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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 19, 2009 5:36:17 GMT
"But I don't want her to... It's just making it worse.. Or it'd be good if I just didn't love her." I said shaking my head, and letting her pull my hands and following her. "Okay."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 19, 2009 5:43:27 GMT
"Well our hearts do harmful things to us whether we want them to or not." I say before nodding at him. "Off to the kitchen!"
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 19, 2009 5:59:00 GMT
I frowned at her answer and I decided that she didn't want to talk about this. I would rather talk about this, but whatever. "Yeah, the kitchen.. Dunno if we have everything for it though.." I said with a small shrug.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 19, 2009 6:00:48 GMT
I glance at him. "Did you want to talk about it? I just figured you wouldn't." I say before stopping and looking up at Riley.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 19, 2009 6:09:56 GMT
"Sort of.. but it doesn't matter.." I said quietly, shaking my head a little bit. "I'm just.. depressed."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 19, 2009 6:10:31 GMT
"Of course it matters. If you want to talk about it we can." I say smiling up at him before hugging his torso.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 19, 2009 6:17:24 GMT
I shrugged faintly, "I'll just keep repeating myself.." I said quietly again, as she hugs me. "Honestly though, I'm surprised that Logan hasn't done anything to me yet.." I said which was slightly off topic.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 19, 2009 6:25:32 GMT
"What do you mean? He hasn't done anything to you yet?" I ask curiously before glancing back up at him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 19, 2009 6:30:58 GMT
"He showed up here the other day." I said with a small shrug, And said that if I touched Arden again, he would kill me. I finished my thought in my head and then sighed with a faint shrug. I didn't want to worry her..
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 19, 2009 23:16:54 GMT
I wince slightly before frowning deeply. "Well I think Arden might come kill me now actually..." I say before looking up at him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 19, 2009 23:25:45 GMT
"I really don't think that Arden's going to kill you." I said quietly, shaking my head faintly. "Why?"
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 19, 2009 23:32:06 GMT
"Ruby came onto Logan and slept with him. I'm pretty sure he'll be sure to remember my name is Shelby now if he tells her..." I say glancing at him. "And then I slept with Jack and Draven... sorta Kevin." I say leaving out the part where Kevin raped me a couple days ago. "And on top of this, I'm pregnant."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 19, 2009 23:41:02 GMT
"Shelby!" I said looking over to her with some shock written over my face. "Well, just explain that it was Ruby.. I'll talk to her too. As for the others... I dunno.. And are you sure?" I asked, wondering I was saying all of this too fast. "Are you sure you're preggers, I mean?"
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 19, 2009 23:56:01 GMT
I wince a little before looking down to the floor. "Alright then, but yes I'm sure."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 19, 2009 23:59:16 GMT
I sighed slightly, looking over to her. This was definitely a distraction from Arden, that's for sure. ".. Why did you sleep with them?"
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 0:01:31 GMT
"Well before Jack and I broke up we did. Then with Draven I don't know what's really going on there or not but I didn't cheat on Jack with him. Logan was Ruby's choice in the matter and as for Kevin... he raped me."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 20, 2009 0:09:51 GMT
I nodded faintly hearing her explanations. When she got to Kevin though, my eyes widened a bit and I pulled her into another hug. "Oh my God, Shelby, did you report it?"
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 0:11:37 GMT
"No... I just. I don't want anything else to deal with so I just sort of ignored it..." I say hugging him back slightly. It's not like this was the first time someone raped me, but of course it wasn't just nothing either.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 20, 2009 0:15:12 GMT
"Shelby, you need to report something like that." I said shaking my head and hugging her back a bit. Then thinking about Cameron a moment later. I think I remember her mentioning him before while we were talking. I wonder if she knows about this. "Are you okay?"
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 0:16:58 GMT
"No, but I have to be, don't I?" I ask before looking up at him with a meek smile. "I'll report it later okay?"
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 20, 2009 0:19:13 GMT
"You're allowed to not be okay sometimes, Shelby." I said letting go of her a bit. "Look at me, I'm not okay." I said with a small shrug.
I nodded, "If you promise you will.."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 0:26:14 GMT
I nod a little before letting go of him as well. "I know Riley, just. I'm used to being second best so long I just figure I should suck it up and move on." I say softly before nodding again. "I will, don't worry."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 20, 2009 0:42:24 GMT
I sighed faintly, "That makes sense.. but I mean.. not everything has to do with being second best." I said shaking my head a little bit. Like getting raped.. and tortured.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 0:46:05 GMT
"In life it seems to be my goal." I say with a faint shrug. "Getting raped and tortured doesn't have to do with being second best."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 20, 2009 0:52:09 GMT
"I know, that's what I'm saying." I said shaking my head faintly. "You don't have to be okay all the time. Especially when things like that happen."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 0:57:49 GMT
I sigh a little before just agreeing with him. I really didn't like discussing this anymore. "Okay then."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 20, 2009 1:00:07 GMT
"Good. So if you need to talk about it, you know where to find me." I said with a small nod, putting a hand on her shoulder for a moment.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 1:05:22 GMT
"I know Riley, that's sorta why I came here in the first place." I say with a faint smile.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 20, 2009 1:14:49 GMT
I smiled a little bit. "Good." I said with a small nod. "And hey, girl's birthday's coming up in a couple days." I said a moment later. "You should stop by for the party." Doubt Arden's coming anymore..
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 1:20:58 GMT
"They're turning twelve already?" I ask with a smile now brighting up on my face. "I completely forgot. Sure I'll come and try to bustle all the kids together too."
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