Privacy Outside Of Private (Jerami/Closed)

[Jenna Tragic]

Jenna, keeping her eyes closed sighed to herself. "Your a wonderful father, and an amazing boyfriend..well. Now fiance' and your not who you use to be. You've changed"

She pushed herself up, and looked at his face. Using her hand that wasn't around his back, she made him look at her. "Besides, your beautiful, and I would have been crazy to let that go" She wrinkled her nose in a cute sort of way before kissing him again.

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami grinned at her and kissed her back rolling her onto her back so he was over here. He let his hand gently glide across her cheek before speaking again. Looking deeply in his eyes. "But what if I haven't? What if the old me comes back?" Jerami said looking into the girls lovely eyes.

[Jenna Tragic]

Jenna almost laughed.

"Are you planning on having the old you come back?" She asked, quirking an eyebrow at him. It scared her slightly, the way he was talking. She bit her lip, thinking about what Shelby had said.

"Are you trying to tell me something?" She asked, looking down at his chest.

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami lifted her chin up so she was looking at him. "Of coarse not. I just don't want you getting hurt." He said with a smile. "Don't want my love or my baby to get hurt." He said. He then leaned in to kiss her. He was scared. The last time he had became attached they betrayed him. The last time he had became attached...he lost it.

[Jenna Tragic]

Jenna tightened her jaw, but kissed him back despite the pain in her stomach.

"But... if something did happen" She started, and pushed on his chest so that she could sit up. This wasn't something she wanted to talk about, but sense they were on the subject she might as well bring it up.

[Jerami Heightington]

"Like?" he asked sitting back up so she could do the same.

[Jenna Tragic]

Jenna looked down, playing with her fingers. She remembered when Jerami scolded her for that before. He said it reminded him of Saphire.. Only he didn't say her name. Your acting like her when you do that.

So, as the cold words ran through her head she distangled her fingers, and looked at him. "How many times have you slept with Shelby?"

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami was a bit shocked at the question. It took him a few seconds before he spoke and thoughts were going through his head. "Once.." He said but then added. "..but why does that matter now? It was history."

[Jenna Tragic]

Jenna closed her eyes, letting out a breath. Raising an eyebrow, she looked up at him. "In our house?"

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami raised an eyebrow before letting out a large sigh. The night was a bit of a blur but he remembered it..not alot..but a bit. "Before we met love." he said looking into her eyes. "Why does it matter? Who told you all of this?" he asked.

[Jenna Tragic]

"Why?" She asked with a cold laugh. "I guess you wouldn't understand" She said, getting up and heading for the bathroom. Shaking her head slightly she turned around and looked at him. "And it doesn't atter who told me Jerami.. It matters that you didn't tell me. That you weren't honest with me about everything like you said you were"

Shaking her head, she reached for Jerami's robe before changing her mind. She looked at it then put it back down, in turn reaching for her own. "How many more have there been?"

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami stood up biting his lip. "Damn it Jen it doesn't matter. That was the old me like you said. I change remember you just said that!" He said watching her grab for a robe. "Where are you going?" he asked with a raised eyebrow. Hurt trying to take over his voice.

[Jenna Tragic]

Jenna looked at him, a small smile on her face as she shook her head. "I'm not leaving" She whispered, walking and kissing his cheek.

"I need a shower, you know how to make a person dirty" She swallowed before turning and heading to the bathroom again. The truth was, she was going to go for a walk. But after seeing his face, the hurt in his eyes she couldn't leave. Not with him looking like that.

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami fell back onto the bed in a sitting position. Holding his face in his hands he took in a deep breath before looking at her. "I'm sorry I have a bad past jen...I am. I can't change who I used to be." He said the hurt pushing harder to win. "...But I'm trying to be the best man I can be."

[Jenna Tragic]

With a sigh, she turned on her foot to look at him. "Help me wash my hair?" She asked, trying to ignore the knot that was so apparent in her stomach now.

She smiled a small smile, turning and walking into the large bathroom.

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami nodded standing up. He was glad to see that she didn't leave. At least they could make up. Or so he thought they were going to be making up. Following her into the large bathroom he took in the sight of her body as he turned the corner. Her curves, the way her body moved, the way she just looked make him crazy.

[Jenna Tragic]

Jenna didn't look up as she entered the bathroom. She wanted to make sure her face wouldn't give away how upset she was and was playing with the knobs of the muggle showers.

First the door..now the water she thought to herself, bitting her lip out of frustration.Finally, she get the water to go on and started to adjust the temperature.

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami chuckled softly as she tried to start the water. After awhile she finally got it started and played with how hot it was. Watching her Jerami saw a slight glace in her eyes that sort of looked like a tear. "Are you sure you want me to help?"

[Jenna Tragic]

She shrugged, letting her robe drop to the floor and sliding the glass door open a bit more so that she could get into the shower. She stepped under the water, waiting for him to get in. If he wanted to.

Jerami could go back to the bed, and Jenna wasn't sure that isn't what she wanted. To have some silence would let her think. She needed to think.

"Yes" She muttered, running her pale hands through her to long hair.

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami nodded at her and followed in behind her. For some reason it just didn't feel right. Didn't feel like a good moment. He didn't like that. Jerami watched the girl run her hand through her hair. Watch the water dance off her body. Watched her body move.

[Jenna Tragic]

Jenna sighed, her hand on the wall infront of her as she left her eyes closed. She was waiting for the hott water to make her body dumb, but it wasn't working.

Giving up, she turned around and put her face against Jerami's chest. "I'm Sorry"

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami hugged the girl as the water poured down on them. He let his hands run through her hair. "For what?" He asked knowing she didn't have to say it. "Its not your fault love. I guess I should of told you."

[Jenna Tragic]

"I overreacted, and I'm sorry" She said, putting her arms around his waist and linking her hands together behind him.

[Jerami Heightington]

"I'm sorry as well. For not telling you about the 'love' life of my past." He said looking down at the small girl he held. He didn't like fighting with her. It just made him feel bad.

[Jenna Tragic]

She nodded, and shivered as the water started to run cold.
"Damn.." She muttered, untangling her self from him. She adjusted the water, making it hott again.

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami gave he a light smile while she fixed the water. As she was turned he walked up behind her and gave her a hug. Kissing her gently on the shoulder blades. "Better?" he asked. Coarse he wasn't talking about the water.

[Jenna Tragic]

She nodded, turning back towards him.
"A little" She admitted, letting herself melt against his form. "But I bet you could make it better..." She hinted with a slight smile.

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami grinned at the girl and kissed her. Himself already semi-hard. "Is that so?" He asked lifting her up so she could wrap her legs around him.

[Jenna Tragic]

She nodded, a squealled a bit when he lifted her up. Putting are legs around his waist, she felt her back against the wall and gasped.
"Oh, thats cold!" She complained and hit his shoulder. Jenna didn't like the cold, it wasn't something she was into.

[Jerami Heightington]

Jerami grinned. Soon she wouldn't even care. Holding her up and close to him with one arm he used the other to position himself letting it slide into her. The then looked up at the girl and gave her a kiss while holding her with both hands now.