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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 7, 2008 19:26:06 GMT
"Do you have any idea what you've done!?" I don't think I've ever been so angry in my life. I'm shaking with the fact I'm so angry, that and the fact on I'm the verge of tears. "Alex do you have any idea what you've done?!" My voice cracks halfway through but it echoes down the hall so I think I got my point across.
My hearts pounding so hard in my chest that I swear it's going to burst any second now. It's now that I've realized how much I resent St Mungos even after working here for 13 years. The Healers here are really incompetent. "Mum..-" Alex starts and I can tell he's fighting back tears. I won't look at him. No, I'm not going to look at him. "I turn my back for five minutes Alex, five minutes." I'm not over exaggerating. I had left the room for five minutes when the ear splitting scream caused me to race back into the room. Abby.
He's watched over her hundred of times, why should something happen to her now? I blame myself, due to my screaming no one's really gotten any sleep lately. I'm too hysterical to think things through though. I just want my baby to be okay.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 9, 2008 7:27:17 GMT
"Maddie, stop," I mutter, putting my hand lightly on her arm, "Calm down." Shouting at Alex will not acheive anything, much as I'd also quite like to. There's no denying that I'm furious with him. It's not hard to watch Abby, as she doesn't do anything remotely dangerous, ever. She's calm and quiet and it's not hard to watch her.
For a moment, after that scream, I half-thought that Alex might have done it on purpose. His next level of resentment coming through in sadistic punishment...I don't know. But I dismissed that pretty quickly. Even if he's not my favourite person in the world and I'm certainly not his, he's still my son and I still don't think he's capable of that. And I also wish that Maddie wouldn't shout at him like that, because he looks on the verge of tears and I hate that too. Even if he probably deserves it at the moment.
"Alex, go and sit down," I mutter dismissively, without really looking at him, mainly focused on Maddie at the moment and how much her shaking is more obvious now my hand's on her arm, "Maddie...just...calm, please."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 10, 2008 5:35:18 GMT
"Mum...-Mum I didn't mean to.." "Do you have any idea what you've done?!" My voice cracks again, and angry tears are threatening to spill from my eyes. I can't stop shaking, and there's a high possibility that I'll faint unless I calm down.
I'm still not completely better and I really don't want to worry about this. As a mother though, of course I'll worry. "That's my baby Ian. My baby!"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 13, 2008 9:04:54 GMT
I tighten my grip ever so slightly. If she keeps going like this, she's going to knock herself out again or something. I wouldn't put it passed her at the moment. "I know she's your baby," I mutter, "She's mine too." But letting all hell loose on Alex will not help. Much, at least.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 13, 2008 17:33:46 GMT
I have to close my eyes in an attempt to stop the tears from over flowing. I'm a mother, of course I'm worried to the point of tears. My daughter, my baby, has been injuried. What's worse is that she's been injuried by my son. There's a lot wrong with the picture. "I need to see her," I murmur softly,"They won't let me Ian, they won't let me."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 14, 2008 19:53:12 GMT
"They're just trying to help her," I mumble, as evenly and soothingly as I can, "Just give them space and time to help her. She'll be fine." I hate healers, I don't trust healers, and it's extremely painful to have to pretend that I do, but I don't have much choice at the moment.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 15, 2008 4:23:20 GMT
"She's my baby," I murmur, burying my head into his shoulder,"I should be in there with her,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 17, 2008 18:56:33 GMT
"I know," I mumble softly, wrapping my arms loosely around her, "But she'll be fine. Just give it a little while."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 29, 2008 0:05:49 GMT
"I can't stand out here and do nothing," I murmur into his chest. I just want to close my eyes and go home with my baby safe in my arms. "I hate this place,"
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