Home, Sweet, H... This Doesn't Look Familar...

[Riley Pearson]

I laughed a little bit. "I don't think I could handle them on sugar." I said with a smile. "but okay... they know I'm here?"

[Riyann Servansikk]

I shrugged softly. "You'll get used to it after a while. And you'll have to get used to having a diet of Macaroni and Cheese." I said with a small grin. "Uhm, no. Not yet." I said, nodding a little.

[Riley Pearson]

I chuckled lightly, "Okay.. I'll get used to both of those then." I smiled with a small nod. "Okay.. so I take they're gonna jump all over me?" I asked chuckling a little.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"Okay, good." I said with a small smile. "Uhm, my guess is probably." I said, nodding a little with a small smile.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled and chuckled a little bit. "I'll prepare myself then." I said witha s mall nod.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"Sounds like a plan." I said with a small smile. Distracting myself from our situation I took a sip of the tea before looking up at the ceiling.

[Riley Pearson]

I nodded a little, taking another sip of the tea before watching her look up at the ceiling. "Something interesting up there?"

[Riyann Servansikk]

I shook my head softly at his question. "Not really, just usually always do this." I said softly, not really wanting to explain it to him again, even if he didn't remember it the first time I did.

[Riley Pearson]

I nodded slightly looking up at it. "Kind of relaxing..." I said after a moment, smiling over to her.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded and silently stared up at the ceiling with a small sigh. I'm now pretty sure that I'm preggers and I wasn't sure if I could tell Riley that, but I knew I had to at some point, and I think that maybe it'd be a little better if I told him without the girls around.

[Riley Pearson]

I took another drink of tea, which was getting kind of cold by now, just sitting in the silence and leaning lighty against the cabinets behind us.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I let a faint sigh past my lips, not really believing that I was going to even say it, but I kept my attention on the ceiling, pretending that I was conversing with the ceiling and I was all alone here in the kitchen. With the thought of saying it, even to just the ceiling, made my heart sped up a little b it. "I think I might be pregnant." I whispered softly, not expecting an answer, really believing that I was alone.

[Riley Pearson]

I heard her whisper and looked over to her, "P-pregnant?" I asked quietly, unsure of what to say, my eyes faintly wider than they were before.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded already wanting to yell at myself for bringing it up, see Shell, it wasn't like you said it would be. "Yeah," I whispered, shutting my eyes lightly as I carried on with the conversation, feeling maybe just a little sick.

[Riley Pearson]

I blinked a few times, looking down to the ground for a moment. I paused for a moment and rubbed the back of my neck lightly, looking over to her. "It's gonna be okay.. I-I'll have my memory back soon and I'm pretty sure that I'd be happy."

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded, feeling my eyes water slightly, I couldn't really expect him to be happy about it, not without him remembering anything. Hell, if he wanted he could deny even being apart of this family and I should be happy that he wasn't doing that in the least. "What if none of that happens?" I asked softly, shaking my head slightly.

[Riley Pearson]

"It will..." I said quietly, looking over to her, and placing my hand on top of hers. "And even if it doesn't... everything'll be okay." I had to admit it was sort of scary... It's just not something I was expecting.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I felt his hand over the top of mine and was wondering if once again, I should have said anything. "How do you know?" I asked softly, keeping myself from yelling at him from saying he didn't know because he couldn't, he just couldn't because he did remember anyways.

[Riley Pearson]

"They said it would within the month.." I said with a small nod to her. Or they thought it would... same difference. "I can just tell, I've already remembered a few things and they said that if.. when it comes back it'll all be at once.."

[Riyann Servansikk]

"Th-they could be wrong." I whispered softly, shaking my head. I know that I wanted him to get his memory back, but I had to find out what would happen if it never happened. I didn't want to be wishing everyday that maybe it'd be the day he'd remember for the rest of my life. I heard him say if and then change what he was saying, but I ignored it. He's only trying to make everything better.

Pulling my hand away I set my tea down on the counter and leaned forward a little, my elbows resting on my legs and my head held in my hands. "What if this's all we'll ever have?" I asked in a soft whisper.

[Riley Pearson]

I sighed a little. "You really want to think that they are?" I asked looking over to her. "It'll come back... and if it doesn't, I already fell in love with you once.. I can do it agian." I said quietly.

"It won't be.." I whispered back to her, hoping that I was right.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I stayed quiet this time. He didn't know how much chance it was that we had ever gotten this far, not with how much I'd ever done to us. I just didn't feel like repeating that and bringing back the old memories and wanting to walk out again, this time he didn't have much to hold on to if I did.

I heard him say it won't be and bit my lip a little harder than I usually did, if I ever did, and stayed silent again. He didn't know that for sure and I hated it.

[Riley Pearson]

She stayed quiet and I sighed a little bit, pulling her into another hug. "Please believe me... I' going to remember..." I siad quietly.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I let him pull me into a hug and stayed silent still, resting my forehead lightly against his shoulder as I moved a hand to wipe my eyes quick.

[Riley Pearson]

"But either way, thing's'll work out." I said quietly, keeping my arms around her.

[Riyann Servansikk]

Now I couldn't help but to think that he was only saying these things to make me feel better, and I don't know if it was working or not. I wanted to honestly believe him, but then I couldn't, all because of the stupid car accident and I was probably making things even worse. Correction I was making things worse, I am making things worse. "I-I don't think so." I whispered softly against his shoulder.

[Riley Pearson]

I paused for a moment when I heard her and pulled away slightly, looking in her eyes. "Y-You don't think I will?" I asked quietly.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"I-I don't things will work out if you don't." I said softly, keeping my eyes away from his. I honestly didn't because, well I didn't have anything that'd make me believe it.

[Riley Pearson]

"But you still love me.." I said quietly shaking my head a little. "Right?" I asked as she kept her eyes off of mine.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"God Riley I love you more than anything." I said shaking my head lightly before wiping my eyes from the couple of tears I felt coming, keeping my gaze from him still.