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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 16:00:37 GMT
So far it's been Tyler, Arden by coincidence, Riley, and Jack that have all been here to visit. Arden was probably the least liked of the visits, but maybe the most remembered because of where I was. Riley, well it was always good to see Riley, even if we've just recently divorced, it's a bit messed up though because he still loves me, which makes just giving up on everything so much harder than it should be. Tyler, that was an interesting visit, I'd been flat out ignoring him which wasn't the smartest, because he's absolutly stubborn and started throwing things at me until he got my attention.
Jack, that was unexpected because he just started calling out my name because he wanted to know why I was there? Well that wasn't all of the visit, but the beginning at least.
And now I was back to being alone, sitting in the corner, back propped against the wall with my eyes shut tight, trying to block out a really bad headache without succeding. Rather painful actually.
The pictures of the kids were sprawled out on my lap so I could look at them whenever I wanted, and I got the chance of seeing Riley too, which was both good and bad. It varried, so I'd only look at it some of the times, which meant not looking at Justin's picture so often. "Stupid." I muttered and opened my eyes. The water Jack had given me, well I hadn't even drank that much of it, only a little bit at some points, I was saving it for when I needed it.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 18, 2008 3:31:41 GMT
Shell was walking down the paths of cells, looking for her friend. Yes, she still considered Riyann with what had happened. Something just didn't feel right about just cutting her from her life. It seemed that everyone did to her and decided that Riyann needed someone. Pulling her cloak closer to herself once she passed a dementor she noticed Riyann in one of the cells. "Riy... it's me, Shell." she whispers softly, grasping either side of the bars with a deep frown on her face. Shell knew firsthand what is was like in that cell and would never wish that upon anyone.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 18, 2008 22:53:31 GMT
I was sitting huddled in the corner, counting down the minutes until Friday, and really, it was taking too long, but that didn't matter. June said that she'd be here, even if I'd told her to forget about it. I hadn't told Regan about it yet, why would I? She might not come as it is, so why give him false hope?
I was currently still stuck in the first day.
It would be far too long.
Looking up, and momentarily losing count of where I was I saw Shelby on the other side of the bars that kept me in here, the ones that wouldn't be keeping me in here for much longer.
"Shell." I whispered softly, getting on my knees and crawling towards the bars instead of standing up and walking. Why I was crawling, I didn't know, but that was too bad. I was crawling, and that's how it was.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 20, 2008 22:52:54 GMT
Shell nods lightly, almost giving her a cringing smile. "Hey love, are you okay?" she asks softly before watching Riyann crawl, made her frown settle in completely now as she bent down to the ground almost sitting, unsure what else to say to her right now. What could she say to her? I'm sorry that you're stuck in there for killing my cousin? Shell bites her lip as a dementor passes by again before shifting her eyes back to Riyann as her newly brunette head leaned against the bars next to her hands.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 20, 2008 23:04:02 GMT
"M'fine." I murmured, though it was a complete lie and I was sure Shelby knew that, but oh well. At least I could say that.
Shell moved, bending down towards the ground and almost sat, though I wasn't sure if she thought about it or if she had just happened to look like she was almost sitting, either way, I was glad I didn't have to stand up for another visit. After a while it did get quite tiring. "How're you?" I asked, sitting and wrapping my hands lightly around the bars. Oh it had been a long while since I last saw her.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 20, 2008 23:12:44 GMT
Shell nods again, unable to even form a sentence right now. Opening her mouth, she would just shut it just as quickly before hearing her question. "I'm okay, just trying to deal with the bustle of the holidays for the kids... I miss you too of course." she says softly before feeling her eyes drop down the space between them.
Shell couldn't even look at her like this. No wonder no one wanted to visit her when she was stuck in here. You couldn't say anything really good, you couldn't say anything in the first place just stare at the person on the other side of the bars. Moving her hands on top of Riyann's she grasps them lightly before smiling faintly at her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 20, 2008 23:39:20 GMT
I smiled weakly towards her as she answered and nodded faintly. "Forgot what time of the year it was." I mused with a faint laugh. It was really quite sad though, forgetting that christmas and such was coming around so soon. "Missed you too." I murmured with a faint smile.
I really had missed Shelby, probably just as bad as I missed the kids, which was saying a lot, seeing as I missed them more than anything.
Shell moved her hands over mine and I smiled softly, pressing my forehead lightly against the bars.
"I love you Shell." I whispered softly.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 20, 2008 23:56:53 GMT
Shell sighs a bit, realizing until now that the holidays would probably not be a good topic to discuss with someone who couldn't spend it with their loved ones on those certain days. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that love." she says quickly feeling her own faint smile fade away. It was almost as if Riyann was a dementor, draining all the happiness out of herself and Shell. Leaning her forehead against the bar, she sighs lightly. "Love you too, Riy." she says softly feeling a slight pain in her heart. It wasn't like she was lying, but it stung so hard for some reason.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 21, 2008 0:09:50 GMT
I shook my head faintly when she apologized, hell, I hadn't even noticed why she was apologizing for, I had been just happy to see her, to hear her voice, and then I figured it out. "S'alright." I murmured, watching Shell's smile fade away. I hated when that happened, when someone's smile went away, it made it so much harder to smile myself. I'd have to deal with it though. Really, there wasn't much else I could do. Not really at least.
She said she loved me too and a ghost of a smile came across my lips. I wasn't sure if I could believe it, if I was hearing things, or if I was just over thinking everything. I mean, wouldn't it be better to just believe it? It would if this wasn't really happening, because then for this amount of time I could know that Shelby loved me too. If she meant it, I think I'd want to believe it instead of being hurt by a lie. Hearing things? Hell, I'd love to hear that too.
The last time I'd seen Shell I remember her being angry with me at the start. I remember that so well. She had made the comment about how it was good Riley had custody, made comments about me killing Lil. I almost wanted to say she got her wish, but I couldn't.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 21, 2008 0:25:24 GMT
Shell glances back down to the ground before looking at Riyann slightly. "How have you been doing hun?" she asks extending her hand through the bars and resting it on Riyann's cold cheek. She was way too skinny and thin now, just like Shell was when she was here. Sliding a finger underneath her jawbone down to her chin she lifts her cheek to the side and towards herself to lightly kiss her cheek. "I've been thinking about you and meant to visit, but I just been able to come visit. I'm so sorry."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 21, 2008 0:33:45 GMT
I watched Shelby, my eyes never leaving her porcelain face, too afraid to look away incase I missed anything. And lately, missing one thing was like missing a whole life time. I was already missing plenty. "Fine." I whispered smiling weakly, actually I'd been the oposite of fine. "A little better than a while ago." I added just under my breath. And it was true. Because a little while ago I gave up on everything and I was only now starting to pull back around.
Shell turned my cheek towards her and I shut my eyes faintly when she kissed my cheek and I turned back to her. "S'alright. You're here now." I whispered softly, moving close to the bars, close enough to her to kiss her lightly against the lips. I had to kiss her, I wasn't sure if she'd be mad or not, but it was a simple peck before I'd pulled away faintly.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 21, 2008 0:38:44 GMT
Shell touched her lips lightly after Riyann kissed her, feeling a faint smile forming on her lips. "Riy, I must ask... do you love me more than Riley?" she says softly, feeling her voice failing her every second after she spoke to her. She couldn't help it, she was scared of what Riyann would say or do as she let her fingertips trace her lips still awaiting her answer.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 21, 2008 0:46:58 GMT
Honestly, I think I could love anyone more than him now. I wanted to hate him I really did. And I loved Shelby, and I was getting over Riley, sort of. I mean I'd still love him, but he didn't want to be with me so I should be able to be with whoever I wanted, and I did honestly think I could love Shell more than him, maybe not anyone, but definitely Shelby. "Yeah." I whispered softly, moving and putting my hand lightly on her cheek. It really shouldn't matter to her though. I wasn't going to get out of here. Hell, people were to cowardly to even tell me that. I was supposed to know the day after I'd been thrown in this dump.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 21, 2008 0:50:57 GMT
She smiles a little wider, but one full of what could have been thoughts tracing every line of the smile, but it was still a real actual Shelby smile. "Good, otherwise I think I'd feel guilty for this." she says, reaching forward and kissing her deeply almost pulling Riyann against the bars with herself pushing onto them. After a few seconds she broke the kiss, a light red flushing onto her cheeks afterwards. "Sorry... again."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 21, 2008 0:59:53 GMT
I saw Shelby smile a little more, the smile spreading wider across her lips and I could see that it was real and I smiled, glad that she was smiling at this moment. I was going to ask what she'd feel guilty for, when really it should've been obvious as it was, but before I could answer Shell had already pulled me close against the bars and was kissing me deeply and I kissed her back just as deeply.
I was such an idiot, getting landed in here.
Shell broke the kiss and I could see a red flush on Shell's cheeks and I laughed faintly.
"I love you." I whispered after she said sorry another time and I moved next to the bars again, kissing her lightly. "I love you, I love you." I mumbled.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 21, 2008 5:53:27 GMT
Shell giggles lightly, feeling her cheeks still clouded with the red tint covering her cheeks. "You love me that much?" she asks tilting her head slightly with a grin. For a moment, it felt as if they weren't actually in Azkaban at that moment. "If these bars weren't here... I think you should be scared." she says with a wink before kissing her lightly again.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 22, 2008 4:07:54 GMT
The light blush still covered Shell's cheeks and I could only smile a little, moving my hand, my shakey fingers to brush lightly against her cheek. "I love you." I answered again and laughed faintly. "Oh, I should be scared?" I asked, raising an eyebrow towards her, smiling lightly as she winked and then kissed me again. Not even a moment later I pressed my lips faintly harder against hers with a smile.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 24, 2008 23:43:35 GMT
Shell laughs a little more backing away some, but she was still faintly smiling at her. "I think I should go love... do you think you're ever going to get out of here?" she asks with a sigh.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 24, 2008 23:47:39 GMT
I pouted slightly when she said she thought she should go, but I wasn't going to stop her. Not in the least, for the past few minutes she made me forget that I was even in Azkaban. "I'll look you up when I find my way out." I said with a faint, teasing laugh.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 24, 2008 23:56:09 GMT
Shell laughs slightly before winking back at her. "I'll keep that in mind Riy. See you." she says with a nod before getting up and walking down the hallway to visit a few other people.
[[hmmm. new thread?]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 25, 2008 0:05:43 GMT
[[Hm, Yesum... Riy's even escapediddles.. lol]]
"I love you Shell." I called after her with a faint laugh.
[[Bah, pathetic post of me. lmao]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 25, 2008 0:06:44 GMT
[[hahaha, it's fine. You make or me?]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 25, 2008 0:08:47 GMT
[[Uhm.. You? I LOVE YOU JOURDAN! haha]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 25, 2008 0:14:24 GMT
[[hmmm, I might just write a paragraph... XD kk then.]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 25, 2008 0:16:44 GMT
[[Lol, that's fine. Is eating so feels the need to be lazy.
lmao.
How're you?]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Nov 25, 2008 0:25:03 GMT
[[I'm good, just not liking this cold weather, but I really have no room to complain to you about cold weather. lol.
Oh and the thread is made at Shell's house.]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 25, 2008 0:28:08 GMT
[[Lmao.. Well it hasn't got that could yet. So yeah.. ;D
But ick..... Hope it gets to be 80 degrees over there. Lmao...
Is there! Love you]]
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