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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Oct 26, 2008 2:14:36 GMT
"You really are mad, aren't you?" I ask, glancing up and down the street to try and decide where I ought to try next. Why in the hell didn't I just leave her with Lilith or Mer? "How exactly do you think I am, Riyann? How are you?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 26, 2008 2:18:12 GMT
"If you'd rather think of it that way." I commented and shrugged a little again, watching as he glanced up and down a street. "So you don't know where you're daughter's mum lives or what?" I asked as he had looked down the street.
"I dunno, didn't I ask Zee?" I asked, raising an eyebrow slightly. "Oh, I'm alright, everythings as high as the clouds and as colorful as the rainbows." I said with a grin on my face, though it wasn't true, it kind of sounded like it was.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Oct 26, 2008 2:24:28 GMT
"Further proof that you're insane then," I nod, then shrug. "Last time I checked, she was a half-crazy crack-addicted whore who likes to hang out in Knockturn Alley and tell people she's a mudblood, then curse them when they try anything." This is a slight exaggeration, but only slight. "For all I know, she's dead now."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 26, 2008 2:27:39 GMT
I shrugged a little when he said it was further proof. Sometimes I did wish that Zee and I could just be friends or have a normal conversation, but he was the one that made that all go away. "And you're leaving your daughter with her?" I asked softly, glancing up at him with a look that said he was half crazy. "Really Zee, couldn't you think of anyone else better to take care of her?"
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Oct 26, 2008 2:33:49 GMT
"She seemed to think that I was a better caretaker than she would be," I shrug, then laugh slightly as I realize how childishly spiteful I sound. "I just thought I'd return the favor... and Arden went to Canada, didn't you know? Otherwise I'd leave her with her. But Lacey's not as bad as she thinks, and at least... so I thought... she'd be safe from people like you if I left her with her mother."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 26, 2008 2:37:59 GMT
"Maybe she had reason to think that." I said, rolling my eyes slightly. "Of course I knew that." I muttered, biting my lip. How couldn't I know that? Well it'd be quite possible, though not likely, not with how her and Riley always seemed to find the time for eachother, even though it wasn't much more than kissing. Rolling my eyes lightly I focused back on what Fitzy was saying and raised an eyebrow. "People like me?" I asked, laughing at that. "Whatever. I didn't kill her or harm her in any way now have I?" I asked, looking up at him, waiting for an answer.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Oct 26, 2008 2:44:33 GMT
"So was that just a bluff then?" I ask, raising my eyebrows. "When you were threatening to? And a lie when you said you killed your sister-in-law? I'll stick with 'people like you,' thanks."
I ignore the part about Lacey, because even though I may generally refer to her as a crackwhore, I really do think she'd be a better parent than me... at least on the days she's not crazy. But I'm not going to let our third conversational topic disappear, not with what I've just remembered.
"No, I guess you would have a pretty good idea that she left...." I laugh slightly. "Especially considering why she left."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 26, 2008 2:48:47 GMT
"I still can if you want Patricks." I hissed after he asked if it was just a bluff. "Do what you want, doesn't matter to me." I added, rolling my eyes slightly. Some people have the gift of guessing things right off the bat, others don't quite have that gift.
"Got something to say to that?" I asked him, daring him to continue and say something stupid on his part just so I could kill him. I didn't hate Arden, not until this all came back up, though when, I didn't hate her then either. Just Riley really. "Do you Patricks?" I asked, pushing him slightly more not even a moment later to say something.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Oct 26, 2008 2:53:06 GMT
"Go ahead," I mutter, with no real conviction behind it - just a mild resentment of the little girl in my arms. But not enough resentment to actually push her too far, so I pause for a bit before replying. "Not a whole lot to say, I suppose. Just kind of a shame he didn't pick her to begin with, seeing as you're now psychotic."
I do hope that wasn't too far.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 26, 2008 3:00:38 GMT
I rolled my eyes when he muttered to go ahead, but I knew he wouldn't want me too so I didn't, I wouldn't do it with out a reason to do anything.
I nodded faintly when he said there wasn't a whole lot to say, expecting that to be the only thing he was going to say. I felt like killing him at what he said, but I wasn't going too. I could always kill his daughter, but that would mean little Fitzy wouldn't have to join back with the death eaters. Maybe I could just punch him. Then I just wanted to walk away because I did hate his guts that bad. I could feel my hand gripping my wand now but I let it go after a moment, forcing myself to not do anything. "Wouldn't you say?" I asked, raising an eyebrow, glaring at him as I did.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Oct 26, 2008 3:13:56 GMT
"I believe I just did," I say, raising my eyebrows and wondering what in the hell she's referring to. I've noticed her tensing up, and try to remind myself not to be so stupid with what I say.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 26, 2008 14:15:05 GMT
So maybe that hadn't made as much sense as I had intended, but really, I don't think anyone could blame me much, at least I hope they couldn't. I'm trying to think of something to do to him for what he just said, something that didn't involve killing him, no matter how much I wanted to. "He's probably thinking that same thing." I muttered, rolling my eyes and looking down the street now, focusing on everything within the street, to get my mind off of what he's just said and what he had just said really hit me hard, so really it was rather hard to start ignoring that fact.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Oct 26, 2008 23:52:41 GMT
"Can you blame him?" I mutter back, snorting lightly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 27, 2008 1:03:16 GMT
"Pretty soon you're going to wish you hadn't started running your mouth Patricks." I said, glaring at him now. I wasn't afraid of him, I wasn't afraid of killing him, more I didn't want to, but I was seriously starting to think about it.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Oct 27, 2008 14:54:08 GMT
"Well, I'm already wishing we weren't having this conversation," I shrug. "How much worse can it get?"
Of course she could still kill Melody, but I guess I'm half-calling her bluff and half not really caring.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 28, 2008 2:26:12 GMT
"Tell me when you want to find out." I muttered, rolling my eyes slightly. He really was oblivious and really quite ignorant. Which I didn't quite understand, but then again I used to think that he wasn't ever oblivious. This just kind of proved he was.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Oct 28, 2008 3:19:07 GMT
I decide not to reply to this now, because I really don't know why we've been attempting conversation in the first place.
I also don't know how I ever expected to find Lacey like this, just wandering randomly down the streets. So finally I sigh, shaking my head and shrugging at Riyann.
"I don't suppose I can still take you up on your offer to take the kid, can I?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 30, 2008 2:15:36 GMT
I had to laugh softly at his question, it wasn't like 'ha, you're an idiot to offer me that' kind of laugh, but really just normal. "Why're you trying to get rid of her so bad?" I asked softly, looking at her. I really wouldn't mind taking her. Then again, maybe I could just help him take care of her or something. It's not like I wanted to go and stay back at home all that long.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Oct 30, 2008 4:39:56 GMT
"Initially because I was planning on running, and this way she wouldn't get killed too when I eventually get caught," I mutter, shrugging. "But now because... I really just don't want her around."
Now that she mentions it, in fact, I'm not really sure why I want her gone so bad. But I guess if I'm going to be filth again, I can't care about anybody. So, therefore, if I stop caring whether she lives or dies, but she's still with me... not good. I have to get rid of her first, before I shut off my emotions.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Oct 31, 2008 2:08:09 GMT
I bit my lip softly and tried to hide the fact that I was feeling a wave of guilt hit me now. "Why don't you want her 'round though? She's really quite adorable so far." I murmured softly. I was starting to think about getting out of there, maybe I could give Fitzy and his daughter a little bit of a headstart with running, pretend to kill them or something. Really, for what I've just done this seems a little bit more generous than you think I could have the right to be.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Oct 31, 2008 14:28:11 GMT
I laugh with just a small touch of humor at that, shaking my head. "And you know how 'adorable' is such a big factor for me...."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 2, 2008 15:26:28 GMT
I shrugged a little, debating whether or not to leave or to leave letting him know that he really doesn't have to join back up with us as I've threatened his daughter so that he would. That was smart on my part. "You know, I'd say I'd take her, but I really doubt that this is the right time." I said with a slight grin, shrugging slightly. "So I'd say you're stuck with her, no matter if adorable is a big factor to you or not."
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Nov 2, 2008 15:55:48 GMT
"Thanks," I say dryly, rolling my eyes. I guess I'll have to ditch her somewhere else then. "Can I ask why this is such a bad time for you?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 2, 2008 16:08:05 GMT
I laughed lightly at his thanks and shook my head lightly. I'd really love to take his daughter, but I've got my own worries, and my own kids to see. "Fitzy, I've killed my sister in law and Riley's already found out, who knows how long I'll have before I'm either shipped off to Azkaban or running around hiding again." I said, shaking my head still, a shaky laugh passing my lips now.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Nov 2, 2008 16:29:04 GMT
I snort very lightly at that, shaking my head. "Well you could always just kill him as well, couldn't you?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 3, 2008 3:40:55 GMT
"Someone else told him, so I'd still be just as likely to be caught. Besides why're you trying to 'help' me?" I asked, raising an eyebrow before laughing softly.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Nov 4, 2008 14:18:15 GMT
"Just pointing out the obvious solution," I shrug, not bothering to point out that it was sarcastic and I'm hardly seriously suggesting that she kill my sister's best friend.
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