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Post by Ashlyn Henderson on Feb 11, 2009 4:43:09 GMT
[/i] She thought as she got up from her bed and walked over to her closet. She flipped the light switch as she began to rummage though her many belongings. She didn't stop rummaging until she found her light blue suitcase. Though it appeared small she remembered her mother casting a spell that would hold more than it appeared it would hold. She had done that to everyone's suitcase when they went into hiding with Riyann. It seemed like when ever her mother had fallen in love with someone. Something bad would always happen. Even with Jay. She actually trusted Jay and cared for him as he were her real father. She placed the open suitcase on her bed and began stuffing all her clothes into it and then all her other belongings as well. She was now looking at the picture on her desk when she heard the door open. The picture frame that she was holding on to was a picture of her, shell and jay along with the rest of the kids. It was the most happiest moment in her life. She wished things would get better for her mom and by leaving. She was hoping Shell would sort thing out on her own. Ashlyn was sick of seeing her mother at her breaking point so many times. She just couldn't bare to watch her suffer anymore. [/ul]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 16, 2009 4:24:18 GMT
[/i] Walking into Ashlyn's room she notices her packing with her room getting very empty with only one of the suitcases she jinxed a long time ago when she and Riyann ran away together. "What's going on Honeybee? Our trip to Ireland is next week silly. All the shopping you want. That's something I never thought I could say. It was true, due to joining the Holyhead Harpies again, Shell was slowly buying new furniture, clothes, school supplies for the kids and herself. "Or is there something you need to tell me love...''[/ul]
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Post by Ashlyn Henderson on Feb 16, 2009 5:02:11 GMT
She almost dropped the picture that she was looking at when the door opened and her mother's calm voice poured inside. She wasn't planning to walk out of her mother's life like this. She was planning to leave as soon as everyone was asleep. Of course she was planning on leaving on note. She didn't want her mother to blame herself, for her leaving. She just wanted to think about things and not in this house. Not after he was here and hurt his mother. She felt sick to her stomach when her mother began questioning the packed suitcase. Placing the picture frame down and walked over to her suitcase.
Knowing this was going to hurt her mother more then it would her. She still needed to do this. She bite her lip she wasn't about to start crying now that she had been discovered. Turning her back to Shell she laughed weakly."Yeah, mom....about the trip. I'm not going....and its not why I have packed either."She said softly. How was she going to explain to her mother that she didn't want to live with her anymore. Her mother was going to go ballistic. She could almost picture it, it was going to be almost as bad when Zoe left."Mom, I love you...but I-I..."She was suddenly at a loss for words. She couldn't believe how hard this was turning out to be. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She could almost feel the tears pooling in her eyes.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 16, 2009 5:11:44 GMT
"Honey, what do you mean? You've been the most excited out of everyone to go on this trip. What is more important than skipping school for a day and going shopping in the finest shops in Ireland hm?" Shell asks with a weak smile before walking over to her and sitting down lightly on the bed. This had been Shell's room growing up. Ashlyn knew this and it surprised Shell that she never found the secret compartment in the floor board. Maybe one day she would find it. Shell's smile fades instantly, expecting the worse. "What Ash, you're pregnant, failing school, needing a break from this huge family?" she asks with a faint laugh as she bites her lip now.
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Post by Ashlyn Henderson on Feb 16, 2009 5:42:47 GMT
She laughed softly at her her mother was saying. Of course she wasn't pregnant. She wasn't going to make the same mistake Zoe and her mother have made. Studying to her was the most important thing besides breathing. If she was failing her mother would be the first to know. Things like that were what Shell knew best about her. The last couple of weeks...no years had made her realize no matter how big her family was...it just wasn't a family anymore. No matter how many times her mother wed. She would always wind up hurt by the person that supposedly loved her."I'm not pregnant mom...I'm not like Zoe and I'm nothing like Jenny...my grades are the best."She said a bit harshly. Finally turning around to face her mother who was now sitting on her bed. She smiled softly as she let those damaging words fall from her tongue."As a matter of fact. I do need a break...a break from this so called family. I was planning to tell you, but I guess you should now know. I'm leaving."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 16, 2009 5:47:49 GMT
"Leaving. That's three now. And where are you planning to go Miss Ashlyn? And while you still stay here I don't appreciate that harsh tone." she says crossing her arms, almost realizing that the bitter tone that her daughter had just used was the same tone and pitch as her very own. It was scary how alike they were. "Well I'm not stopping seeing as I know I can't. And this is still a family, you're the one walking out on it and causing to crumble."
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Post by Ashlyn Henderson on Feb 16, 2009 6:26:41 GMT
She frowned as she walked over to her suitcase and shutting the suitcase as quickly as she could before dropping it on the floor."Where am I going to go? That is none of your business, I don't care if you are my mother. Well you know what I don't appreciate what you are doing."She said weakly. She looked up at her when she said that she wasn't going to stop here. "Don't worry you pretty little head about my tone of voice, pretty soon you won't even hear me laugh."She said angrily.She grabbed her suitcase off from the floor."Thanks for understanding..."She said with a bitter laugh. "Oh, really a family huh? This places hasn't been home since...since Jay died. And you haven't been a mother...since after everyone of your husbands have left you...even Riyann."She told her mother once more in a hurtful tone. Suitcase in hand she turned around yanking her door open and walking out of her room.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 17, 2009 2:20:37 GMT
"You know very well that all of them have died and I choose not to be with Riyann for all of you. Don't you ever say I'm not a decent mother Ashlyn. If I wasn't a decent mother I wouldn't be working so hard to provide for you and your siblings. And if you want to leave and be a bitch then leave." she says just as bitter as she walks over to the door. "I'll take that suitcase then as you didn't pay for any of that in there or the suitcase." Shell adds before taking the suitcase and making it disappear. "Since I'm not a mother this isn't yours."
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Post by Ashlyn Henderson on Feb 17, 2009 3:18:59 GMT
She turned around and laughed."Yeah, Miss Crescent. You forgot to tell me Nick and Draven are dead. You working hard? Don't make me laugh. You were probably to busy fucking all your lovers to even think about us."She smirked as she let her so called mother take the suitcase from her hands and make it disappear."Don't worry, I won't have to say it just as any of your other kids. Is this how it went for Zoe as well. You calling her a bitch and all. No wonder she left and hasn't come back!"She laughed. " Don't worry I don't want anything that you are willing to give me."She said as she started to take off her shoes and throw them at her mothers feet."I would give you these clothes, but I wouldn't want to look like I putting out for some. So I'll send them to you in the mail..."Turing around once more she looked at her mother."Oh, don't even come looking for me. I'm going to stay with my father. I'm sure he would be more of a dad then you could ever be as a mother.Your nothing but a whore!"She smirked.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 17, 2009 3:23:19 GMT
Shell just crosses her arms and stares at her. It wasn't like she hadn't heard this before. "Whatever Ashlyn. Go off with your father that you avoid for your entire life. Just leave." she says rolling her eyes before slapping the door in her face.
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Post by Ashlyn Henderson on Feb 17, 2009 3:33:57 GMT
She rolled her eyes as she ran down the stares. The kids had all been downstairs and of course heard the entire fight. She smiled at them sadly. She was going to miss them. But seeing as her mother didn't give a damn about her. She would be better off leaving then staying there. Seeing as there was still snow on the ground she ran up stairs and quickly slipped on her shoes. Waving bye to the kids she opened the door and slammed it closed. She ran her fingers through her blond hair. She didn't want to be anything like her mother. It was time for a change. Looking back at the house for the last time she started her long walk into town.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 17, 2009 3:38:52 GMT
[[end of thread? XD We both know Shell really doesn't mean it but doesn't want to cry in front of Ash. awww. XDD]]
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Post by Ashlyn Henderson on Feb 17, 2009 3:42:37 GMT
[[yeah lol...aww ash was so mean to her.lol...ash was going to start crying is Shell started to lol]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 17, 2009 3:45:58 GMT
[[awwww. lol. nick and ashlyn time! ]]
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Post by Ashlyn Henderson on Feb 17, 2009 3:50:59 GMT
[[lol, that sounds weird xD]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Feb 17, 2009 3:52:53 GMT
[[haha! not like that... ew. XD]]
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Post by Ashlyn Henderson on Feb 17, 2009 3:57:33 GMT
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