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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 7, 2009 20:46:26 GMT
Stupid pregnancy home kits, they never bleeding work Yasmin thought as she approached the doors of the hospital, she had been throwing up alot in the morning, her stomach had swolen and so she took a pregnancy test, only one, it came out negative, she went to the doctor who's refered her to hospital for a more reliable test and a baby scan.
Yasmin shivered in her skinny jeans and what used to be a very loose top, which wasn't that loose anymore, she was scared about what was going to happen today, if she was pregnant she wouldn't have the heart to have an abortion.. Or give it up for adoption when it was born, but she had no money, no house and the guy who did it to her.. She hated loved in a stange way.
Yasmin took a deep breath and pushed open the door heading towards the reception, she signed in and sat in the waiting room in the corner on her own, it was early in the morning, before any normal person got up she looked to the floor fiddling with her fingers and a loose thread on her t-shirt
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 7, 2009 21:08:54 GMT
Yasmin looked up to see what all the commotion was about What the hell is he doing here! She shouted in her head she looked around and picked up a magasine looking over the top of it hoping he would see her, it was his fault she was here all because he could stay in his own pants.
She stared at him evily then noticed his hand What he gone and done now She sighed, she couldn't help but feel a bit sorry for him [Don't worry, mines crappy anyway]
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 8, 2009 18:30:49 GMT
Yasmin saw him look over at her Shit he noticed me looking at him She though then put the magasine down as he turned backto counter letting out a huge sigh then looking down at her shirt. It wasn't hers, it was his.... She still had it from the day that caused all this for her.
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 8, 2009 19:21:24 GMT
Yasmin looked up to see him look away from her and shake his head head and walk up the corridoor Wait... Please come back She thought desperatly wondering if he was listening, she went to say it loud but her name was called she looked up and looked at the doctor who was looking at her intently, she didn't Couldn't move
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Post by Jack Clark on Feb 8, 2009 19:26:22 GMT
[/b] He asked out loud looking at her his eyes widened.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 8, 2009 19:32:09 GMT
Yasmin looked to the doctor and nodded in acception, this test would detirmn wether the life inside her was healthy She heard Jared speak and turned around looking at him her eyes wide "Yeah apparently so, as if you care" She said back to him
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Post by Jack Clark on Feb 8, 2009 19:35:58 GMT
[/b] He asked her stunned and in fear.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 8, 2009 19:37:30 GMT
Yasmin laughed "I worked it out two weeks after you decided to use me, so congratulations " She glared at him
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Post by Jack Clark on Feb 8, 2009 19:48:25 GMT
[/b] He asked her.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 8, 2009 19:55:42 GMT
Yasmin tried to pull away from him as he dragged her through the hospital, the way a little kid would when they didn't want to do something but their mum made them. He pushed her into the mens toilets and she could see the fright on his face she laughed at him "Why didn't I tell you! You made it blatenly obvious that you never cared about me I was just some stupid girl you managed to con, now i'm pregnant with your kid, why should I have told you!" She practically shouted at him
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Post by Jack Clark on Feb 8, 2009 19:59:28 GMT
[/b] He shouted her back.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 8, 2009 20:01:34 GMT
Yasmin smiled, she was finding this strangely funny "Yeah coned, you didn't want me really, i was just like a toy to you, something you could use then throw away straight away, you didn't exactly come after me did you? You didn't even try to find me" She said calmly but in a taunting voice
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Post by Jack Clark on Feb 8, 2009 20:03:19 GMT
[/b] He told her.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 8, 2009 20:08:58 GMT
Yasmin sighed and ran her hand through her hair "You knew I cared about you, and you played on it, you made it obvious you didn't actually care, I thought you did to begin with, you know when you actually save me from this baby being a random persons but you, you just didn't care" she bit the inside of her lip she couldn't come up with a legible reason why but she could just tell he didn't
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Post by Jack Clark on Feb 8, 2009 20:13:59 GMT
[/b] He told her. Moving and sitting on the counter top in between sinks.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 8, 2009 20:16:36 GMT
Yasmin looked at the floor "Who said it was going grow up at all?" She said quietly it wasn't something she wanted to do, but she could afford to keep her self alive let alone a kid, she also like him didn't want it to grow up not knowing it's father
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Post by Jack Clark on Feb 8, 2009 20:20:48 GMT
[/b] He tryed to explain to her standing up and now in front of her.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 8, 2009 20:23:19 GMT
Yasmin shook her head pushing past him and standing infront of the sink, looking into the mirrors "Of course I want it, I just can't afford it, I can barely keep myself alive, sleeping on the street isn't the life for a child and I wouldn't just give it away, it's my kid aswell"She replied
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Post by Jack Clark on Feb 8, 2009 20:26:17 GMT
[/b] 'Don't say it you don't eve know her! You still love Mary!' He told himself but shook it out of his head. "Stay with me."[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 8, 2009 20:29:37 GMT
Yasmin turned round and looked at him her eyes wide "Stay with you? But we're strangers why would you want that?" She asked him confused about what he just said
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 9, 2009 17:10:44 GMT
Yasmin smiled "Get to know each other? Just like that... You don't understand do you, I know damn well you wouldn't want me there, I would feel out of place when the kids older how do we tell them that their parents sleep in seperate beds, don't talk to each other because they were the result of their dad not being able to keep in his pants?" She laughed, it sounded stupid Why does he care all of a sudden he doens't want a kid to tie him down She thought
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 9, 2009 17:29:30 GMT
Yasmin stayed where she was, she didn't want to get rid of it, he didn't want to get rid of it, and she had probably just blown the only chance she had of a warm bed. She sighed deeply and ran after him "Wait, let's try it..." She called after him, standing just outside of the toilet doors looking at him waiting for a reply
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 9, 2009 17:56:45 GMT
Yasmin rolled her eyes and sighed loudly as he started walking, she ran after him ignoring the people who were staring at her considering she just came out of the guys toilets "You could at least wait for me!" She called after him
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 9, 2009 18:10:21 GMT
Yasmin sped up a bit but stopped dead next to him infront of the door, she didn't want to go in, truth be told she was scared of the outcome even though she was sure the baby was fine she couldn't help it
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 10, 2009 9:11:28 GMT
Yasmin slowly walked towards the doctors chair as he started going on about if she was sure she wanted to do it he looked at her waiting for the answer, she looked at Jared, a complete stranger but still the father of her baby "I-I " She took a deep breath, holding her hands to stop them shaking "I don't want to do it, if the baby is okay then so am I " She said in a confident voice even though she herself was shaking
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 10, 2009 9:16:16 GMT
Yasmin looked at him as he spoke, she wasn't expecting him to say anything, she smiled at him slightly "Yeah, can I go now?" She asked the doctor who nodded she quickly got up grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the room, she closed the door behind him and breathed deeply
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 10, 2009 9:21:39 GMT
Yasmin smiled at him "Nothing i'm fine" She lied but she hoped that he didn't pick up on it
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 10, 2009 9:29:39 GMT
Yasmin sighed "Just a bit dizzy, you know? " Scared of hospitals, just tell him She thought
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 10, 2009 9:37:51 GMT
Yasmin sighed "I'm just scared of hospitals okay? So can we please go some where and get out of here?" She asked him
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Post by Yasmin Swan on Feb 10, 2009 14:07:32 GMT
Yasmin smiled as he grabbed her arm, she got a strange feeling in her stomach, Maybe it's just the baby, She thought "So where we going?" She asked him
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