Safety Reasons;;Riley

[Riyann Servansikk]

Running my tongue slightly harder against his I moaned faintly when his fingers traced a few shapes along the back of my neck.

[Riley Pearson]

I moaned faintly back after I heard her and bit faintly on her lower lip before pulling away slightly and started to kiss over her jaw to her neck.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I felt him bite on my lower lip before he pulled away and I shut my eyes lightly when he started kissing over my jawline.

[Riley Pearson]

I kissed down to her neck softly, nibbling lightly in a couple spots as I did, starting to think that maybe I should lock the door anyway even if no one was home, but since I didn't hear anything from downstairs, just ignored it for now.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I let a moan pass my lips when he started kissing down my neck and then nibbling at it. After a moment or so I tilted my head away slightly, biting down against my lower lip.

[Riley Pearson]

I listened to her moan and feeling her tilt her head away slightly, moved up a little bit and then over slightly to the front of her neck, kissing her softly.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I bit down against my lip while Riley continued, my hand just simply resting on his chest for the time being.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled slightly against her neck and nipped lightly over to the other side, kissing softly over where I bit.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I let a soft moan pass my lips and tilted my head a little bit again, giving him more room.

[Riley Pearson]

She tilted her head a bit more and I kissed over to her ear, nibbling on it lightly for a moment.

[Riyann Servansikk]

And you are doing what now? The voice sounded annoyed and I could only smile a little as he kissed over to my ear before nibbling on it.
Remember, we want a wand. Unless you prefer to settle on kitchen knives. "Gah, we're getting one." I said in an exasperated tone after pulling away from Riley, more than annoyed with the voice.
You may have ruined that. "It's you're fault." I muttered, starting to get up off of the floor now.

[Riley Pearson]

I let her pull away from me, moving so I could look into her eyes, listening to her and what she said. I gave her a confused look, I shook my head a little. "Sorry, what?" I asked her, wondering what she was talking about.
Maybe this whole thing wasn't getting better afterall... I watched her get up, raising an eyebrow slightly, "Something's my fault?" I asked her getting up slowly after her, picking up my shirt as I did since it was near by.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I barely payed attention when he looked into my eyes, trying to get the voice to shut up in the least.
Ruby was right, you won't get rid of me. I shook my head a little bit, pausing with everything to hear Riley speaking. "N-nothing." I said, shaking my head again. It wasn't anything, not to him.
He started getting up as I was shaking my head, and I moved so that I was stepping away from him as he grabbed his shirt. "Nope." I said, smiling weakly towards him, hoping he'd drop it, really hating doing this to him.

[Riley Pearson]

I took that as a yes to there was still something wrong. She wasn't talking to me, so who was she talking to? I nodded slightly when she said nothing and then again when she said no to what I asked her.
She smiled weakly and I smiled slightly back, even though I was still mentally really worried about her. "Okay.." I said with a small nod, putting my shirt in the hamper and pulling out a t-shirt, throwing it on over my head.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I didn't get why things had to be like this, me constantly arguing with my head, or making plans with it. Really I wanted more than anything to be able to block out the voice, or at least be able to ignore it.
He didn't continue with it and I was slightly happier, though I could feel my hands were shakey and I just moved so I could sit on the bed and I did, pulling one of the other pillows that were on the bed and hugged it close to me, moving my eyes to the other one that was on the floor.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled slightly over to her, ruffling my hair slightly after the shirt pushed it down against my head. I followed her eyes over to the pillow that was sitting on the floor and walked over to it, picking it up in my hands before walking over to her and sitting down.
I pushed some hair behind her ear and smiled to her. "Are you really okay Riyann?"

[Riyann Servansikk]

I watched as the pillow moved and followed it with my eyes, looking up at him as he sat down, feeling him push my hair behind my ear, seeing his smile. Really I wanted ask him if I looked like I was okay, if I should be okay, maybe even yell that to get the point across that I wasn't, but I stayed silent for a moment, I wanted him to think I was okay, I needed him too. "Yeah." I whispered softly, smiling slightly towards him, though I wasn't sure it was so real as it looked.

[Riley Pearson]

I just nodded slightly, I didn't believe that she was okay. Maybe to an extent, but it didn't seem like she was. I looked to the floor for a moment before looking back up to her, "You know you can tell me if you're not okay, Riyann.." I whispered to her, watching her smile. "You can tell me anything.."

[Riyann Servansikk]

"I know I can." I whispered after he said I could tell him anything. I just couldn't, I didn't know what to tell him, I'd rather just keep all of this to myself and hope that it didn't backfire like everything always seemed to do for me. I hugged the pillow slightly closer, shutting my eyes for a moment. "I d-don't want t-to, don't think you need to hear about this." I whispered softly, shaking my head. He wouldn't get it out of me, not unless he shoved a truth potion down my throat.

[Riley Pearson]

I nodded slightly, "Well.. then just remember that I'll listen if you ever do what to talk.. I want to know what's going on.." I said softly to her, watching as she hugged the pillow closer to herself. I was worried.. now, a little more than earlier.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"I know." I whispered softly, smiling faintly towards him, knowing he wasn't going to let this up and that it'd be a little more of him watching me instead of other things because now he was worried and I openly admitted it.
He'll only listen for whatever time he still keeps you around, until he sends you off. "Just shut up." I said, frustrated now, biting my lip after I spoke.
"N-not you Riley." I whispered, looking at him again.

[Riley Pearson]

I nodded slightly, "Good.." I said quietly back to her when she said that she knew. I was glad that she did and then maybe one day she would change her mind about telling me. More than likely she wouldn't, but I just wanted her to know that. Maybe I should just slip her some truth potion.. well, maybe.
She said shut up and I glanced up and her, before she told me that she wasn't talking to me again. I nodded slightly, biting my lip a little bit. "Okay.."

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded slightly when he said good, though I wasn't sure if he was okay with not knowing about what was going on, with me lying or not telling him about it. Because that's what I was doing, lying and not telling him anything. Was he going to try and get it out of me? Or send me off because he couldn't personally help me?
"Sorry." I said softly, biting my lip a little bit, really feeling slightly worse about everything. Again.

[Riley Pearson]

I shook my head a little bit when she said she was sorry. "It's not your fault." I said quietly, looking over to her. I wasn't planning on just sending her off if I couldn't help her, but if I thought it would be the best for her, I would get her help. That wouldn't necessarily include just sending her off though.
"Hey.. um.. why don't we go get you a wand." I said with a small smile to her, placing my hand gently on her arm.

[Riyann Servansikk]

It sort of was my fault, just because I couldn't ignore the voice or block it out, or figure something out. It was my fault for shouting things out without think about them.
Well genious if you thought about what you wanted to say to me you wouldn't have to speak. I shook my head slightly at that.
"O-okay." I whispered, not entirely sure if I should, feeling his hand on my arm, but I didn't move or loosen my arms from around the pillow.

[Riley Pearson]

"But only if you're feeling up to it.." I said quietly back to her when I heard her stutter slightly, keeping my eyes on her when she didn't move after I touched her arm. I left my hand where it was, moving my thumb lightly over her arm. "We can do it another time if you want."

[Riyann Servansikk]

I just nodded slightly when he said only if I was feeling up to it. "Now's good." I said softly. Now wasn't any different than any other time. This is how I was, curled up into a ball on the bed or mostly sitting in the middle of it, a pillow hugged tight to me, staring at the door, don't see why I wouldn't be feeling up to it if this was how I'd be for a while, if not forever.

[Riley Pearson]

I nodded slightly, "Okay.. Then, I'm gonna get changed.. and we can get out of here." I told her with a small smile, rubbing her arm for a moment before standing up, walking over to the closet, getting out a pair of jeans, changing into those and then getting out a plaid button-up shirt, putting it on over the tee I was already wearing.

[Riyann Servansikk]

Hearing his words I nodded slightly, figuring I should change too, I was still wearing my pajama's from this morning, really I hadn't done much with myself, maybe I could force myself to get up and get ready in the mornings to pass sometime.
Biting my lip slightly I went over to his dresser, still not having very many of my own clothes, none that were clean, and grabbed a pair of his sweat pants and a smaller of his t-shirts with a sweatshirt and started getting changed, letting my hand fall over my stomach after I was dressed, smiling slightly towards it.

[Riley Pearson]

Once I was changed, I turned around to see her starting to get changed too, seeing her in some of the smaller of my clothes and smiled over to her, seeing her smile down to her stomach. I walked closer to her with the smile still on my lips. "You ready?" I asked her, placing my hands lightly on her stomach for a couple moments.