hungry really and if he wasn't going to talk I really didn't know what to say.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 28, 2008 23:17:59 GMT
I just looked away when she didn't look back up, but rather kept her eyes towards her feet, though I guess I wasn't much help, not in anyway or any sense. "Sorry Lace." I whispered softly, looking ahead of us now that I apologized.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 29, 2008 0:07:08 GMT
I looked over to him when he apoligised and shook my head a little. "Wha're you sorry for?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 29, 2008 0:09:34 GMT
I only shrugged, a small and pathetic laugh passing my lips, one that held no amusement or humor to it. "Everything." I said, shaking my head a little now.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 29, 2008 0:16:53 GMT
I frowned a little bit. "Well.. It's like you can help any of it.."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 29, 2008 0:20:07 GMT
"Some things I probably can still." I muttered softly. "Some of it I could have. My face was hard again, no emotion showing on it as I stared ahead.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 29, 2008 0:29:06 GMT
"Then do it." I said with a small shrug, glancing over to him.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 29, 2008 0:44:14 GMT
I looked over at her, trying to figure out the things that I could still help, not coming up with much, not unless she was going to let me kiss her again. And that's about all I could come up with. "Never mind Lace." I whispered softly, shaking my head a bit as I looked away again.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 29, 2008 0:58:40 GMT
I looked over to him and stopped walking after a moment, stopping him by placing a hand lightly on his hair. "Not nevermind. There has to be something.. you said it yourself."
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