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Post by Riley Pearson on May 21, 2009 19:00:05 GMT
I still couldn't believe that this happened. Was there ever a time in my life when everything was okay and not in some way completely messed up? I didn't know how I could fix this one... or if it even was fixable.
Arden turning herself into Azkaban for something she didn't do to protect... to protect me from something that I didn't even do actually. Mostly though, I think she confessed just out of wanting to die, quite effortlessly. If you're in Azkaban, you don't want to live and she put herself there.
I didn't care why she wanted to be there though, there had to be a way to get her out. There was always some kind of way. I don't care if she hates me for the rest of my life because of it, as long as she's alive, I don't care.
I kicked a rock and continued down the sidewalk. I was just on my way back from work.. I didn't feel like just apparating there, it was nice out and I wanted some time to think before I had to go home and deal with the kids. This whole situation was completely messed up and I needed a way to fix it.
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Post by Cameron Adams on May 21, 2009 19:28:57 GMT
Cam was just walking down the road, time away from the kids, one hand was placed protectivly over her stomach, she couldn't help it, the only person who knew was Bella, and Cam didn't want anyone else to know, even though she was quite far along now her bump was still only tiny but she still chose to wear the baggiest top she owned.
Cam wandered around the deserted street aimlessly, she really didn't know what was going on anymore, her head was scrambled, she had strange cravings and even more random moods.
lately she had found herself thinking of her old friend Riley, she hand't heard from him for ages and he was always there whenever she needed help, in fact she felt really bad that she suddenly lost contact but with the engagment, as she thought the words she look down at the hand on her stomach which had a lovely ring on it.
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 22, 2009 17:49:31 GMT
I shoved my hands in my pockets and kept walking. I was keeping my eyes mainly to the ground for some reason though today, my guess was that it was all the thinking.. easier to think and be depressed when I can't see what's going on around me.. or something like that anyway.
I heard other footsteps somewhere in the back of my mind but I could honestly say that I didn't care much to look up.
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Post by Cameron Adams on May 23, 2009 19:58:24 GMT
Cam looked up after hearing footsteps from afar, as she did the guy looked down but she was sure she recognised him, knowing her she would get it wrong and look like an idiot anyway.
"Riley" Cam shouted but made it look a little less obvious who shouted in case it wasnt him
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 23, 2009 20:04:09 GMT
I thought I heard someone call my name and I looked up, stopping my thinking about things for now just to make sure that whoever said something was, in fact, talking to me. I hadn't run into anyone in a long while, so it was sort of weird to hear that.
When I looked up I found that I did actually know who it was and I gave a faint smile to her, raising my hand for a short moment, signifying a small wave.
"Hey Cam.." I nodded faintly, walking a bit closer to her. "Long time no see.." It had been a long time since I saw her... I don't know how, but we sort of lost touch.
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Post by Cameron Adams on May 24, 2009 9:51:43 GMT
Cam smiled and waved back, she was glad she had seen him, it really had been a long time, Cam ran over to Riley and embraced him in a hug, she had a habit of doing that now, but she soon pulled away so that she could talk to him "How have you been,? i haven't seen you in so long!" Cam probably sounded a bit too enthusiastic but she knew that Riley wouldn't mind to much.
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 24, 2009 15:20:43 GMT
I smiled a bit more as she ran forward and hugged me and let out a small chuckle as I hugged her back. How sad is it that I can barely remember the last time I hugged someone?
I shrugged faintly, "I can't answer that in one sentence." I said shaking my head faintly, letting the very weak smile stay on my face. I hadn't seen Cam in forever... she missed the whole near death experience... and then the dumping after a day of being somewhat together... and now this whole situation.
"But it has been a while." I added, smiling merely because of how enthusitic she was. "How've you been?"
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Post by Cameron Adams on May 26, 2009 8:55:15 GMT
Cam's smiled dropped a bit as she noticed something really wasn't right with Riley " I'm umm well i guess great would be the word " She shrugged slightly "Whats happened Riley you seen a bit well down" Cam asked she smile finally gone and now replaced with a more maybe i can help sympathetic/sad look.
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Post by Riley Pearson on May 26, 2009 13:29:26 GMT
I smiled a bit more when she said great and nodded a bit, "Good." I said, just about to add in a question of what happened to make it great, but she beat me to it.
"Um.. You just missed a bit of things, is all." I said shaking my head faintly. "Was in a hospital for a bit.. some relationship issues.. and my friend's just gone and done something.. really stupid." I replied, deciding not to go into detail about them unless she asked me.
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Post by Cameron Adams on May 29, 2009 21:10:36 GMT
Cam gasped In hospital! " You were in hospital! Why didn't you call me! I feel like a right prat that i wasnt there to lend a hand" Cam practically shouted but her voice was filled with more guilt sadness and sympathy after she heard the next parts. She placed her hand on his shoulder "Want to talk about it hun?" She asked him with a sympathetic look, her maternal instincts were way too strong at the moment
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