Visiting -Tyler-

[Syndelle Sams]

It had been a couple of days since Syndelle had seen her huband, Tyler Sams. Syndelle felt depressed with out having him with her at their home. She would always visit him, and such, but she had skipped a few days. "If only I can have you with me at home, we could then be one big happy family." Syndelle thought to herself. Syndelle got dressed and got ready to meet Tyler. She hateded Azkaban, and was glad she had never put in.

Only thing Syndelle thought about was Tyler. Syndelle was now off and ready to appereate to Azkaban, leaving Peter, Alicia, with a few of the house elves. As Syndelle apparated she smiled gently to herself, having her blonde hair float behind her as she went towards Tyler's cell. She hated to see Tyler in the four walls that kept him from her. She knew one day he would be out, and then they can be together.

"Tyler, sweetie, how are you?" Syndelle called out softly hearing her echo within the walls. She saw his outline and smiled. "I love you Tyler" She added happily and proudly. Syndelle always enjoyed seeing Tyler, she just hoped that he would get out soon. Syndelle waited until Tyler responded to her.

[Tyler Sams]

Closed in the four walls, one small window that was barred and nowhere near big enough for anyone to get out of, or for anyone to get nearly enough fresh air, and one wall with bars so the prisoner could see a passing person, a visitor, or one of the damned dementors. Didn’t matter, this wasn’t a prison you were warned about once or twice or like the muggle prisons you could hear about, it was more like hell. Hell where you’d go insane within the first days, or the next couple of weeks. It didn’t matter, no one was supposed to live through it. The prisoners were more like cattle while the dementors waited to be able to feed off their souls, or as they were waited upon to fall over dead, maybe just go insane. It didn’t matter, no one should live there or through the experience.

Opening his eyes to the dark and damp cage he was kept in, Tyler heard small footsteps. His only hope was that it’d be Syndelle, but it’d already felt like weeks since she’d last visited and he didn’t really think it was her. He’d been through this several times in the past couple of days as people came and went, an occasional prisoner, usually fellow and former death eater, left.

He had his system of keeping track of the days, small marks along the wall, several sections for different years, but since he’d last seen her he’d stopped, since he last gave up hope of her coming to visit, and giving up hope was giving into insanity and the dementors.

Still, hearing the small footsteps Tyler looked up. If it wasn’t her he could always ask the person to pass a small message to another prisoner, just a small way of keeping in tact with anyone. Either that or he could get some sort of news that was happening in the wizarding world. Hell, as of now he’d be willing to hear news from the muggle world.

But hearing that voice, he knew that voice, he loved that voice and it sounded so much better out loud then in his head. Moving around slightly, Tyler pushed himself off the floor from where he was sitting and moved slowly towards her and the faint light that he barely looked at because it hurt his eyes. “Where’ve you been?” He asked softly, his voice rougher than what it used to be, but then again he didn’t expect much more than that, more than that though it sounded foreign to him because he rarely heard it. “I love you too.” He added after hearing those words echoing around him shortly as Syndelle spoke.

A faint smile was on his lips, he missed seeing her, his Syndelle, he missed seeing her head of pink hair. Thinking of all the things he’d missed in the past short while he reached a hand out to her past the bars.

[Syndelle Sams]

Shortly after a small silence Syndelle heard a small echo behind the bars. Syndelle grew a wide smile, she missed her Tyler, her husband, her world, it was him, Syndelle noticed a change of voice, but she wasnt going to let that bother her. Tears of happiness but at the same time tears of sadness filled her light brown eyes, as she saw him. She was happy to see him since she had last seen him, but yet she was depressed in seeing him in that cell alone, and in the dark.

Syndelle watched as Tyler made his way to the bars. She smiled lovingly at him, Syndelle took hold of the hand that past the bars and held it against her, kissing it and placing it upon her pale face. Syndelle missed the way his skin and his hands felt. "I love you Tyler, I miss you so much" Syndelle sobbed. She placed her head against the bars and placed the other hand through the bars to touch his face gently.

"Im Sorry I havent been able to visit you", Syndelle said looking into Tyler's eyes. She sighed softly and looked at him lovingly. Syndelle of course missed Tyler, and wish he had already been out.

[Tyler Sams]

Tyler could see her smile, though it was hard to see anything on her face against the light that seemed so bright on his eyes. Right now he didn’t care, instead he felt her grab his hand and smiled weakly to her. It was hard to smile in a place like this, but he didn’t think it was that hard as long as Syndelle was around. As she kissed his hand, Tyler stepped closer to her so he was as close as he could get, body pressed against the bars. He nodded softly and let her bring his hand to her face before moving it so that he was holding it there and stroked her cheek gently with his thumb.

“I love you so much Syndelle.” He whispered as she moved and rested her head against the bars that held him away from her. He moved slightly so that her hand brushed against his face and then pressed his head a little more against it before leaning his head down next to hers. “I’ll be out soon, love.” He whispered, knowing it wasn’t true, he was still going to be here for a few months longer.

“Shh, it’s okay, it’s okay.” He whispered, though he didn’t know if it really was. “How much longer do I have?” He asked a little louder, wanting to know. He was going to continue counting down to the day. “How much longer do I have until I’m with you love?” He asked, rewording the question.

He wanted to hold her in his arms again, just do anything then have the cold metal bars between them like they had. It wasn’t fair. Sure he’d taken the blame for Ari, the blind death eater he’d become friends with, but he hated it and was wondering if it had been a good idea in the first place, not that he’d go back and change it. He couldn’t.

[Syndelle Sams]

Syndelle felt Tyler's hand against her warm cheek, feeling his hand on her was the best thing Syndelle had felt in a long time. She smiled weakly as she saw the darkness in the cell. She hated for Tyler to be in there, she hated the bars that kept him from holding her and worse of all she that he still had to be there. "I love you so much Syndelle" Tyler said, and Syndelle replayed it over and over in her head, she missed those words from him, the kids missed him.

"I love you too Tyler" Syndelle said once again looking up at him through the bars. She felt a few tears drop from her hazel eyes. " I think you have a few months love, If you want I'll come everyday to see you until the day you come out, then you'll be with me, and our kids" Syndelle said softly. Her heels made her about 4 inches taller so that she was a little shorter than Tyler. Syndelle thought and looked at the bars a moment, her head fit in between a little, she saw Tyler's face against the cold bars and kissed him gently.

How Syndelle missed doing that, and now she had found a way of doing it. She wondered what Tyler thought about her kiss. Syndelle smiled at him again and took a small booklet from her pocket. "Look love, heres the pictures of Alicia and Mikey" She said as she showed him. Syndelle thought about how worried Alicia was about her daddy. Everynight she cried for him, it only made Syndelle cry along with her. Even Justin and Hailey were worried and missed him. "They all miss you honey" Syndelle said softly

[Tyler Sams]

His hand felt cold against her cheek, he didn't mind though, it was his Syndelle and he'd do anything to be with her. Tyler saw her smile as his eyes started slowly adjusting to the poor lighting of the prison he was kept in and to the lighting that was kept in the halls, he never wanted for her to see him when it was a bad day, like most were, or to see him when he just didn't have the heart to move on. Those were the days he always hid from her and he'd put on a false smile to see her and it'd always help a little. Just so long as Syndelle was there.

"I know you do." He managed after a moment nodding his head a little against the bars, watching as a couple of tears rolled down from her eyes and moved his free hand past the bars to wipe them away. Seeing her like this always tore at him.

A few months, the three words kept going through his mind, willing himself to not forget them. How he was going to last a few more months was a wonder to him, though he would try harder than anything, just to see the kids again to be able to hold Syndelle again, they were his world and all he could hold onto anymore. "Will you come?" He asked softly, biting down lightly on his lower lip. That was all he needed, to see her everyday and it'd be easier and he'd have something to look forward too.

Sure Riyann had visited once or twice in the past half a year and maybe several other times in the rest of the time he was here, not that she'd dare to bring her kids, his nieces, to this place, but that wasn't anything really. Well it did mean that she had forgiven him for everything he was trying to do to her and Riley before, and that she cared enough to visit once in a while, but that was nothing to being able to see Syndelle or his own family.

Feeling Syndelle come between the bars a little and kiss him made the day all the better and he kissed her back, feeling her soft lips against his. It wasn't much, but it was everything to him at the moment. Watching her he could see a better smile along her lips and smiled softly himself. Raising a slight eyebrow he saw the small booklet and smiled a little softer. As she showed him he smiled, taking a hand and running it lightly over the small book before grasping it lightly. "I miss them too."

If Azkaban wasn't such a horrible place he'd suggest having them come, but he never wanted them to come in here, not with the other prisoners, not with the dementors, just never. "Tell them I love them." He whispered softly, nodding a little.

[Syndelle Sams]

Syndelle grabbed ahold of the hand that held her cheek. Syndelle closed her eyes slowly missing the feel of his hand on her cheek, she smiled weakly seeing how cold his hands were. Seeing him there made her sad, wanting to find a way to take him out of that horrible cell. even though he still had a few more months to go, Syndelle felt it was forever. She missed him too much, and of course she would see him everyday. It would make her happy to see him everyday until she was able to be in his arms.

Syndelle nodded. " I love you so much Tyler" She repeated again only a little louder, what she said was true, she did love him and nothing was going to stop that. "Im Glad you do know, and I hope that you know that i will always love you no matter what" She said with a slightly quivery voice, as she felt more tears form in her eyes. She didnt want Tyler to see her like this, not now at least. She tried to keep a smile up to try to cheer him up as much possible.

Syndelle's eyes looked at Tyler lovingly. He was her husband, and she'd go through hell and back, just to be with him. She nodded, "Of course my love, I will visit you everyday, until the day I'm in your arms" She said smiling. Tyler was her life, and she wouldnt lie to him, she from that day was going to Azkaban to see him. Syndelle often wondered if his sister Riyann had visited him as well, Syndelle would be pleased since she is apart of his family, even though Syndelle hadnt really talked to her, she would still consider her a part of their family.

Syndelle smiled as Tyler kissed her back, she leaned a little forward and kissed him even more, she missed his lips, if only the cold bars didnt hold her from him. Syndelle smiled against his lips. She smiled more as he took the booklet. The booklet held pictures, and little messages from the kids, showing and saying how much they missed him. Syndelle smiled and nodded "They miss you too" She replied "Ill tell them for you" She said with a smile. Syndelle wouldve brought the kids, if only Azkaban wasnt such a bad place.

[Tyler Sams]

Tyler felt as she grabbed onto his hand, he didn't mind having her grab his cold hands in her warm hands, he just wanted to be close to her, as long as that happened everything was fine. Seeing her weak smile made him frown though. He didn't know what it was like for her, but he wanted her to be happy, as happy as she could be and the weak smile wasn't saying she was happier than anything, but he left it at that. If need be he'd talk to her about it.

Hearing her repeat that she loved him again made his smile come back to his lips. "I love you more than anything." He whispered back in return. Speaking loud was actually taking a toll on him so he'd taken to whispering more than anything, then there was also the fact of not speaking often enough that his voice sounded rough when he spoke normal. Watching her he saw more tears fill her eyes and bit down a little against his lip again. It hurt to see her like that, so much, but there wasn't anything he could do about that, not right now and he didn't want her hiding it from him either. No, it was fine.

Nodding lightly he smiled softly when she said she would visit everyday. It was what he needed so it was good. "Why do you have to love me so much?" He asked softly, smiling lightly down to her, not like he wanted her not to love him. It just hurt knowing he was here on his own while she had to deal with it as well.

As she leaned a little closer to him and the bars, Tyler took his hand back from hers lightly and wrapped them lightly around her waist, holding her as close to him without pressing her up to tightly agaisnt the bars and kissed her back a litte more. "Thank you." He whispered biting down on his lip. How he missed them so much, her and the kids.

He didn't know if Syndelle knew that he took the fall for Ari, he didn't know if he should tell her or not, but he wanted to and he knew that it would be what he should do, just what would she do about that, would she be mad with him? He just didn't want to have anything happen, especially since he was so much closer to being let from the prison cell he was kept in day in and day out.

"S-Syn baby." He whispered, settling his forehead against the bars again as he tried thinking of a way to say this right, his eyes lightly shut. "D-do yo-you know w-why I'm here?" He asked softly, looking at her, waiting for her reaction to this, hoping she'd maybe understand.

[Syndelle Sams]

[sorry for short reply, i cant really read too much, sorry]

Syndelle looked up at Tyler as not knowing why he was in there. "No love, why are you in here" She asked curiously. Syndelle knew he was a death eater, and wouldve guessed that he did something to get him to Azkaban. She looked down again and gave him a smile. "Whatever it is I'll still love you either way" She added holding his hand closer to hers

[Tyler Sams]

[[haha, tis okay]]

He didn't exactly know how to start, he just didn't want her to think that he had killed innocent people, though he had, to get him in here. "Remember that blind death eater Ari?" He asked softly, maybe she would be mad at him for coming, taking the blame, and landing in Azkaban away from her and the family for 8 years. "He got caught, but I took the blame." Tyler said softly, grabbing lightly onto both of her hands and squeezing them lightly for a moment, making it so she could pull away if she wanted to.

[Syndelle Sams]

Syndelle listened closely at what Tyler said. She nodded as she then remembered the blind deatheater. Her eyes filled with tears, he eyes then grew a pale red color, she didnt know what to feel, it was a mixture of sadness, and angerness. All this time Tyler couldve been there with her and the family, but no. He took the blame for a blind death eater. Syndelle looked at him "Why, did you do that, why? You have a family back home, instead you take the blame" Syndelle said upsetly, she squeezed his hands a little tighter. She couldnt belive it

[Tyler Sams]

"I know I do Syn, I know, and I love you." Tyler said softly, letting her squeeze his hands a little bit tighter. "And I'm sorry that I'm not with you, that I had to miss the kids growing up." He whispered, not really sure that she'd be able to understand him, hell he didn't even fully understand why he took the blame for a friend and fellow death eater to miss out on being with his family. His wife and his kids. The only thing was, he couldn't actually find an answer for why he did that. At first it'd been a quick choice and he took the fall, and then it had been loyalty, and now it was just stupidity.

[Syndelle Sams]

Syndelle let the tears run down her cheek, she hated that he took the blame, she wished he didnt but he did. "I just wish you didnt take the blame, I wish you couldve been there for the kids like a father, but that soon to come love, soon you'll be back with us" She said softly sniffling inbetween. She placed Tyler's hands once again on her cheeks and kissed them lightly, "No matter what I still love you" She said softly

[Tyler Sams]

He hadn't exactly expected her to just accept it like she did, at least not after getting angry over the fact that he was in here for another death eater on his own will. "I love you." He whispered after hearing her, after she kissed both of his hands. It was hell to live in her though, for as long as he had. Most of the prisoners hadn't lasted that long, some stayed for a few months and already went insane, some killed themselves on their own terms instead of dealing with everything they'd done and have to relive it every day. But most of the time, thos people were in their for life. Not like Tyler. Then again, knowing that he had done the things he had, and the fact that he was in here for something else helped a little, not much. Seeing Syndelle did, it made the horrible memories pass for a while as long as she was there.

[Syndelle Sams]

Syndelle shook her head a little and gave him a weak loving smile. "I love you too" Syndelle said with wider smile. She didnt like the fact that Tyler was in there for someone else, it made him miss out on their kids life. Syndelle couldnt wait till Tyler returned home "My love how long have you been here for" She asked gently. All Syndelle knew is that he only had a couple months to go, only a couple and she can be in his arms once again.

[Tyler Sams]

"Too long." He murmured, bringing her hand through the bars and kissing it lightly. The sentence had been 7 years, and he only had a couple months left and it would have been 7 years. He wasn't sure if she wanted to know the exact length, but he didn't want to say it outloud, not really at least.

[Syndelle Sams]

Syndelle smiled lightly feeling Tylers lips on her hand. She knew he had been in there too long, Syndelle just wanted to keep track so that Tyler can be with the family once again. "Tyler please hang in there for me, and the kids, i'll be here every day until the day your free and the day i can have you back in my arms"Syndelle said as she pushed her head by the bars to kiss his lips once again.

[Tyler Sams]

Physically he'd been worn down, mentally he was starting to go insane, but the fact of only having a short while longer in her kept him from going insane, emotionally, he was beating himself up for leaving Syndelle and the kids. "I will." He murmured softly, kissing her back after she moved and kissed him. "I'm sorry love." He whispered, the softer he spoke the less it hurt his throat, the better it was in the outcome.

[Syndelle Sams]

Syndelle smiled at Tyler once again and kissed him back, she wished she could go through the bars and hug Tyler tightly. She missed him too much,it hurt her to see him there. "Dont worry Tyler everythings going to go okay just think of the day you come out and you can be with me and the kids" Syndelle said smiled kissing him through the bars again

[Tyler Sams]

"I love you so much." He whispered, his voice going slightly hoarse so he decided that he should just stop speaking. Smiling a little he kissed her again, more than anything he was glad he could kiss her still, and he pressed his lips against hers again.

[Syndelle Sams]

Syndelle smiled hearing th 'I love you' come from his lips." I love you too Tyler" Syndelle replied before he kissed her. She missed the way Tylers lips felt on hers, she wished she could stay here with him but she couldnt.