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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 13, 2009 5:40:29 GMT
"I guess. I said I could help him seeing as I have connections with the recent Astronomy teacher." I say with a faint laugh.
Letting a little moan fall from my lips, it just was too good to be true right now. I break the kiss though and just open my eyes lightly. "I-I thought you didn't like me that way anymore..." I whisper breathing slightly off.
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 13, 2009 5:47:12 GMT
I laughed a little, "That might be nice of you." I said with a small shrug. "Not much I could do about that."
She broke the kiss a few moments later and I looked back to her, biting my lip faintly for a second. ".. I never said that. You said that." I said in a small whisper back to her.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 13, 2009 5:48:56 GMT
"So what you do like me then? Why didn't you correct my statement or anything?" I ask getting frustrated again at him mostly. I know I was frustrated at myself but still. I really just didn't want to point the finger at me.
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 13, 2009 5:51:21 GMT
"Of course I do." I said, feeling slightly frustrated.. maybe a bit confused as well. "I was going to, but then you said, vice versa." I tried to explain shaking my head a little bit. "You said you didn't like me, so I wasn't going make things awkward."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 13, 2009 6:01:32 GMT
I sigh lightly and just let my curls fall down now, before frowning at him. "Well I didn't want to make things awkward either, so I just assumed that you didn't like me..." I say looking at him again. "Maybe we should be more honest so things don't become awkward. Although me thinking of your bedroom isn't really far from awkward at the moment..."
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 13, 2009 6:08:24 GMT
"I thought it was obvious." I said quietly with a small shrug. "Sometimes the truth is better kept unsaid." I added a moment later with a faint laugh. ".. But I'd be lying to say it hadn't crossed my mind at least once."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 13, 2009 6:13:51 GMT
"No... not really. I just figured it was some immature ex-husband thing." I say with a shrug before blushing faintly. "Oh really now? And why is that? Still love my curls or sarcastic comments?"
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 13, 2009 6:18:01 GMT
I shook my head faintly with a slightly confused look. "What was some stupid ex-husband thing?" I asked, my eyes staying on hers this time. I laughed a little, watching her blush. "Oh, definitely the comments." I said slightly sarcastically as I smiled.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 13, 2009 6:20:32 GMT
"Like jealously from my later husbands, boyfriends, girlfriends, dates anything like that. I don't know." I say with another shrug. I smile a little as well before kissing him again lightly. "Maybe we should then if we both are thinking about it."
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 13, 2009 6:37:15 GMT
"Same thing, isn't it?" I guess I hadn't really realized how many others there were. I was a bit jealous of them though.. but wow, there were quite a few.. "Well, I'm sure you were jealous over my girlfriends too." I said back to her. "Right?"
I kissed her back, "Maybe.." I said in reply, knowing I shouldn't have to think about this. "Ashlyn might come home though."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 13, 2009 6:39:42 GMT
"I don't know and not really..." I lie anyway before standing up and looking at my feet. "See, I knew you were just messing with my emotions. Once Ashlyn is back here, tell her to come home." I say frustrated a little as I grab my jacket.
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 13, 2009 6:43:55 GMT
"Not even a little bit." I asked before she started to stand up. I was about to stand up with her, but then hearing what she said, instead got a confused expression over my face. "Wait, what?" I asked, watching her, staying where I was as I stared. "I wasn't messing with you."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 13, 2009 6:46:45 GMT
"I guess a little... why does it matter now." I say buttoning my coat quickly. "Nick you don't have to feel sorry for me about being single and having to support that entire family on my own. Besides, it's not my fault that you have nothing better to do than to hurt me."
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 13, 2009 6:49:53 GMT
"I, It doesn't." I said shaking my head faintly. "I was just wondering." I added, feeling slightly taken aback as she quickly buttoned her coat. "Shelby, where're you getting all of this?" I asked, now standing and walking after her. "How did I hurt you?" I was beyond confused right now.. and I really didn't understand this.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 13, 2009 6:52:16 GMT
"Again why does it matter?" I say with a humorless laugh before putting a hand through my curls. "I'm just. Sexually frustrated alright... I don't know how single people handle this. A whole month and it's killing me." I say looking him with a look on my face that was close to saying how immature and stupid this was. "I'm leaving and just going to have a one night stand or something... seeing as you obviously don't care about me."
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 13, 2009 6:59:23 GMT
"Because I want to know." I said as I shook my head a little bit. "I don't see what I did wrong here." And I really didn't. I had to admit that I was generally very confused about all of this.
I didn't really know what to tell her about that. "Shelby, stop." I said shaking my head again and moving in front of her, glad she said what she didn't so I didn't have to comment on no sex for a month. "No, you're not.. and of course I care about you." I started, shaking my head again. "You have no right to tell me that I don't."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 13, 2009 7:05:25 GMT
I sigh and feel a few tears falling down my cheeks. "Nick, it's just driving me crazy... why do you think we had five kids?" I say raising an eyebrow at him as my stomach fell at the mention of five. The twins would have been thirteen or so now. "No you don't..." I whine a bit before sliding down the wall and looking up at him. "And why not?"
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 13, 2009 7:09:56 GMT
I shook my head a little with a small shrug. "I dunno, it just happened." I said, finding that question fairly odd..
"Yes, I do." I said as I walked over to her, seeing her slide down the wall. "Because I care about you and you won't listen to me. Instead you just keep putting words in my mouth." I ended, shaking my head again, slightly out of frustration.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 13, 2009 7:12:28 GMT
"Exactly just happened because we were accidentally pregnant. All four of those times." I say looking at my hands. "But why do you care about me then Nick? You gave up your family for me when you loved me... but why now?"
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 13, 2009 7:15:27 GMT
I wasn't sure where she was going with this. "But what's that have to do with anything?" I asked, feeling confused this. This whole situation just kept getting cloudier.
"Because I never stopped caring." I said shaking my head. "And why now what? What's there to give up? I don't have anything." If that's even what she was talking about. I have no idea.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 13, 2009 7:23:03 GMT
"I'm.. I think I'm a sex addict? I don't know. Just please can we?" I ask softly, before wiping my tears off of my face. "If you care about me you will... right?"
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 13, 2009 7:27:15 GMT
I stared at her for a moment before moving myself so I was sitting next to her against the wall. I didn't know what to say to that either. It wasn't really something you got told daily. I nodded though, "Yeah, I will."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 16, 2009 3:09:56 GMT
I glance up at him with a dumbfounded look on my face. "Really... that simple? Why would you do that?"
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 16, 2009 3:14:20 GMT
"Like you said, I care for you." I said shaking my head faintly, "But.. maybe you should talk to someone.. if you think you're addicted." I added in a slightly quieter tone.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 16, 2009 3:26:16 GMT
I nod lightly before glancing down at my hands. "Alright... I'll try." I say looking at him as I get back to my feet before smiling weakly at him. "I remember the first time you kissed me you know. Right after the yule ball years ago. You said that you couldn't resist a girl in a royal blue dress." I say rolling my eyes lightly.
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 16, 2009 3:31:01 GMT
I smiled and nodded faintly, standing up with her. "Thank you." I said quietly.
I smiled faintly again and nodded with a soft chuckle. "Yeah.. I remember that. I probably could have thought of something better to say." I said shaking my head a little bit, my smile turning slightly amused for a moment.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 16, 2009 3:41:28 GMT
"Well I fell for it didn't I?" I say with a faint laugh before glancing at him. "This time you won't have to worry cause I'm able to have children anymore..." I say faintly smiling at him as my eyes drop to my hands.
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 16, 2009 3:47:38 GMT
I laughed faintly and nodded, "Yeah.. I guess you did." I said with a small smile. I raised my eyebrows faintly at what she said next thought and dropped my smile. It's not that I wanted more kids.. I didn't really, I was good with the ones we had, but that had to be terrible.. even if really, I don't think she needed anymore kids. "What?" I asked quietly. "What happened, Shell?" I asked her a second later with concern showing in my voice.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 16, 2009 4:31:12 GMT
"Body can't handle it anymore... it's alright though. I wasn't planning on having anymore anyway..." I say with a light shrug before kissing him lightly. "It's fine. Maybe something in my mind told me this would happen one day. After all I'm only thirty two."
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Post by Nicholas Henderson on Feb 16, 2009 4:39:59 GMT
I nodded faintly before kissing her lightly back, "That sounds like it can still happen though." I said a moment later, still frowning a little bit. "You should be careful, Shelby.. Just in case. I don't want anything to happen to you.."
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