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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 28, 2008 3:32:34 GMT
[[g2g night *waves*]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 28, 2008 3:38:13 GMT
"Really, you don't? Cause I understand completely if you. Most people think because you're in Azkaban you become cold and heartless and completely selfish. But I don't think I am. If you think there's something wrong anything with my past you don't have to keep it a secret Riyann, I'll understand." Shell rambles and continues to do so as she explains every single flaw and mishap she ever had, taking deep breaths inbetween every few sentences.
[[nighty night! *waves back*]] [/size] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 30, 2008 0:57:38 GMT
I laughed softly at Shelby as she rambled on to tell me not to lie and all of such. "Really Shell." I said softly and shook my head a little bit at her. "I've got Tyler there Shell, and he isn't anywhere near any of that. You've been there and you're nowhere near that, don't worry about it." I said in a small whisper and kissed her lightly so she would continue trying to make me find a hate her for her past.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 30, 2008 7:20:17 GMT
Shell glances at her still with worry in her eyes but simply nods at Riyann. After the light kiss she walks off to a park bench sitting down and closing her eyes thinking about what Riyann said.
You've been in there and you're nowhere near that. So don't worry about it...
Shell still thought that she was selfish and somewhat heartless at times. But then again, who isn't it in this world? She opens her eyes and drops her hood staring off into the sky like before. |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 30, 2008 16:18:52 GMT
I watched her and bit my lip when she had a small look of worry and then nodded. As she walked off to the park bench I just watched her, still biting lightly at my lip before following to where she was, wondering what she was thinking. Sitting down next to her I watched her for a moment before looking up at the sky as well.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 30, 2008 19:45:10 GMT
She lets out a deep sigh, glancing at her for a brief second and back to the sky. "It's the only thing that doesn't change in my life. I think that's why I love it so much." she whispers softly but loud enough for Riyann to hear. "But I can't be in love with something that doesn't have emotion or feelings." she sighs again, looking down at her hands now. [/size] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 30, 2008 21:17:50 GMT
I listened to what Shelby said and nodded slightly before her next question. "It's not really the same love though, is it?" I asked softly, breaking my eyes from the sky and look over at her as she stared into her hands. "And I guess you can." I whispered lightly, biting my lip softly.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 30, 2008 21:29:28 GMT
"Well yes, it's not the same love. It's just I wish I had love that wouldn't fade or disappear from me. That's all I ever wanted, but I won't ever have that will I?" she frowns a bit, closing her eyes and letting her hands ball up into fists. [/size] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 30, 2008 21:37:26 GMT
"Says who?" I asked in a soft whisper, biting at my lower lip as I watched her, not really expecting her to say that. I loved her more than anything right now and, I wasn't really expecting her to think that it wouldn't last, which made me think that she wasn't going to try at all.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 30, 2008 21:40:05 GMT
"Me. It seems that whenever I think I find what I've been looking for it falls from my grasp." she sighs glancing over at Riyann. "I just know that at the end of this, you'll go back to Riley. It's so predictable in my mind is all." Shell shrugs lightly. [/size] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 30, 2008 21:46:54 GMT
I just shook my head at what she was saying and shut my eyes after a moment. "You don't know that." I whispered, and just turned my head away from her so I could look out at the park, shaking my head a little as I did so. Why'd she have to think about that? Say it?
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 30, 2008 21:53:53 GMT
"I'm sorry I think like that. It sorta gets stuck in your mind after seventeen years Riyann." she sighs, taking her hand again. "I'm afraid to open my heart to anyone. Even to Jay I was afraid to do so." she whispers, never admitting that to anyone before. Shell loved Jay deeply but she felt that she still had to hide who she really was. A weak, unstable, and fragile girl scared to let anyone in. [/size] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 30, 2008 22:00:35 GMT
I just nodded my head a little when she appologized and looked out at the park for a few moments longer before looking back at her and squeezing her hand lightly. I'd never actually talked to anyone about my life, sure Riley knew stuff, but like Shell I hadn't actually opened up, even if it was a different way, at least I knew what she meant."S'alright Shelby." I said softly and squeezed her hand lightly again.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 30, 2008 22:03:58 GMT
Shell simply nods, smiling a little when she feels Riyann squeeze her hand twice. "It's just so hard to open up when my life is full of lies and things that I'm ashamed of. For heaven sakes, it's enough when I open my account at Gringotts, seeing as my real name is Rubalyn still. The trolls get all tense and everything. If a troll is going to judge me, everyone else will too." [/size] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 30, 2008 22:05:38 GMT
I raised a small eyebrow when she said when trolls are going to judge you so will everyone else and I shook my head lightly. "Haven't I already told you that I don't judge you Shell?" I asked softly.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 30, 2008 22:15:33 GMT
"I know, I know Riyann." she sighs lightly glancing over at her again before kissing her softly on the lips for a few seconds. Afterwards, Shell lays her head onto her shoulder, squeezing her hand this time. [/size] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 30, 2008 22:20:34 GMT
Listening to her I smiled softly before hearing her sigh and bit lightly at my lip, kissing her back just as softly when I felt her lips on mine. "I love you Shell." I said softly as she leaned on my shoulder.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 30, 2008 22:26:40 GMT
"I love you too Riy." she says just as softly as she smiles to herself. "Do you want that baby to be a boy or a girl?" Shell decides to ask, wrapping her other arm around her back. [/size] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 1, 2008 0:58:00 GMT
I smiled a little more back to her and and looked at her. "I kind of want it to be a boy." I said softly, biting my lip a little. I always wanted a boy.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 1, 2008 1:03:56 GMT
"Any names yet?" she asks smiling a bit. "I'm an expert in that section." Shell laughs with a wider smile now. [/blockquote] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 1, 2008 1:12:35 GMT
I shook my head softly, going to say that Riley and I hadn't talked about it yet, but I didn't exactly think she wanted to hear about that relationship while we were in this situation of wanting to run away together. "Haven't thought of anything." I said with a small smile.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 1, 2008 1:25:18 GMT
She nods lightly thinking for a moment. "How about William or Tyler?" she shrugs a bit glancing up at her. [/size] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 1, 2008 2:30:58 GMT
I smiled a little at her suggestions, actually quite tempted at naming the baby Tyler, just so that whenever I went to visit Tyler I could confuse them and I laughed softly. "I like them." I added a little louder than a whisper.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 1, 2008 2:49:22 GMT
"I know you're not that fond of your brother but it's a really nice name. Or how about Justin, maybe after Riley's brother..." she nods again, biting her lip slightly when she mentions Riley. [/size] |
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Post by Riyann on Jul 1, 2008 2:52:53 GMT
"He's getting better." I said with a small nod. I could tolerate him now, that was a start. I forgave him a year and a half ago, lucky for him, I've been known to hold grudges really well. Shell brought up Riley and I bit my lip a little hard and shrugged lightly. "I could name him Justin after your cousin." I said with a small nod instead, he wasn't just Riley's brother. He was Lilian's brother, Shelby's cousin and so on, I didn't need to bring him up.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 1, 2008 3:00:02 GMT
"That's good, really good. Do you know if he might be released from there or does he have life?" she asks softly squeezing her hand again. "Justin Tyler sounds really strong and nice at the same time, but that's just my opinion." Shell nods lightly against her shoulder. [/size] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 1, 2008 12:54:41 GMT
"He's got a few months left." I said softly, nodding my head a little. "Not to much longer." I added in a whisper, squeezing her hand back. The funny thing was, I didn't have a clue why he was there. "I was thinking that." I said with a small laugh when she said Justin Tyler.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 1, 2008 22:09:42 GMT
"That's good right? He's a changed man?" she asks softly again glancing up at her by raising her head off her shoulder and nodding lightly. Shell lets out a small laugh shaking her head. "See? Great minds think alike." she grins kissing her cheek lightly. [/size] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jul 2, 2008 1:00:26 GMT
"Yeah." I said with a small nod. It had taken around 6 years before I went and visited him, having thought that maybe he had died and no one thought to tell me so. I laughed a little and nodded after she kissed my cheek. "Yeah."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jul 2, 2008 1:24:03 GMT
Shell smiles again, glancing at the sky seeing that it looked like it was gonna rain. "Riyann, what's. What's your biggest fear?" she asks softly, turning to face her on the bench. [/size] |
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