Here Again;;Riley

[Riyann Servansikk]

I could feel a few tears falling from my eyes as I layed back a little more on the bed that I'd been in for the past while. I was so tired, but I tried not letting it show, not as I held the small baby in my arms, my eyes still looking down at him as a few more tears fell. I should be happy for at least still having him, but I couldn't, not with having two still borns, and I glanced up at Riley now.

It really was my fault, if you thought about it, for provoking Rubalyn, well I hadn't even done that, but it was close enough. At least that short curse she'd put on me was the only thing I could think of being for the cause of this.

[[Woo Hoo. majorly sucks, you've no idea.. haha]]

[Riley Pearson]

I wiped a couple tears away from my face as I looked down at the two of them, Riyann and our new little boy. I sighed a little bit, smiling weakly at Riyann, reaching forward and wiping away the couple of her tears gently.
"How're you feeling?" I asked her quietly and softly. I couldn't believe this actually happend. Triplets and two of them are still born. We have horrible luck.

[[ wasn't that bad, lol... mine wasn't too great though reither xD ]]

[Riyann Servansikk]

I watched as he wiped away a couple of his own tears and smiled weakly at seeing his. Feeling him wipe away some of my tears I shut my eyes slightly before looking up at him, really wishing I could've prevented this.
"Horrible." I whispered, before looking back down that the baby, Justin, still looking somewhat tired but I ignored that factor.

[[Nah, it was pretty horrible... lol... Just can't think tonight... i guess, and not too horrible for yours? haha]]

[Riley Pearson]

I pushed some hair out of her face as she spoke, not blaming her for feeling horrible. I assumed she was feeling horrible because of what happend and not that she just didn't feel right. Plus, everything seemed okay with her physically.
"Least we still have him.." I said quietly, looking over to Justin again too. "We'll be okay.."

[[ aw, lol.. nah... i can't either though, meh... aw, haha thanks... but it was pretty bad xD ]]

[Riyann Servansikk]

I smiled weakly, it was only half hearted though. It was true, we still had Justin, but why only him? "W-why's this always have to happen to us?" I asked in a small whisper, wishing either of us would know the answer to that. After a moment I bit my lip and looked down at the little boy in my arms.

[Riley Pearson]

I shook my head a little bit. I wish I knew why, but I honestly didn't and I don't think that either of us would ever know. We just don't have the best luck; and that was the only explanation that I could think of at the moment. "I dunno.." I said quietly to her, moving and laying down slightly next to her a moment later on the edge of the bed before kissing her forehead lightly.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I just nodded faintly when he said he didn't know, and really, I had expected that so it was fine, though I still really really wanted to know the answer, it wasn't coming any time soon. I felt Riley move onto the bed and smiled weakly again. "I love you." I whispered after he kissed my forehead.

[Riley Pearson]

"Love you too." I said back to her with a faint smile once she had said it to me. I looked back at Justin now, still smiling a bit and leaning my head softly ontop of Riyann's.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"He looks like you." I said softly after he said he loved me too, feeling his head leaning softly on top of mine.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled and nodded a little bit. "He does sort of.." I said looking a little closer at him. "Looks a little bit like you too though.."

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded a little again, smiling slightly towards Justin, relaxing slightly more now, really wanting to not think about the other two. "I guess." I said softly, biting my lip slightly.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled, feeling her relax a little bit more next to me. "Yep.." I said before letting out a small chuckle. "I almost said he has your eyes, but he technically has ours."

[Riyann Servansikk]

I laughed softly, it coming out more tired sounding than I thought it would, but once again I ignored the fact that I was tired.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled a bit hearing her laugh. "You sound tired.. maybe you should get some sleep." I said quietly to her, looking back at her from Justin.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"I don't want to just yet." I whispered softly, looking at him now, smiling weakly towards him.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled and nodded a little bit. "Let me know when you're ready then.." I said quietly before leaning in and kissing her for a moment.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded a little, smiling a little torwards him. He leaned in and kissed me and I smiled faintly more before kissing him back.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled and after a few moments, pulled away slightly, pecking her lips one more time. "I think we might be able to go home instead of to my parent's house after this." I said quietly.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"You think?" I asked, somewhat hopeful, a small smile on my lips before I pecked his lips this time.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled and nodded a little bit, "Yep." I said smling a little more a moment later as she pecked my lips again. I pecked hers back and nodded again, "More than likely.."

[Riyann Servansikk]

"I'm happy." I said softly, well I was happy about being able to go back home, just not everything else, and I kissed him again.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled, "Good.. Me too.." At least about the house.. I kissed her back when she kissed me again. "

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded slightly and if it wasn't for Justin being in my arms I would have moved a hand up to rest on his neck lightly as I kissed him slightly deeper now.

[Riley Pearson]

I let her kiss me a little deeper and kissed her back for a few moments longer. I smiled and pulled away a little bit. "He's lucky he won't remember this." I said chuckling faintly, glancing over to Justin.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I laughed softly when he pulled away and spoke. "Very lucky." I murmured softly, smiling as I looked down at Justin who now seemed to be falling asleep.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled and nodded a little bit, looking back to Justin again after Riyann did.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"D-do you think they'd let us leave now?" I asked with a small laugh at my impatience, because, really it was kind of doubtful they would.

[Riley Pearson]

I laughed a little and shook my head slightly, "I don't think they will."

[Riyann Servansikk]

I let a soft sigh pass my lips and nodded a little, it had been obvious. "I hate this place." I said, laughing softly again.

[Riley Pearson]

I nodded slightly with a small smile, "I know.. but it will probably only be a couple days tops... and I'll be here with you.."