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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 13, 2008 2:30:36 GMT
I suppose, yeah. Seems kind of... immoral or something though.
;D
Yeah... but maybe you'll finally have found someone who works as well as Riley for you.
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 13, 2008 2:35:05 GMT
lol, yeah, i guess so xD
usually if i buy a book though i do keep it
even if it's not that great
;D
and then yay! lol
that'll be a good day when that happens
haha xD
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 13, 2008 2:36:55 GMT
Yeah... same. Or I take it to a used bookstore.  Yep, so it shall.  I shall see you later though. Tomorrow I should write a bunch of threads or something. |
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Post by Meilana Holbrooks on Jul 13, 2008 2:41:34 GMT
ooooh, that would work too ^^ and then yay! and okey dokes see you!! and yay for wrting a bunch of threads? lol |
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 13, 2008 15:27:58 GMT
Yeah... there's one here where they either pay you for each book you donate, or, for every two, you can buy another book for just fifty cents.
;D
So... how are you today?
Yeah, kind of yay, I guess. Except now I don't know if I will.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 13, 2008 19:12:42 GMT
ooooooooh that's nifty ^^ yay for books! i'm peachy how might you be? ah okay and okey dokes i was gonna do that too with the new charrie, but i can't think |
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 1:00:47 GMT
Yeah. Got some new Dear America ones today. Do you know those books? And that's good. I'm not really sure though. I guess I'm all right, but maybe not really all right and at the same time I don't know if I should be or want to be all right. I guess that I am though, just... I'm weird, I think. Mm... yeah, that's annoying. |
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 2:40:00 GMT
ooooh.. i do know of them but i've never read one i don't think i'm sorry  yeah.. i'm kind of the same way today... =/ yeah... meh, i can't thnk of her personality enough to do it. |
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 20:39:05 GMT
You really should. They're quite good. I'm sorry back at you. And I just can't stop crying when I come on here. But then I go do something else and forget and it's all right, until I start thinking again. That's kind of not a good sign for a charrie. |
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 20:42:06 GMT
I'll add them to my list *nods* Yeah... same thing with me  Right.. so this isn't working well at all |
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 20:49:17 GMT
*nods back* *hands tissue* I just want it all to go away, you know? And I haven't figured out how to tell Maria and Marcie yet. Maybe you should just stick with Riley. |
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 20:52:31 GMT
*takes tissue* thanks you.. I've already used quite a few today yeah... i know what you mean aww.. i guess that might be a good idea to do at some point... Yeah, i think i'll have to |
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 20:59:40 GMT
Yeah, same here.
And I want to make sure that everyone's okay. But I don't know how because unless they show up here then how can I?
Yeah. It's Maria's last day of summer school tomorrow though, and then the day after that I talk to my psychiatrist and I thought that he might be able to help. I don't know.
Well, it's not like you've got anything against him, is there?
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 21:04:41 GMT
yeah =/
aw.. yeah, i guess you really wouldn't be able to unless you have their number or something...
but that's good that summer school's over for her tomorrow ... and maybe he/she will help... *fingers crossed*.. i can't remember if they ever helped me, lol, might've
nope, i like riley
i just get a little sick of him sometimes
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 21:09:58 GMT
Yeah, kind of. And I don't. Yeah... again. And I'm not sure either, but it's possible he has. Understandable, I guess. |
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 21:13:07 GMT
Yeah I only have Megan's number.. and Jourdan's obviously... I was wondering how you were doing though... you're okay, right? Sorry if you already answered that Yeah... and maybe it is and you just don't know it yeah but not too much only sometimes |
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 21:20:20 GMT
I don't know why, and don't want to make you feel bad, but that made me cry again. I've decided to fetch the bloody tissues and keep them here now.
And yeah... I guess so. I will be. There is the fact that up until the day I wake up and realize I won't ever get to talk to him again, I won't really know what the worst is, you know?
And same to you. You're okay, right?
Yeah, sometimes is all right.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 21:28:47 GMT
awww, i'm sorry! if it helps, i'm crying again.. i'm trying to stop though that's good... but yeah... and that made me cry again, lol i'd rather that just not happen, but i guess it's unavoidable yeah.. same as you or around the same i think yeah |
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 21:44:06 GMT
You don't have to be sorry. I don't even know why I did. And no, I'd rather you weren't crying either. Yeah. Pretty unavoidable, and pretty damn sucky.  |
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 21:47:59 GMT
eh, but i can see why
i usually start if someone asks me if i'm okay
and i didn't really think about it
and thanks i guess then.. it's really been giving me pressure headaches
yeah.. and meh
and sigh...
and extremely sucky..
=/...
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 21:51:22 GMT
Yeah. Kind of weird how that is. Maybe you should just let yourself cry then and the headaches won't be so bad. I think it's the trying not to that really causes headaches. But we'll be all right. 'Cause, personally, I said I would and will make sure everyone else is. |
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 21:55:01 GMT
Yeah.. and yeah, I probably should then I think it's because I keep trying to stop Yeah and yeah, me too |
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 21:58:35 GMT
Bad to try and stop. "Better out than in." Yeah. |
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 22:07:43 GMT
lol.. yeah, i guess that is true i just don't want to cry infront of people yet because i'm not ready to talk about it outloud when they ask me why i'm crying |
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 22:11:15 GMT
Mm... yeah, I suppose. Where are you? I think everyone here just thinks I have a cold, and no one's actually caught me crying yet. |
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 22:16:20 GMT
I'm at home on my couch and my mom just got home and my sister but i was alone from 11-5 and that's good i guess? |
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 22:18:31 GMT
Ah. I can see why you wouldn't want to cry now then.
And yeah. I don't want to explain it yet either. I told Laura, but that's it.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 22:20:40 GMT
Yeah...
And if I start a little bit
you can definately tell...
Yeah.. I just mentioned something once while actually speaking and almost started crying on the phone, but I stopped myself
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jul 14, 2008 22:23:27 GMT
Maybe they could help though, but it is hard to talk about. |
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jul 14, 2008 22:29:00 GMT
yeah, maybe but yeah... i'd rather not right now... |
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