strange (kyra)

[Logan Andrews]

I always seem to wind up here.
The muggle world would probably be a safer bet, and much as I keep deciding that from now on I will be safer and more sensible in where I go wandering, I never really take that much notice of those decisions.
It appears I'd much rather end up here or places like here and then chastise myself about it.
Huh, strange.

Everything is strange at the moment though.
Literally everything. There's not quite one element in my existence at the moment that is even vaguely familiar from the pre-Azkaban existence, not one person, not even a place.
Apart from this one.
I think I must be one of the only people to actually draw comfort from Knockturn Alley.
Also strange.

I do quite like how there's no one around though. There are a few people, obviously. The weirdo's and sicko's of the wizarding community shuffling along in the shadows.
I don't know what that makes me. Possibly a mix of both, weird and sick. Although I've known that for a while.
Weird and sick and cold...
It is cold. I hate winter, actually, I think. I like to be outside for prolonged amounts of time which is harder and more uncomfortable when it's cold.
I'm not ready to leave yet though, so I'm just going to continue idly wandering down Knockturn Alley in the freezing cold.
Brilliant idea.

[Kyra Moonlight]

[/i]

Running her hand through her hair, the gentle breeze swaying side to side in the wind. Making her layers fly everywhere with the messy blackness of it. Her eyes keeping track on the sky above her, it was dark, she had no idea what the time was at this point. She had been just sitting there for hours on end, her head resting back on the wall, and her legs crossed up as she sat on the bench.

Her dark blue eyes kept moving back and forworth as she saw people walking among to shadows infront of her. Her fingers spread across her knees as she sat there, her fingers began to stiffen up as the cold hit her. Shutting her eyes, she rolled them softly underneath before grunting softly and looking around again.

Kyra's mind wandered, she kept on wondering what life was all about. She always ended up at one place, and then something would fuck up completely. And being the pathetic girl she was, she would run away again and think about it.

Her big puffy coat made her stomach not so cold, well, with the way it had gotten so thin lately, she was quite surprised. Her legs, however were painfully thin in her skinnies, therefore, they started to shake.[/size][/ul]

[Logan Andrews]

"Have you completely lost your mind? Except instead of murderous, now you're suicidal?"
I'm not sure where that came from, but I think I'm going to turn it over a few times now and think on it.
I'm not really suicidal. I'm not really murderous either, sort of in that weird state where I'd quite like to kill someone just because I really miss the feeling that I got from it, but I know that I don't need to really. It's a craving that I'm denying myself, not a complete necessity, and hopefully if I abstain long enough then it will disappear completely.
However, I am starting to think I genuinely have lost my mind.

Especially when I catch sight of someone familiar.
It doesn't really stand to reason that I should recognise someone around here. I sort of assumed that all of the people that I used to spot and recognise as someone I know that could be found down Knockturn Alley would have been killed or put into Azkaban by now.
But there she is...sitting there and watching people walk past and I'm sure that I know her...but maybe I have really lost my mind.
I eye her somewhat cautiously as I head past, tucking my hands in my pockets and trying to stop that vague sense of recognition from bugging me.

[Kyra Moonlight]

[/i]

Her head began to look down at her pale fingers, they began to go numb. She moved of her hands and started to pull her fingers backwards, feeling nothing at all when they hit the back of her hand. Giving a small 'hm' sound, she was curious how the weather works.

Suddenly hearing someone else's thought with her, her eyebrow raised. And her head glanced over to someone walking out infront of her.

She couldn't help but recognise the details to his bone structure. The way he eyed her up, the curiosity in his eyes. She looked back at him with the same stare he gave her. It took her a minute or two to realise that she knew this person, it didn't quite click to her how but she definitely remembered he was an old Death Eater with her.

".. Logan?"

Her voice curious and quiet. Interested, at the fact he had gotten ore gorgeous than the last time they had met. Or what she can remember from.[/size][/ul]

[Logan Andrews]

That's very relieving in that I haven't actually gone mad and all, but also slightly alarming because it takes me a few seconds longer to place her.
It's a few seconds where I stop and sort of try not to stare at her with too much blind interest while I try and figure it out...and then, oh...yeah.
"Kyra?"
I hope I've got that right. If she's who I think she is, she's one of the few exceptions to my bad memory for names, as in I can remember her first name but not her last when usually it works the other way.
Of course, she could just be someone completely different who knows who I am and I've gone and called her something else.

[Kyra Moonlight]

[/i]

Shaking her head softly as he had stopped to realise who she actually was. She couldn't help but give a light giggle underneath her breath as she looked down, she was quite surprised that he had somewhat atleast remembered her first name.

"Atleast you haven't lost every thought about me.. Bet it took you while to figure it out again though, eh?"

Looking up at the guy which stood infront of her, she gave a faint smile to him. The last time she saw him, he was in Azkaban. All she could remember was sneaking in there to see him, she has no idea why or how.

Moving her hand to the bench next to her, she patted it a few times.

"Please sit."

Another faint smile, she wanted to catch up with him. Or remember everything about eachother once again.[/size][/ul]

[Logan Andrews]

I've just remembered...she came to see me while I was in Azkaban. I probably should have remembered her sooner, but obviously the whole Azkaban period is more than a little bit hazy.
"Yeah...took me a while," I shake my head absently, as if this is an explanation for why it took me a while rather than just agreeing with her.
And then I hesitate before actually taking her up on her offer, glancing upwards briefly as if it's not enough to just look to my side to realise that it is in fact dark already and I should in fact have gone back to Arden's already by now.
But I'm also still not ready to go back yet, so...it's a welcome distraction at least and I sit down next to her on the bench.
"So...how have you been?" I ask, vaguely awkwardly.

[Kyra Moonlight]

[/i]

Nodding softly as he finally took her offer up and actually sat next to her on the bench. Looking over to him slightly before biting her lower lip, when she thought about catching up, she actually had no idea on what to talk about to him. Which made a small chuckle go through her thoughts.

".. I've been good thank you.. Just the usual, ups and downs, running away, blah."

A small shrug formed onto her tiny shoulders, moving her hand back up to her another hand. Before latching them around each other, cracking her fingers softly as she felt another small breeze blow into her face. Random strands of hair gently waved over her face. Before using the breath from her lips to blow the out of the way.

".. How about yourself?"[/size][/ul]

[Logan Andrews]

That was sort of vague, but then again I wouldn't really know what to do with a more detailed answer anyway.
I was struggling to remember her less than a minute ago, so it doesn't really have to be a huge indepth conversation. It's more a distraction than anything.
"Mm, sounds interesting," I shrug in response, then shrug again, "The usual."
Breaking out of Azkaban, wandering around as if I'm trying to get caught, actually finding out the reason I've never been able to just get rid of that damn childhood friend of mine...well, yes, just the usual.
But again, vague is good, really.

[Kyra Moonlight]

[/i]

Tilting her head to one side slightly as she looked over to him, resting her chin on her shoulder softly. Listening to his vague answer but then however catching on with his thoughts. She knew she should really stop fro reading other peoples thoughts, but she couldn't really help herself. She was just used to it by now, it just annoyed other people around her.

"When did you break out of Azkaban?"

Curiosity filled her mind and you could hear it in her voice.

She remembered visiting him there, and that was a while back now. That was the last time they saw each other, might be why they barely remembered each other.[/size][/ul]

[Logan Andrews]

"Hm, another one," I murmur, glancing at her sideways as if it's her own fault that she can get into my head.
I'm fairly sure that I didn't know that she was before, or maybe I just blocked it out because I really do like my privacy and I really don't like readers because of that.
"Uh...a while ago, I think. Month...give or take a couple of weeks."
Of course I think that's how long ago it was. I've not been that great at marking the transition of days. I have no idea what day it is now, or month actually. It's winter.
And for some reason I'm not too bothered about her knowing anyway, she's probably not going to turn me in. I really hope not at least.
"Why the curiousity, Kyra?"

[Kyra Moonlight]

[/b]

Muttering under her breath after a few seconds of sitting there and then listening to what he said next. Well, at least he replied to her question, one thing she guessed.

"O, I saw you ages ago in Askaban.."

Humming in a tune, she shook her head softly, making her layers swing in the breeze.

"I don't actually know, I just never knew what it was like to be locked up in Askaban."[/size][/ul]