|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 28, 2008 21:55:42 GMT
Jerami had told Emilie he needed the day to himself. She more then likely knew why since he did it the same day ever year. It was the day him and Saphire first met. He had deceided he walk though the woods behind his old house.
The place he and Saphire had played when they were younger...innocent. Sighing with his hands in the pockets of his black pants and a plain black tank top on his top to show off his arms. Looking up at the sky he sighed.
It was a partly cloudy day. The blue sky peeked out behind the white clouds in little patches. "It sure is a nice day." He said to himself as he looked down only to meet a pair of eyes. Hazel eyes...Her eyes.
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 28, 2008 22:02:14 GMT
Saphire had been watching him, but he seemed to be rather intent on not noticing. Or maybe he did, it was hard to tell. But, like Saphire, she couldn't help but watch him while she could. Not sure how long she would be able to stay.. but to leave again was going to kill her. Rather it be in a day, or in ten years.
With a sigh so soft she couldn't hear it herself, she followed him to whereever he was going. The place didn't bring anything back for a couple of minutes, but of course it did once she remembered what she knew it from. It was her place... his place. Their place.
It made her slightly angry, that he still came here. Why would he come here? Irritated that she couldn't get through is barrier she stayed behind slightly, listening to his voice as he spoke. Yes, Saphire still loved him. Still wanted him. His voice brought everything back to fast, and it knocked the wind from her small body. Not as small as it was before, but a healthier small. She wouldn't be the person she was ten years ago.
With a mood she didn't know she walked in front of him, while he was still looking up at the sky she didn't like so much anymore. The shirt fit him well, the color making his pale skin stick out more then normal. More then she remembered, or maybe her memory didn't do the man justice. That was more likely.
"Why did you come here?" She asked in a normal tone, but a hint of anger she was trying to hide it.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 28, 2008 22:08:30 GMT
Jerami didn't say a word for a few moments. He couldn't. He had heard the rumors that she was back..but he couldn't believe it. He slowly looked her up and down. She looked a lot better then she did ten years ago. 'So that is what I heard.' he thought remembering a small twig snapping while he was walking towards this place. Then she spoke. This was defiantly her. The voice was flawless.
"After ten years this is what you come up with?" he said before adding. "You really need to work on your pick up lines." A small smirk tugged at the sides of his lips and won after only and moment. He took a step back and looked her up and down again, stopping at her eyes.
"Whats today Saphire?" he asked sincerely.
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 28, 2008 22:12:07 GMT
Even after ten years of being apart, he couldn't help but be rude. Saphire shook her head slightly, then almost chocked when he said her name. It wasn't fair, that her body still longed for him after all the years that had passed. After all the time she had spent without him. A person could only hope to get over the one that completed them.. But he was her only flaw. Her only weakness.
"I could ask you the same thing Jerami Love, but we both know that the other already knows" She looked back at him the way he was looking at her. She didn't understand his look, but Saphire was perfectly aware of what hers met. What she was giving away despite her efforts to hide it from him.
"But still, that doesn't do a very good job of answering the question at hand"
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 28, 2008 22:19:15 GMT
Jerami raised an eyebrow at her. When she said his name it was like some kinda drug had been injected to his body. He missed the way she would say his name. He looked down at her legs and then slowly up the rest of her body biting his lip slightly. Yes he had proposed the Emilie...but old habits die hard...and old lovers are even harder to resist.
When he looked into her eyes he saw a slight sense of want in them. He didn't know if his eyes gave off the same feeling. He couldn't do that to Emilie...or could he. It was Saphire after all. Letting out a large breath he answered the question. "Just felt like coming here. I haven't been here in a few years. I came to..remember i guess." He said turning around to look at the woods.
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 28, 2008 22:24:44 GMT
"Why would you want to remember something so painful love?" Saphire let the words roll of her tongue. It didn't feel like they had been apart for so long. She couldn't help but feel complete when she knew he was there. Rather they were together or not hardly mattered, as long as he was well. Happy, as happy as he could be. But he had something special now, or that was what she had heard. Jenna she called herself.
"Even more so, when you have a lovely fiance, who loves you more then the bones in her body?" Saphire was honestly curious, always going crazy because she couldn't tell what was going on Jerami's head.
With a soft movement of her body she sat on the rock that was forever hers. Not because she wanted it anymore, but because it just was. Always would be. Jerami and herself were the only ones that knew of the place they were in. Thanks to magick they were able to find it in the first place.
"It has to be painful for you, I can hardly breathe myself" It didn't come out loud, but enough for him to hear she was sure. Not completely understanding why she had said it, she continued to stare at the forest in front of her.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 28, 2008 22:36:33 GMT
Jerami chuckled as he turned his back to her. "Painful?" he said a bit hurt. "Over 3/4ths of my life...painful?" he repeated again. Before walking over to a tree stump that was his spot and taking a seat before looking back up to her.
"Yeah...we're engaged." He said. "And Averi is pretty happy about it too." He added watching for her reaction. But the way the women looked was driving him crazy. If he didn't have as much self control as he did. He would of already gotten her naked....or tried to anyways.
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 28, 2008 22:41:35 GMT
Saphire sighed, closing her eyes slightly. That hit her in the heart, where she kept everything she cared about hidden away. Yes, Saphire knew that Averi thought Jenna was her mother. Saphire knew that Jenna and Averi got along very well. Knew that Averi loved her almost as must as Averi loved Jerami.
She turned her head to look at him. Moving a small hand to run through her long hair she sighed getting up and walking over to him. She looked down, watching his eyes as she moved. She knew he wanted her, but she wanted him too. At the same time, she didn't. Didn't want the endless cycle to keep going.
Sitting down to her knees in front of him she placed her hands on his knees. "I know that, and I don't understand why your bringing that up" She shook her head, a slight laugh. "But of course..." Looking back up at him she bit her lip gently. "Why do you insist on hurting me? I si mply followed you in hopes of a civil conversation"
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 28, 2008 22:46:54 GMT
Jerami looked at her as she moved over to him. The way her body moved. The way it teased him without even meaning to. Then she sat down. 'DAMN! EVERYTHING SHE DOES IS SEXY!' he thought before licking his lips listening to her words.
"Hurt you?" He whispered. "I would never hurt you on purpose Saphire." He added before biting the inside of his cheek. He didn't know how much more staying some where alone with the women he could take before breaking. "I'm sorry i brought her up." He said looking down after realizing how she must have felt.
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 28, 2008 22:55:19 GMT
"I know you love her Jerami, I don't have to read your mind to know that. And I also know why you don't want her to know me" With a slight spark of enthusiam she sat up a little straighter, moving her hands to the side of his face. Making him look at her she raised her eyebrows and continued to talk.
"But I'm not the person I was ten years ago, I'm not sick anymore.. I'm a better person Love" She shook her head, letting go of his face and placed her hands on his knees again.
At a lost as to what to say next she looked at the thin layer of dust under her knees. It didn't matter she would be dirty when she stood up, but hardly cared about that anymore. Saphire never was the kind of girl to be afriad of a little dirt.
"But anyways, I mostly followed you because I wanted to talk about us. Of course, I love Averi, and I want to be a part of her life. But" She looked up at him again. "In order for that to happen, I have to find a place in your life first"
At this point, Saphire was pretty sure he thought her to be pathetic. Like she was begging for something. She wasn't begging, and wasn't desperate yet. Just being logical, trying to stay calm. Of course, that was hard to do with her heart was about ready to burst from her chest at the very sight of the man she still loved.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 28, 2008 23:01:24 GMT
Jerami nodded at the women that sat between his legs at the moment. Her soft hands holding his face so that he was looking at her. Looking at her eyes, slowly being lulled into a sense of completeness. Of being whole. "You know she'll be confused if you come in saying your her mother. Shes a smart girl...but still a child." He said before licking his lips.
"But as for us...what could we be? Where could you come into my life as?" he asked with a raised eyebrow. He had some idea's but then bit down on his lips. "What is it you want to be?"
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 28, 2008 23:06:16 GMT
"Just a friend is all I need to be. Not a mother, at least not right now" She added as a second thought. "Maybe in a few years, but at the moment, not a mother, and my being a wife isn't possible, despite the fact that I still love you"
She looked at him after this, then stood up swiftly to walk away away. Sitting back at her rock she held her breath. Did I honestly just say that? she thought to herself, rather appaled at the fact.
Bitting at her fingernail she waited for a response, but wasn't acpecting anything good. Nothing good ever came when it was with Jerami, and the truth. The two just didn't mix well.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 28, 2008 23:10:42 GMT
Jerami was shocked at what she had just said. She loved him...still. After everything he had done to her when he was....well Him. Jerami sat there for a second before regaining his composure. He stood up and slowly walked over to the girl before lifting her head up by her chin.
He looked down at her and slowly came down to her level keep eyecontact with her to whole time. Once crouching Jerami leaned forward and kissed her lightly on the lips at first and backed up to see if he would get slapped or not. "I still love you aswell Saphire....23 years doesn't just disappear in thin air."
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 28, 2008 23:15:26 GMT
That did it, her tempature flared and her heart started pounding. More then before, like it was fighting to be let free. If she could have, she would have let her heart run away. At least that way it was safe. Safer anyways. Safe from being hurt by this man again.
Maybe she was stupid, for still loving him but at the moment she didn't care. Al that mattered was the fact that his lips wer on hers and it pushed her body into hyper mode. It was hard to think about.
She laughed slightly, not at the kiss, but at what he said. It was a little corney, something Jerami didn't do. And when he did, it was rather amusing, despite the fact that he was being being honest. Or, she hoped he was being honest.
"Possibly not Jerami, but a fiance just happens to be in my way at the moment" It wasn't a threat, but after saying it could understand how it could sound like one.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 28, 2008 23:20:48 GMT
Jerami nodded at the women before colliding his lips with her. He didn't care at the moment. After his lips touched her's for the first time in over ten years something snapped. Something made him want her more then anyone in the world. Possible the love he had for her...but he sensed it was something deeper then that.
He made it so his knees were now on the ground and put on of his hands around the back of her head as he lips moved to her slender jaw line and lightly kissed up and down it to her ear. "I've missed you." He whispered before kissing back down her jaw to her lips.
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 28, 2008 23:30:21 GMT
Closing her eyes, Saphire ran her small hands over his shoulders to the back of his head, pulling his face closer to hers. She wanted him to be part of her, make it impossible for him to ever leave, though she knew when this was over he would. He would leave, to be with his family.. Her family.
With a slight sigh she felt his lips on her neck, Felt his mouth working on her jaw line, the trial of firew left behind by the way he kissed her skin. She let her eyes open slightly when he said he missed her. She believed, rather she wanted to or not. Though she knew she shouldn't, because it could end badly.
She wanted it to be true, because she had missed him too. Saphire missed him more then her daughter, and knew that was a horrible thing to admit to. But Saphire didn't know Averi, only remembered how beautiful she was.
"Me too" She mumbled, pressing her lips to his again.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 29, 2008 2:32:05 GMT
Jerami couldn't believe he was doing this. Not to Emilie the women he loved.
But this was Saphire. And not matter what....Jerami would always love her more then any women in the world. Perhaps the only thing he loved more the her..was the little girl that they made together.
The kiss was passionate. Like nothing he had had for a long time. Jerami let the hand that wasn't holding her head to his move down her side then down her jean covered legs. Even with them on he could feel the muscles in her legs. Remember the way they would hold him.
But could this work?
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 29, 2008 2:42:46 GMT
Could this work....
"What did you say?" Saphire mumbled against his mouth before pressing her body closer to his. She wasn't happy with him mumbling about non coherent things when they were having themselfs a little ruinen. Or, as much of one as they could have.
His voice sounded different when he said it, one she didn't know well. Then it dawned on her. Wait a minute... she thought to herself, putting her legs around his torso. His hands were driving her mad, but she wasn't sure she could stop.
Saphire, figuring out that he hadn't said anything, dwelled deeper into the never ending maze of Jerami Heightingtons mind. He saw flashes of Jenna, Particulary noes she woudl rather not have etched onto the inside of her mind. Most of his thoughts were of Averi.. Jerami was feeling quilty for what he was doing... but he wasn't aware of it.
Saphire was slightly confused, then it was dark and she couldn't see anymore. It was odd, but she continued to move her mouth with his.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 29, 2008 2:52:49 GMT
Jerami was enjoying this. But a bit of him felt bad. Then he felt something strange...like another person inside of his head. As if something was giving him a headache. Then the next second it was gone. He pushed it aside at frist then began to kiss her jaw line as she wrapped her legs around him.
Putting his hand under her legs he lifted up and made it so he was now sitting on the rock and her on top of him. This was amazing. Jerami hadn't felt like this in years. Whole...REALLY HAPPY. Happier then he was when Emilie took the two of them to America. But then again he felt horrible. He was cheating on the other women in his life.
Why did life have to be so confusing.
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 29, 2008 2:58:57 GMT
Saphire felt herself being lifted from the rock, and for a slight second felt a little nervous about being picked up. She wasn't heavy, but deffiantly heaver then she use to be. Laughing slightly she pushed it aside and swung her hair over her shoulder as she leaned down to kiss him again. And she didn't stop there, with a slightly devious look about her eyes she kissed his jaw line. Gently, nibbling here and there just to tease the man she loved.
Moving her hands, Saphire felt his body, how he had kept himself in shape after all these years. Even though he had a woman who loved him, and a daughter.
"Your beautiful you know that?" She whispered in his peirced ear before biting the small hoop gently. Using her newly peirced tongue she kissed and bit his neck, licking here and there as she tangled her small hands into his hair.
Saphire felt happy, like nothing could ever happen to her. Safe, protected. But how long would this little meeting last? Till it was done today, or for a few months? Her heart hurt just thinking about it, so instead she put her whole being into loving Jerami.. that was what she was best at.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 29, 2008 3:29:07 GMT
Jerami smiled at the girl as a soft whimper of want escaped his ears as she bit his ear and he sat down. He loved the feeling of her hands against his toned body. How they gently floated over it. Just amazing. "You turned out pretty good too." He said in a teasing tone before kissing her on the forehead. "But really you look great."
He said before resting by putting both his hands on the ground and looked at her body that was now on top of him. He hadn't felt this much lust and love for someone in a long time. And he knew his eyes were giving him away.
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 29, 2008 3:33:41 GMT
Saphire almost fell over again as she got a small look of what was going through his head. Of all the things he felt, and wanted. Were thinking about, who he loved, why he loved them. The blank spaces of time he didn't seem to remember.
She tried to dig deeper, but then it was gone again. As fast as it had came, and it made her head hurt, being shut out so abrubtly.
"I've taken care of myself.. I wanted to make sure I was better before I came back" She looked at him, lifting her head from his neck to place a small and somewhat pale hand on his cheeck. "I didn't want to hurt you again by having to leave like last time"
She shook her head, a small smile on her face as she gently pressed her lips to his. They were soft, inviting, and his breath was additive. A sweet smell, and he tasted amazing. Better then she could even begin to remember. She looked at him again, at the eyes that were seeing her soul.
And as tainted as her soul was, Jerami still seemed perfectily content to love it. To love her, and all of her. Next thing she knew she was kissing him again, more intense then before, curling her fingers in his hair, and pulling her small body closer to his.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 29, 2008 3:47:14 GMT
Jerami almost fell over backwards if it wasn't for his one arm he had holding him up as he kissed her. Pushing himself back up all the while kissing her and his other hand cradling the side of her face. He slowly put his knees on the dirt and leaf filled ground and then laid her down as well.
The way she was kissing him was different the the first. But it still felt amazing. How he enjoyed the way her small body fit underneath him. The way she would give her self to him. Do what he said in the bed. All these memories were resurfacing as he kissed her. His tongue licked the bottom lip aching for access into her once familiar mouth.
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 29, 2008 3:53:57 GMT
One minute she was on his lap, and the next she was under his body. It didn't matter how she got there, why she was there.. But she was there. She wanted to be there, saphire had to be there. She longed to be in this place of paradise, even if it didn't last forever.
With a slight laugh as her long hair tangled with the leafs on he ground she pulled his face to hers, shoving her pierced tongue into his familiar mouth. There wasn't one part of his body she didn't know, not a crease or a hair she had ever left untouched.
With a small moan she bit his bottom lip gently, playing with the bottom of Jeramis shirt.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Aug 29, 2008 4:09:58 GMT
Jerami grinned and sat up. Taking the hem he pulled it up over his head to reveal his scared, yet toned body. Yes he had been roughed up quite a bit. But that was back then. This was now. Coming back down he continued to kiss her and play with her new tongue ring. That was the only new thing he had found so far.
The rest was like the old Saphire. The one before the drugs and the baby. The one he had fallen in love with. The one he still loved. Kissing up to her ear he gave it a gental nibble before coming back to her soft, perfect lips.
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Aug 29, 2008 4:14:11 GMT
Perfect lips
It seemed she had missed something else, but that was good enough for her. Somethign was still perfect about the woman that had made so many mistakes she shouldn't be here anymore. But Jerami still found a flawless part of her, and it mad her skin heat up.
With a slight arch of her back she kissed him again, letting her hands trial down the body she knew so well. It had a few more scars then she remembered, but it was Jerami. He would always have more scars, more bruises, but was still him all the same.
He had a new person in his life now, that he truely care about. But Jerami was still Jerami. ANd Saphire was still Saphire. With a smile on her thick lips she moved her mouth to his jaw line again, kissing him with her eyes closed and loving the feeling of his skin under her tongue.
She had a theory, and if Saphire was still Saphire, then it would prove to be true soon enough.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jerami Heightington on Sept 1, 2008 0:57:57 GMT
Jerami let a small gasp of pleasure leave his slightly parted lips. The sun that spotted through the trees made his back slightly warm. But it felt good all the less. The leaves that were under his hands as he held himself up. "Saphire..." He whispered.
He then thought of all the times the two of them had been together. All the things they had done. The time they had did it on the couch after killing that married couple. The first time they did it in his house. The time he told her he loved her. The way he felt on their wedding day. Her and her white dress.
|
|
|
|
Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Sept 1, 2008 4:06:15 GMT
Saphire closed her eyes slightly, but not all the way. She wanted to lose sight of Jerami, of his being, of all the beauty he possed. It was unfair how beautiful he was, almost painful to her heart when she looked at him.
Arching her back slightly saphire took his bottom lip and kissed it gently, before crushing his mouth with hers. She wanted to be part of him, so that the two could never part again. Was it possible to love him more then when she left?
Saphire wasn't sure about that, but it felt that way. Like the longer they were apart, the more she needed him. Her body went into over drive, and soon her hands were fumbling with the belt buckle and she laughed slightly.
Saphire was nervous, and it wasn't something that had ever happened before.
|
|
