Shatter ``Riley

[Charlotte Whelan]

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He better be coming today. If not, I was just going to go mad and send him an owl saying I was done. I was done in the first place anyway, but I wanted to do this face to face not through a letter. I think I should still be civil and respectful when Riley clearly hasn't.

When I was gone, Madds went out on Diagon Alley and seen Riley with whom she assumed was a friend. She said that she was going to say hi to her favorite curly haired guy until she seen him making out with a mousy brown hair woman that looked like a muggle and was plain looking. The only person I could think of was Arden, his best friend seeing as he said he almost was in a relationship with her.

Either way, this hurt as I fell in love with him and he just breaks it with a shear clutch of his hand, causing a echoing shatter to break the silence in my core, soul and mind. Sighing lightly, I look up at the clock and close my eyes; It was two o' clock.[/ul]

[Riley Pearson]

It'd been two weeks since Charlotte left for New Zealand and I was really happy to see the letter she sent me saying that she was back. I hand't been up to too much lately, besides the small talk with Arden.. and the confrontation with Logan. But the point was I didn't do anything and I really needed to stop being so messed up.
That wasn't to say I wasn't having some doubts.. cos I was. Even after finding all of the burnt wedding pictures, I was still thinking about Riyann.. and of course Arden was on my mind, but I don't think anything would be going on between us. So right now, I should really just focus on Charlotte.
So, on my way to see her, I picked up some pink and yellow daisies, with some white ones mixed in too and went over to her flat.
Smiling softly, I knocked on her door and waited for her to answer it.

[Charlotte Whelan]

[Riley Pearson]

She glanced down to the flowers as she stood in front me and with few words, just walked away from me and over to the couch. My smile faded a bit and I was sure that I had started to give her a pretty confused look. I had no clue what she was talking about, but it was pretty obvious that she was mad. I just couldn't recall doing anything to cause that.

I walked inside, shutting the door behind me. "I've been okay, could have done without some things.. Would've been better if you were here." I shrugged a little bit with a faint smile for a moment, setting the flowers down on the table before walking over to the couch. I shook my head a little bit and sat down, still feeling slightly confused. "I'm not sure I understand what you're talking about."

[Charlotte Whelan]

[Riley Pearson]

My head turned quickly toward her at hearing at what she said, pretty sure that my eyes had done slightly wide. I had no idea where she was getting this, but I definitely wasn't doing that. True, I had thought about it, but I had definitely not done it.
I shook my head. "Char, I didn't." I said staring at her slightly speechlessly and confused. "I really didn't. I promise." I added again, even though I was pretty sure she was convinced that I had, so this really wasn't going to help. But i honestly didn't do that. Her roommate must've seen someone else who looked like me.

[Charlotte Whelan]

[Riley Pearson]

"I've never cheated on you." I said speaking a bit louder now, shaking my head. "I know what I've been doing Charlotte and I never did that." I shook my head again, standing up off the couch. I couldn't believe I was getting accused of this.
"You ask Arden yourself." I added, turning towards her.

[Charlotte Whelan]

[Riley Pearson]

I shook my head again. "I'm not lying to you Charlotte." I nearly yelled back to her. "I'll admit that when I was with Riyann, I did cheat. Twice." I said thinking now this probably wasn't going to help my case. "And I told her about it. I can't handle that kind of guilt, Charlotte." I shook my head again. "I have never cheated on you and I'm not lying."