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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 19:32:27 GMT
Shell smiles and hugs her again. "Thanks, he's just so cute and quiet all the time. It's a wonder cause he lives with Draven." she laughs a bit.
[[Hey! Did you say he wasn't or was cute? XD]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 11, 2008 19:36:10 GMT
[[haha.. So totally mean did sound cute.. whoops.]]
I smiled as Shelby hugged me back. "That'd be a real wonder, huh?" I asked softly, smiling a little more.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 19:40:02 GMT
She nods, just leaning back a bit. "So are you okay?" Shell asks fumbling with her wedding ring.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 11, 2008 19:42:15 GMT
I nodded. "Course I am." I said softly. I'd get through everything at home and all. I watched her play her fingers around with her wedding ring as she fumbled with it.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 19:44:49 GMT
"Sometimes I wonder what if. You and me, if I didn't go play quidditch, the whole Draven thing, forgiving my father or not... that list goes on and on." Shell whispers lightly taking off her wedding ring and the band setting it on the island.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 11, 2008 19:47:29 GMT
"But it all did happen Shell." I said softly, biting my lip softly. "But I do too." I added in a small whisper. Out of most of the things I wondered what if I had never come to Hogwarts though, where would I be if not dead on several different accounts. But out of wondering if I never came to Hogwarts, I mostly wondered what would have happened to Riley.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 20:01:01 GMT
Shell nods again, turning around and rest her elbows up on the island, staring at her wedding ring. "The biggest one is did I make a good decision in marrying Jay."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 11, 2008 20:05:08 GMT
I bit my lip softly and walked over to where she was leaning her elbows on the island. "I think you did." I whispered softly. "Some things just don't always last." I said a little louder but still quietly. "Do you love him Shell?" I asked, wondering if she loved Jay anymore.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 20:13:13 GMT
Shell looks over at Riyann and sighs. "I honestly couldn't tell you. I do and then I don't." she says softly, feeling a few tears pour down her face. "I just. I don't know."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 11, 2008 20:25:39 GMT
I looked at Shelby and pulled her into another hug. "It's going to be alright." I whispered softly. I loved Shelby a lot more than this before, but sometimes feelings don't last, not that I didn't love her anymore. Maybe that's all it was for her anymore.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 21:42:19 GMT
"How? Me maybe not in love with my husband of thirteen years?" she asks with a sob, but hugs her back tight. "Question. Do you ever stop loving people from the past?" she asks with a sigh.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 11, 2008 21:48:02 GMT
"I dunno Shell, it just will be." I said softly, hugging her back just as tight. "Which people are you talking about?" I asked softly.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 21:52:23 GMT
"Anyone really. Me and Nick, Me and Jay, Me and you. I don't know." she says softly, turning her head onto her shoulder.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 11, 2008 22:02:56 GMT
"I didn't stop loving you Shell, just not as much as it was before." I said softly, shaking my head a little. "I stopped loving a past boyfriend a long while ago." I added, biting my lip lightly. "There were some other people." I added in a small whisper. "I still care about them though." Well, the ones that are still alive.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 22:06:22 GMT
"O-oh." she says slightly surprised but continues to lean her head on her shoulder. "But everyone tells me it's wrong to love more than one person." Shell sighs, hugging her a bit tighter. "I still love Nick too, but not as much as Jay or Draven, even you." she says softly biting her lip as well.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 11, 2008 22:12:18 GMT
"Well their stupid Shell." I said softly, hugging her a little tighter with a small smile. I may love her still but I wasn't going to do anything like we'd done before. I was with Riley, even if he had damn amnesia. "It'll be okay Shell." I whispered softly, looking over at her from where she was leaning her head on my shoulder.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 22:15:25 GMT
Shell giggles softly finally looking back at her. "That's not a nice thing to say Riyann. It might hurt their feelings." she says with a light smile.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 11, 2008 22:19:18 GMT
I laughed softly after hearing Shelby giggle and shrugged softly. "Eh, I'll deal with their feelings later." I said smiling again.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 22:24:17 GMT
"Oh really? How will you do that?" she asks with another laugh.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 11, 2008 23:26:26 GMT
I shrugged with a small smile. "You know me Shell, I don't think things through, but I'll make it happen." I said with a small laugh. "Well, I do need to know whose feelings I'm hurting and all, and which feelings and, ugh, it might just be to much work, huh?" I asked with a small grin.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 23:48:11 GMT
"Yeah that and it's way too confusing." she laughs a bit.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 11, 2008 23:50:23 GMT
I grinned a little more and nodded, hugging her a little tighter for a small moment. "Exactly, we know how I am with confusing. I think." I said, pausing before say I think.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 11, 2008 23:51:42 GMT
Shell nods just shaking her head. She walks over to the kitchen table and sits on it looking at her hands again.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 12, 2008 0:01:49 GMT
[[Nods, just shaking her head??? lol]]
I bit my lip and stayed where I was, watching Shelby as she looked at her hands. "You okay?" I asked softly, biting my lip softly.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 12, 2008 0:07:51 GMT
"No." she says softly. "He cheated." Shell mumbles, looking over to her.
[[yeah yeah, I just caught that too. XD]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 12, 2008 0:14:20 GMT
[[lol, ;D]]
"What?" I asked softly, walking over to her, I was pretty sure I had heard her right, but still. Besides, what was I supposed to say to that. "Hun, I'm sorry." I whispered softly, hugging her lightly, not sure if she wanted even that.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 12, 2008 0:26:39 GMT
Shell shakes her head. "So, I'm leaving him anyway. We both get what we want. His bitch Andra and me with Draven." she nods lightly.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 12, 2008 0:33:46 GMT
I pulled away after a moment and nodded a little. "I-I, god I don't know what to say Shell." I said softly, this is why people shouldn't tell me what's wrong, at least not if they want me to say something to them.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 12, 2008 0:35:18 GMT
"It's fine. You don't have to." she nods, glancing down at her hands again.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 12, 2008 0:37:36 GMT
"But I want to, and I feel bad for some reason." I said softly, biting my lip as Shelby looked down at her hands again. "So you really love him, huh Shell?" I asked, talking about Draven with a small smile.
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