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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 3:41:40 GMT
That doesn't mean anything. I shrugged faintly and didn't speak again and just looked down at the pictures, moving them to the ground and spreading them out so I could look at all three at the same time.
This place was all too messy and really it'd be almost impossible to keep the pictures safe, clean and all, but I'd manage.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Nov 8, 2008 3:48:20 GMT
I sighed slightly looking over to her. "Do you really think that you're never going to get out of here?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 3:53:43 GMT
"Not for a while." I whispered, which made me really just want to give up. A year, I doubt I could even last for that long, let alone for another two three months. Truthfully I couldn't do it. I really couldn't.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Nov 8, 2008 3:54:52 GMT
"Then all you have to do is just hold on.." I said shakin gmy head a little bit. "You'll have vistors.. and you want to see the kids again.."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 4:01:41 GMT
I nodded, though I didn't see why he was trying so hard to get me through this. He should hate my guts, or at least not be trying this hard. "Have you signed them?" I asked softly as I looked to the pictures, almost looking like I was asking the pictures as it was.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Nov 8, 2008 4:05:31 GMT
I frowned slightly at her question and I nodded a little bit. "Yeah.. a couple days ago." I said quietly looking over to her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 4:10:39 GMT
I nodded, feeling my heart shatter that much more than it has, and I swallowed the lump that was caught in my throat. I had that coming, I had to expect it because I'd signed them first, I was the first one to think of the divorce papers because Riley didn't want to be with me. He told me he wasn't sure if he was doing the right thing and I told him right then and there he would be better off signing them. And he did. Now we were over completely. "Maybe you should just go." I whispered as I had a hand wiping across my eyes, still looking towards the ground.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Nov 8, 2008 4:14:50 GMT
I paused for a moment, looking down at the floor. "You want to me leave?" I asked looking over to her. Was it just because I signed the papers? Wasn't she expecting me to say that? I mean, she signed them first.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 4:22:19 GMT
Had I not been clear enough? Though I didn't want him to leave, just maybe it'd be best. I sat there, hunched over for a few silent moments before shrugging a little. I didn't even want to speak to him anymore, just because I knew he signed the papers. Technically you should be mad at yourself, but he's the one that wanted it over.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Nov 8, 2008 4:24:24 GMT
I nodded slightly, watching her shrug. "Okay.. I'll go if you want me to." I said quietly, as I started to stand up. "I'll be back to visit.."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 4:29:06 GMT
I wanted to tell him no and tell him to stay, but who would that really benefit? Definitely not me, as much as I wanted to think it would. I could feel more thick tears falling from my eyes and I felt them brush down my dirt covered cheeks. "Okay." I whispered, looking up at him for a moment as he started standing up. I hoped he knew that I didn't just want him to leave because I hated him, I hoped that he knew it was quite the opposite of that.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Nov 8, 2008 4:31:16 GMT
I didn't really know the exact reason she wanted me to leave, but I knew she didn't want me here, so I nodded slightly when she said okay. After I was standing up all the way, I looked at her another moment, biting my lip slightly, ".. Take care of yourself, okay?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 4:40:18 GMT
I lifted an arm and gestured around me. " 've got everything I need." I said sarcastically before smiling weakly. I knew he meant well, just how he could say that in a place like this was beyond me. "I love you." I murmured, deciding that I'd say that, no matter what now.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Nov 8, 2008 4:43:19 GMT
I let out a faint chuckle and shook my head slightly, "I'll be back." I told her in response with a faint smile to her. I heard her say that she loved me and I paused for a moment, biting my lip a little bit. ".. Love you too." I said back to her, as I started to walk backwards, still facing the cell.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 4:50:25 GMT
"I know." I whispered smiling slightly more now that he'd chuckled faintly, now that he was smiling faintly. After I'd said I love you he paused and I could tell he was debating whether or not to say the same thing, honestly I didn't want him to say a thing, because then I wouldn't have to deal with the fact that this was all my entire fault. I wanted to tell him to never say that again because I didn't want it to be true, but my smile fell slightly instead and I was just smiling weakly towards him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Nov 8, 2008 5:02:45 GMT
I watched her smile fall slightly and mine fell a bit with it. "... See you." I said quietly, before turning around and starting to leave.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 15:14:54 GMT
"Good-bye." I mumbled softly after he said see you. After my smile had fallen slightly so had Riley's and I wasn't entirely sure why, maybe it was just because mine had, or because he knew how much harder everything was when he told me that he loved me.
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