Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jan 6, 2009 3:14:09 GMT
Well let's see. I have currently set it up so Riyann is disappearing (since she's my main character) though I have like three threads I'll finish, so I will be on occasionally.
But.
It seems I'm hardly ever on anymore, and it's true. I've got work and other things. That and my dad has figured out how to steal the computer away from my grasp.
So my apologies for being gone so much.
Though now I've got new problems. (*YAY*)
Don't I always?
Anyway, last night I decided that I need help. Sounds odd, but it's true. I haven't talked to my parents yet, but I've talked to a couple friends and I've found a therapist that I might get to help me! YAY!
Cept for the money flying out of my pocket.
I still have to set everything up.
But after last night I really do need the help and I really doubt I'll be on that often. Just 'cuz.
Oh wow, just kinda skirting around that topic....
Whoops.
First of all, does anyone really read these besides to see if someone's gone?
Whatever. Last night I was coming home and all I could think about was how I could roll my car or crash it, maybe roll it on some ice on the river and break through or something and do it all just right so I could die.... (Fun)
I almost did it too.
So I definitely need help.
Ha, wow.... that took a lot to just type it.
Anyways, that's why I may possibly be disappeareded.....
Though i will come back....
When I'm all good again!
But.
It seems I'm hardly ever on anymore, and it's true. I've got work and other things. That and my dad has figured out how to steal the computer away from my grasp.
So my apologies for being gone so much.
Though now I've got new problems. (*YAY*)
Don't I always?
Anyway, last night I decided that I need help. Sounds odd, but it's true. I haven't talked to my parents yet, but I've talked to a couple friends and I've found a therapist that I might get to help me! YAY!
Cept for the money flying out of my pocket.
I still have to set everything up.
But after last night I really do need the help and I really doubt I'll be on that often. Just 'cuz.
Oh wow, just kinda skirting around that topic....
Whoops.
First of all, does anyone really read these besides to see if someone's gone?
Whatever. Last night I was coming home and all I could think about was how I could roll my car or crash it, maybe roll it on some ice on the river and break through or something and do it all just right so I could die.... (Fun)
I almost did it too.
So I definitely need help.
Ha, wow.... that took a lot to just type it.
Anyways, that's why I may possibly be disappeareded.....
Though i will come back....
When I'm all good again!