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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 14, 2009 19:17:16 GMT
I never thought I'd be on this doorstep right now. Why I don't regret wanting to do this is beyond me seeing as Fitzy doesn't even love me and Jack does but something just isn't right when I'm with him. I wish my heart and mind would make up it's mind and this is what happens.
I sigh a little before knocking on the door. "Jack, I need to talk to you love."I whisper before already feeling a few tears fall from my clouded blue eyes. I never thought I'd be on this doorstep doing this, never. [/size] |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 14, 2009 19:30:55 GMT
[/b] He tryed to guess before walking over to the door and opening it fully. "Shel's, what are you doing here so late?" He asked her, a light frown pressing onto his eye brows.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 14, 2009 19:37:58 GMT
I look up after a few seconds, registering that he called my name. "Oh, sorry. C-can I come for a little bit? I need to talk to you." I murmur softly as I take my coat sleeve and wipe away a few tears as I bit my lip. [/size] |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 14, 2009 19:43:04 GMT
[/b] He asked her as she stepped in and he closed the door behind her.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 14, 2009 19:54:43 GMT
I nod lightly as I walked into the house. You can't even look at him. How pathetic are you Shell? "A lot apparently." I mumble aloud before realizing it. Shaking my head I look over at him and frown as my eyes instantly fall to my linked hands. "Us." |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 14, 2009 19:58:40 GMT
[/b] He said simply walking past her, scratching the back of his head, into the front room and sitting wide spreaded onto his chair. "Please sit down." He asked her.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 14, 2009 20:11:09 GMT
Nodding a little, I shuffle my feet to the couch and sit down, still not even looking at him. "Well a lot has gone through my mind lately about us and what I want and everything else..." I say knowing it was probably really faint but if I talked any louder I know the tears would start to fall. [/size] |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 15, 2009 17:16:22 GMT
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 16, 2009 6:53:46 GMT
"Jack, I just. I love you so much but I there's something there that I can't fully trust you. Can we take a break for a while so I can straighten out a few things? I don't know if it's permanent or not but I'm sure you don't want to wait." |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 18, 2009 19:06:18 GMT
[/i] The truth to be told he was thinking of her wanting to just take things slow once more. Not move as fast as they were going. "Get. Out." He said simply he couldn't even look at her. He had chossen her over Bella, and this is what she repays him with?[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 18, 2009 19:17:18 GMT
"That's what I was expecting. Exactly." "Jack, listen to me. I just need a break don't you understand? I have a lot to think about and I'm confused." I say as I walk over but I don't hug or kiss him. Just stand there in front of him with a deep frown etched on my face. [/size] |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 18, 2009 19:19:07 GMT
[/b] He told her walking over to the coffee table and opening the small draw under it taking out a small ring box.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 18, 2009 19:37:45 GMT
I hate this feeling. The feeling that you made the worst mistake of your life up to that point. Glancing at the box my heart instantly sank lower than it did when Fitzy said he didn't love me. Jack actually loved me and I turned my back on him for a maybe. "Wh-what's that?" I ask feeling a couple more tears fall down my face as I walked to where he was. [/size] |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 19, 2009 11:16:48 GMT
[/b] He said throwng the box with it's contents into it. Just looking down at the box in shame at what he was actually thinking of doing.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 19, 2009 12:11:36 GMT
"Jack!" I nearly yell, rushing to the fire and trying to pick the box out of the fire with the poker before dragging it out slowly and patting it with my hands. I know it was stupid seeing as whatever was in the box wasn't mine anymore but it doesn't mean that he should have done that. "Jack what's wrong with you?" [/size] |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 19, 2009 12:19:19 GMT
[/b] He said, crossing his arms over his chest taking in a deep sigh not to become angry at her.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 19, 2009 12:25:39 GMT
"Jack, what were you going to ask me?" [/b] I ask before walking over to him before biting my lip. "Please don't be angry with me. I said just a break I was tortured earlier this week, I'm giving up teaching and I'm pregnant." I say instantly dropping my eyes to the ground.[/blockquote][/size] |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 20, 2009 19:08:04 GMT
[/b] He told her thinking about the rest of her words. 'You were what? Your what?!?!' He thought looking back ot her face. "Why didn't you tell me? About any of that?" He asked her, but if she was pregnaunt was it his or? "Who's baby is it?" He asked her, he did love her and hoped that she never cheated on him. But there was always that possiblity with both of them.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 19:54:19 GMT
Good job Shell you could have been happy... right? What am I saying, he loves me and I love him. I sigh glancing up at him. "I-I don't know... Kevin's, yours maybe even the guy that Ruby slept with. I want you to know that I didn't do any of them willingly." I say to him with a soft voice. "I hope it's yours though..." [/size] |
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Post by Kevin Matthews on Jan 20, 2009 20:00:41 GMT
[/b] He said looking at her before looking back away and sighing once more. "For my sake i hope it isn't." He murmured softly, regreting it as soon as he had spoken it.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 20:22:30 GMT
"He raped me Jack! It wasn't my choice in the matter..." I trail off before frowning even more. "You... you're just a jerk. I hope it's not yours either if this is how you're going to be about it Jack." I almost yell at him before sitting back onto the couch. [/size] |
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Post by Kevin Matthews on Jan 20, 2009 20:27:18 GMT
[/b] He asked her simply looking down her at now. "If I'm such a jerk why are you still here? Why don't you jsut leave like you wanted to?" He asked her taking the box off of her holding it firmly.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 20:34:52 GMT
"Because Jack. I've had things to do with the kids, Liese's birthday, trying to do quidditch things for my new job... I haven't had time at all." I say before crying again. This is probably the most I've ever cried in one time. I swallow a little as I stare at the small box in his hands. "Because even though you're still a jerk, I love you Jack. I love you so much." [/size] |
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Post by Kevin Matthews on Jan 20, 2009 20:43:19 GMT
[/b] He told her walking closer to her leaning down into her face. "You wouldn't be doing this to me would you?" He hissed into her face looking up and down her before pulling back and turning around to look into the fire.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 20:47:59 GMT
"And if you loved me, you wouldn't be treating me this way!" I say before nudging him in the back. "Jack, I just need a couple days to myself... time to heal unless you really want to lay in bed with me all day and just lay there thinking of everything that has unfortunately happened to me." "Including this child... [/size] |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 20, 2009 20:54:09 GMT
[/b] He said turning ot her crossing his arms looking at her.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 20:56:23 GMT
"I don't have anything here anyway!" I say before walking over to him and pulling him around. "Jack Reco Clark don't you dare say that I don't love you." With that, I lean up and kiss him hard on the lips, nearly pulling him down to my height in the process. [/size] |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 20, 2009 21:14:17 GMT
[/b] He asked her looking into her eyes.[/ul][/size] |
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 20, 2009 21:31:09 GMT
"Jack, I love you, that's what it was for." I say softly before kissing him again. [/size] |
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Post by Jack Clark on Jan 21, 2009 18:39:19 GMT
[/b] He told her crossing his arms looking down at the box.[/ul][/size] |
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