Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 15, 2008 15:45:03 GMT
I sighed, looking for a job, as much as I have been for the past couple of years, really isn't as easy as it looks, especially if your looking for a simple job without a care for what it is, that's what really should be the easy part. For the love of everything, our house has burned down, and with me being pregnant and Zoe, that technically totals it up to 7 people who have to live in Riley's parent's house, thankfully they're on vacation.
Glancing up from my feet, I looked to see where I was, smiling softly at the familiar park. And just up the street is where the burned down home is. Actually, I don't even know if it's still standing or not.
Moving over to the swings as I kicked my shoes off, I drug my feet through the small rocks and sand before sitting down on one of the swings. Twisting the swing in slightly half circles, I kept my eyes on the ground and on my feet were they were twisting through sand and rocks themselves.
I was feeling better now, not like I'd been feeling sick or anything, just more relaxed now. And there wasn't any kids out here to start yelling in my ears and screaming as they ran after eachother.
Which is good every so often.
Right now, I'm quite surprised nothing else is happening to ruin my day, or possibly my marriage, or maybe just my life. It always seems to happen.
Why should today be any different.
I left Riley to think, I went and stayed with Shelby, Shelby told me she loved Draven more, I knew that was going to happen, I love Riley more, so I came back home, sweet, and then the house burns down the same day.
Why?
I'm not entirely sure.
Biting my lip softly, I shook my head a little bit, not really wanting to think about much of anything.
Unless it's somewhere along the lines o f I'm not that idiotic, what I did was. And then I'll have to smile if I think about that.
I can't think about how I would have wanted to have stayed in the house while it was burning.
But nope, instead I'm letting the thoughts smolder instead of throwing a bucket of cold water over them. One reason is because they'll never go away, another is because at least it's not me letting those thoughts keep burning until I start to go insane.
Maybe that just sounded weird. I won't know I guess.
[[Eh, I can't think and it's not the greatest]]
Glancing up from my feet, I looked to see where I was, smiling softly at the familiar park. And just up the street is where the burned down home is. Actually, I don't even know if it's still standing or not.
Moving over to the swings as I kicked my shoes off, I drug my feet through the small rocks and sand before sitting down on one of the swings. Twisting the swing in slightly half circles, I kept my eyes on the ground and on my feet were they were twisting through sand and rocks themselves.
I was feeling better now, not like I'd been feeling sick or anything, just more relaxed now. And there wasn't any kids out here to start yelling in my ears and screaming as they ran after eachother.
Which is good every so often.
Right now, I'm quite surprised nothing else is happening to ruin my day, or possibly my marriage, or maybe just my life. It always seems to happen.
Why should today be any different.
I left Riley to think, I went and stayed with Shelby, Shelby told me she loved Draven more, I knew that was going to happen, I love Riley more, so I came back home, sweet, and then the house burns down the same day.
Why?
I'm not entirely sure.
Biting my lip softly, I shook my head a little bit, not really wanting to think about much of anything.
Unless it's somewhere along the lines o f I'm not that idiotic, what I did was. And then I'll have to smile if I think about that.
I can't think about how I would have wanted to have stayed in the house while it was burning.
But nope, instead I'm letting the thoughts smolder instead of throwing a bucket of cold water over them. One reason is because they'll never go away, another is because at least it's not me letting those thoughts keep burning until I start to go insane.
Maybe that just sounded weird. I won't know I guess.
[[Eh, I can't think and it's not the greatest]]