Relax;;{{Charlotte

[Riley Pearson]

I heard her stutter and pulled away from her neck a bit before kissing her lips softly again. "We don't have to do anything you don't want to do." I said quietly to her, pulling away from her lips slightly, after I realized what that may have sounded like. I wasn't implying anything.. just saying they wouldn't be back for a while. But I felt her hands move down my shirt and I looked up to her as she tugged on it slightly.

[Charlotte Whelan]

"N-no I want to... just. I've only had one boyfriend and he was the only one that I ever done this with if we go further." I say softly before kissing him back softly. I bit my lip though as my felt my hands slide under his shirt. "I want to with you... just nervous."

[Riley Pearson]

I nodded faintly at what she said, kissing her softly back when she placed her lips softly over mine again. I watched her bit her lip a moment later as she slid her hands under my shirt, and ended up biting my lip slightly myself due to a few chills that ran down my spine. I nodded again at what she added. Really, there wasn't much of a need to be nervous.. but I had to admit, I was at least a little bit nervous too. "You don't have to be nervous.. but if it helps, I sort of am too.." I said quietly before kissing her again, sliding one of my hands under her shirt as well now. ".. You're sure you want to?" I asked another couple moments later after breaking their kiss again.

[Charlotte Whelan]

"Okay yeah. That sorta helps it a little bit." I say softly before kissing him back and feeling his slightly cold fingers sliding under my shirt. My heart skipped a beat but I was okay. I was pretty sure I wanted to. I care deeply for him and possibly love him. I shouldn't be so nervous. "Yes. I do want to." I say still softly before kissing him lightly on the lips as I tugged his shirt off.

[Riley Pearson]

I nodded faintly as she kissed me back. I hoped that my hands weren't too cold when they slid under her shirt, but knowing me, they were. My hands were rarely warm.. and there really wasn't much I could do about it. "Anything I can do to help?" I asked after pulling a bit away from the kiss again, looking up to her. I didn't want her to feel nervous.. or uncomfortable. Really, she didn't even have to do this. It was her choice.
I nodded at what she said, kissing her back when she kissed me moving a bit so she could get my shirt off. Once it was off, I leaned forward a bit more and kissed her softly again, slightly deeply.

[Charlotte Whelan]

"Just stop talking?" I ask smiling weakly at him. For some reason him talking right now was just making me uneasy about this and I know I wanted to do this. It just felt right. "You want to do this right?" I ask before feeling him kiss me deeply although I break the kiss and look into his eyes.

[Riley Pearson]

I laughed a little, smiling lightly up to her. "Sorry." I said shaking my head a little bit. I guess maybe the talking would be slightly odd in a situation like this. "I'll shut up." I added with a faint chuckle, shaking some hair from my eyes.
She asked if I wanted to do this a moment later and I nodded, "Yeah, 'course I do." I said looking back into her eyes after she broke the kiss again.

[Charlotte Whelan]

I nod lightly with a smile still on my face before leaning up some and kissing him deeply on the lips again. I tug a little now at his pant's belt but it wasn't moving at all causing me to laugh against his lips faintly.

[Riley Pearson]

I kissed her back deeply again, the thought running through my mind that it might be a good idea if we moved, but before I could get much farther on that thought, I felt her pull my belt. She laughed against my lips as it didn't move and I laughed faintly too, sliding my hands off of her and undid my belt for her.

[Charlotte Whelan]

I break the kiss a little glancing at the ceiling. I felt like a complete idiot just because I couldn't undo his belt. "Sorry about that. Maybe once you were done with that, you could take mine off as well?" I ask innocently and then realize I never really acted this way around Riley before. I hope it didn't freak him out or anything but I haven't done this in a long time and with Riley shirtless leaning over me just made it appear out of nowhere.

[Riley Pearson]

I looked down at her after she broke the kiss again and grinned slightly with a small laugh. It wasn't that I was laughing at her, I was just amused by what she said. I wasn't exactly expecting her to say something like that and it took me a bit off guard, so hopefully she knew that.
"I think I can manage that." I said as I leaned back down to her, smirking faintly before kissing her again. I moved my hands back over her stomach and then to the top of her jeans, tugging lightly at her belt, having it come undone a couple moments later.

[Charlotte Whelan]

Catching him smirking at me and I had to smirk a little myself feeling my belt being undone rather quickly. It made me laugh but this time I didn't let it slide. I tug down his pants slowly until I couldn't any more and try to nudge my shirt up against him almost as a hint once my fingers found their way around the elastic of his boxers.

[Riley Pearson]

She laughed and I couldn't help but laugh slightly again too against her lips. She tugged down my pants slowly and once she couldn't get them anymore, I kicked them off the rest of the way as I unbuttoned and unzipped her jeans.
I felt her nudge up against me as her fingers reached the top of my boxers and breaking the kiss for a couple moments, pulled her shirt off over her head.

[Charlotte Whelan]

I glance down at the two of us just in our underclothing now, well not for long anyway. I pull down the lining of his boxers to the same spot as his pants were a few seconds ago. Leaning up to kiss him again I moan his name faintly in the process.

[Riley Pearson]

I catch her glance down at us and laughed faintly to myself as I started to play with the top of her underwear. She pulled down my boxers a short moment later and I leaned down a bit, kissing her back, moaning faintly myself, biting slightly on her lower lip.

[Charlotte Whelan]

I smiled a little before arching my back slightly as he bit my lip. That was always one my turn on points. I don't know why it just was. I wrap my arms around his neck a little and lift myself to make it easier for him when he would take off my top as well. Not breaking the kiss, I moan again as I felt my lip being tugged.

[Riley Pearson]

She arched her back as I bit her lip, smiling slightly since I wasn't really expecting that reaction and slid one of my hands to her back, trying to unhook her bra. You would think after doing that a lot, I would have the hang of it, but apparently I didn't, because all I ended up going was fumbling with it for a few moments. I moved my other hand to it as well, and this time successfully unhooked it. She moaned again and I deepened the kiss a bit more, running a couple fingers down her side lightly as I did.

[Charlotte Whelan]

I kiss him a little bit deeper, completely forgetting about any nerves I previously had a few minutes ago. Funny how that worked wasn't it? Either way, I pull his hair lightly with my left hand as my right was laying just above were his boxer elastic was laying a couple seconds ago as I continued to kiss him still.

[Riley Pearson]

I continued kissing her for a few moments after she deepened the kiss a little more before pulling my lips away from hers for a moment and starting to kiss down her neck, feeling her pull my hair slightly. I bit her neck in a few spots as I kissed her and a moment later moved into her, letting out a small moan against her skin.

[Charlotte Whelan]

I close my eyes the instant I felt him move inside me. It was weird, not having done this in so long but it felt so right as well. My back starts to arch involuntary into him almost needing him close to me now that we were 'connected'. "... Riley." I moan faintly as move my head back slightly, feeling him bite my neck here and there.

[Riley Pearson]

I felt her back start to arch and I moved closer to her as I started to push myself into her, starting slowly at first. She moaned my name a moment later and moaned again against her skin as I started to kiss down her chest.

[Charlotte Whelan]

I glance down at him a little, feeling his lips graze over my skin lightly as he kissed it. "Faster..." I mumble softly into his hair, as my fingernails clenched his shoulders some.

[Riley Pearson]

I heard her mumble into my hair and started to move faster and harder into her, feeling her nails clench slightly into my shoulder. After a moment, I kissed back up to her lips, kissing her deeply before tugging on her bottom lip again, with slightly more pressure than before.

[Charlotte Whelan]

I moan a lot louder than the previous times, now fully clenching my hands into his shoulders as I tried to pull him closer still. I open my eyes faintly for a second once he started kissing me again, returning how deep it was.

[Riley Pearson]

I moaned slightly louder with her and broke the kiss as I started to move faster. My breath was starting to become heavier and slightly uneven and I bit lip slightly hard as I continued. I tilted my head back for a moment before moaning, what I thought at least, was her name, ".. Arden." I said through the moan, not even realizing what I was saying.

[Charlotte Whelan]

And with that, I think I was about to slap him. "Stop... Riley. Please." I say trying not to cry as I felt him still moving in and out. "Y-you said someone else's name... I can't do this when you're thinking of someone else."

[Riley Pearson]

She told me to stop and I did, not realizing for a couple seconds why she was so upset. But that's when I realized what I said and I felt completely mortified. Did I seriously just say Arden? I stopped what I was doing as soon as she protested and tried to get my breathing back to normal as I shook my head. "Charlotte I swear I didn't mean that." I said eventually as I continued to shake my head. I was getting over Arden, I didn't want to love her, she didn't want me.. Charlotte does want me on the other hand though, well, did want me, and I really like her. Why did I always have to mess things up like this?

[Charlotte Whelan]

"Then why did you say some girl's name instead of mine... I could possibly see if you said Riyann, but Arden? Who even is she?" I ask still greatly upset as my eyes started to water and slide down the sides of my face. I couldn't just forget what he had said. It felt like he hit me with a car or like he was leading me on and only wanted to sleep with me. "Do you even care about me?"

[Riley Pearson]

I was having trouble forming a proper sentence in mind as she asked me that, my thoughts just filling up with a string of profanities that I didn't dare say outloud. I'm sure that the slightly horrified expression was forming over my face as I looked at her, feeling even worse as I saw a few tears fall down the sides of her face.
"Of course I care about you." I said first, shaking my head faintly to her. "I promise.... swear, on life." I added, really wishing that she would believe that. I don't lead girls on like this. But she hasn't known me for any incredible amount of time, so I guess she wouldn't know that.
She asked who Arden was and looked away from her for a moment before looking back to her. "I sort of.. nearly went out with her." I started as I tried to find the best way to explain this. Love her.. but you probably shouldn't know that detail.
"I'm sorry, it just slipped." I added as I shook my head again. "I've been trying my hardest not to think about her.. I promise.. she pops into my head occasionally." I finished, now waiting her her reply, preparing myself to get slapped.. or punched.. or kicked in the balls, maybe? Preferably one of the first two in comparison to the third.

[Charlotte Whelan]

I just shake my head before listening to him describe this Arden girl. "Nearly? What made you or her change your minds?" I ask curiously as I lean up on my elbows and stare at him a little as my tears slowed down a little bit. "Maybe I should leave if she's all you can think about..."