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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 2:00:12 GMT
[[ooooooooh, sorry. XD]]
"You're graciously welcome my dear." she says with a wink looking to the side and offering her a chocolate frog. "Here, you have one. I don't need to get fatter." she mutters, placing a hand on her stomach. "Why aren't you leaving me here anyway? I insulted you beyond belief tonight or was I imagining that?" Shell asks after a few minutes only having a leg left and reaching into the bag for one of the liquorice wands now as well.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 2:04:00 GMT
[[haha. that's okay.. I forgot to put it in italics lol]]
I smiled a little as she winked and said I was welcome. "Uhm thanks." I said with a small sigh as I took one. "You're not fat. I'm going to be fatter than you could imagine yourself being." I said, sticking my tongue out at her with a grin. "Uhm, nope I don't remember that Shell." I said, shaking my head with a confused look. She was drunk enough I could at least make her think that she hadn't done that. "Glad to know you imagine insulting me though Shell." I said with a small laugh and watched her go for a liquorice wand next.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 2:10:01 GMT
Shell shakes her head, rubbing her stomach slightly. "Trust me I'm getting there. I'm not even going to state my pant size." she says with a sigh as she takes a large bite from the candy. "Are you sure? Cause I remember something about Syd and, uh. I don't remember..." she sighs, frowning a bit.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 2:13:51 GMT
I laughed softly and shook my head back at her. "Trust me Shell, you're not fat." I said softly smiling a little to her as I bit my lip lightly. I grabbed a chocolate frog and took a bite of it before it jumped away or made the attempt. "Well unless I'm insane, I don't remember any of it." I said softly, shaking my head lightly when she frowned. "Probably just the firewhiskey Shell." I added with a small nod and a weak smile. I didn't want her to feel bad but I didn't want her thinking she was insane either.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 2:21:24 GMT
She sighs, rolling her eyes a bit. "A size six is differently fat." she sighs again but she finishes the wand candy anyway looking around the almost deserted place. "Okay okay fine. I guess it was the firewhisky." she shrugs, moving so that her head was in Riyann's lap and closed her eyes. "Riyann?"
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 2:25:35 GMT
"No, a size eighteen is fat Shell." I said, smiling to her softly. Shelby wasn't fat, I could prove her wrong as time went if I ended up being pregnant after all. I watched as she finsihed the sugary treat and bit down lightly against my lip. I shouldn't think, not about anything between Riley and I, not now at least. "Probably." I said softly, nodding a little and letting Shelby rest her head in my lap, moving a hand to run lightly through some of her hair. "Yeah Shell?" I asked softly, looking down at her as she had her eyes closed.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 2:31:52 GMT
Rolling her eyes again, she just sighs not bothering to argue about it anymore. She smiles lightly feeling Riyann's fingers going through her dark waves of hair and bites her lip lightly. "I think. I think I still love you." she says with a sigh right afterwards. Shell opens her aquamarine eyes and just stares up into Riyann's brown ones. "I shouldn't say that, but I do."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 2:48:10 GMT
[[haha.. that's sad.. I had to go check what color her eyes are. Soft blue *nods*]]
I smiled a little in triumph as Shelby didn't argue against me about whether she was fat or not and continued running my fingers lightly through her hair, looking down to watch her as I did. "I-I, me too." I whispered. It had been ten years since Shelby and I had really said those words and then we'd gone back to our families and I wasn't sure why I said it back. What about Riley though? The twins? The possibility that I'm pregnant? The possibility he might not ever remember the other times I'd left him or hurt him like this? The last one would be better, but he wouldn't know how to get around it this time, who to go to, not likely at least. "I'm a horrible wife." I muttered softly, breaking my gaze from Shelby and looked up around the store. I really was a horrible wife.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 2:54:44 GMT
Shell closes her eyes right after she heard Riyann say it back, well sorta. Now what was she expecting? That Riyann wouldn't say it back, that she would just laugh at her and move onto another topic, or for them to kiss right there in public not caring that anyone seen them and not caring if Riley found out, although that wouldn't really be good either. "Riyann you are not a bad wife. If anyone fits that description it's me. I've been in an affair with Draven for six years and have a son with him. Now that's bad." she says softly, putting a hand to her cheek as she opened her eyes again.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 3:04:06 GMT
I watched Shelby closer her eyes and bit down against my lower lip as I continued to keep my eyes on her. This was all getting complicating, again. Riley and I had some issues, many many issues when we'd first gotten together, then everything started getting fine, even though I loved Shelby too. Now I'm in love with them both, but Riley doesn't remember me because he's got amnesia. What was I suppose to say to that, Yeah, I'm a bad wife too, but I guess your worse? No. "I thought you loved Draven Shell." I whispered softly, wondering why she was wasting her time telling me silly lies that she loved me when she loved him more and she had a family with him and all.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 3:08:02 GMT
She sighs letting out a sigh. "I do, it's just. I love you more I think." she says biting her lip, keeping her hand on her cheek. "I'm not sure but I know I love you Riy. A lot." she says with a faint smile. "Always have, always probably will." Shell nods blinking eyes a few times before leaning up and kissing her lightly on the lips and laying back down.
[[gah, it's short. my brain is like ugh. XD]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 3:12:34 GMT
I wanted her to tell me that she did love Draven, that she loved him more than she ever had and ever would love me, not the other way around with an I think on the end. It just made things hard on me. Now I had my secrets, my family, my job, and Shelby and Riley in one, all of it left for me to figure out on my own.
I felt her move a little off my lap and felt her lips lightly against mine and kissed her back shortly before she pulled away to lay down on my lap again. "I love yo-you Shell." I whispered, shutting my eyes in hopes not to let a tear or two past my eyes.
[[lol..... that's okay.. and ew to brain being ugh. hehe....... We starting a plot or something? Or what?]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 3:18:04 GMT
Shell smiles weakly, but she felt a bit fake at the moment. Did she really love her more than Draven? She knew she loved Draven more than Jay, but that meant that she loved Riyann more than Jay as well and she knew that wasn't true. Shell bites her lip, knowing that she partially lied and just made everything confusing, scratch that more confusing now. "I love you too Riy." she says softly, just looking back into her blue eyes.
[[lol, idk really. Should we?]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 3:25:05 GMT
I couldn't really not believe Shelby if she said she loved me more then Draven, but I couldn't really believe her either. So I was standing in the middle, not sure if she was trying to not hurt me and make me feel loved or if she was telling the truth. I hate not knowing these things, but maybe it was better. I opened my eyes again and looked back down at Shelby, locking my eyes with hers after she said she loved me too and nodded slightly, running my fingers through her hair again after realizing I'd stopped after a while.
[[doesn't matter to me. Nina'd be heartbroken. lmao]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 3:29:24 GMT
Shell smiles lightly up at her as she started running her fingers through her hair again. "Riyann. I do. I mean it. I love you." she says with a smile, just tilting her head lightly to the side still looking up at her letting a small giggle past her lips. She knew she honestly loved Riyann, but she loved Draven far more. She hated getting stuck like this, especially oh, I don't know that her husband had just perished again... but she was upset and confused right now and she felt at the moment that she did love her more than him. Shell wasn't sure if it was the alcohol or true, but she didn't care right now. [[yeah... sighs. I love Nina too much to break her heart.  ]] |
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 3:36:52 GMT
I felt her move her head slightly and heard her giggle softly. "I know you do, I love you too." I murmured softly, smiling lightly down at her, I love you more Shell. "You'll stay with Draven though." I said more than asked, knowing it was intended more as a question, but somehow I felt like I was right as it was. I could tell her so many other things to keep her with Draven, feeling like she loved him more, feeling that he could probably be there more than she could herself. I could use the whole you and Draven have a family started, you've got your kids as well, I've got two and expecting a possible third. But for now I stayed silent on that.
[[Yeah, lol..... Nina wins I take it. Which is funny, cuz she wasn't really in on this. lmao]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 4:00:19 GMT
Shell smiles again, but it quickly fades just staring at her. "What do you mean? You think I'll choose Draven over you dear?" she asks biting her lip. She knew it wasn't an attended question, but she was confused about what she meant exactly. "What if I want you?" she asks again, sitting up now and just looking at her with a frown.
[[haha, yeah. ;D ]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 4:06:17 GMT
I felt her move off my lap again and could feel her eyes on me as I tried figuring out what all she had asked me. It was just to many questions at once, even though it was only three related questions. Three questions I didn't know how to answer. Only because I love her and Riley to damn much for my own good. "Y-yeah." I said softly, nodding my head a little. "I think you'll pick Draven over me." I added in a small whisper. "I dunno Shell, what if?" I asked softly, biting my lip as I looked away and down at my left hand. Was I willing to throw it away for Shelby and was Shell willing to throw Draven away? "I love you though." I added in a small whisper.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 4:08:58 GMT
Shell sighs lightly again, just feeling a couple tears fall down her face and hit the ground. "I don't know what if Riyann, but I know this." she says softly, leaning forward and giving her a kiss on her lips, but not breaking it this time. Shell knew she wouldn't leave Riley. But could she leave Draven for her? She wasn't sure, but for years she had been dying to kiss her like that.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 4:15:48 GMT
I bit against my lower lip when I saw a couple of tears well up in her eyes and fall down her face before slowly dropping off to the ground. I nodded lightly at what Shelby said, not really listening to what it was, knowing I'd probably confuse myself with it. I watched her as she leaned forward and kissed her back after her lips pressed against mine, moving a hand lightly to the side of her neck. I wouldn't throw anything Riley and I had left between us if Shelby wouldn't be willing to not be with Draven, but it was starting to become a possibility to leave Riley now as they continued, which was making her feel somewhat sick to her stomach, but she ignored the feeling and kissed Shelby still.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 4:20:00 GMT
Are you sure this is what you want Shelby? To be with her? You know how much Draven loves you... the true love you've been looking for your entire life and you'll throw it away for this girl? The wife of your cousin? Rubalyn's voice rings through her head as she continued to kiss her. The tears were still pouring down her face as she placed her hands on either side of Riyann's hips, biting her lower lip a little as she felt the same guilt in the pit of her stomach. Would she leave Riley? That's all the rang in her head along with Ruby's obnoxious voice but she ignores it as well. [[aww, oki-dok, bye ahead of time.  ]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 4:24:53 GMT
I took it as a good thing and a good sign when Shelby kept kissing me as well, not to bothered by the fact she was crying, sure that there were a few tears rolling down my face as well. I moved my free hand lightly around Shelby's waist, not really caring about anything right now, feeling Shell's hands on my hips. After a short moment I parted my lips slightly, moving my tongue a little along Shell's lower lip even though she had just bitten lightly at my lower lip, brushing my thumb lightly up and down her neck from where my hand was positioned along it.
[[*waves*]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 4:31:06 GMT
Shell moans lightly, against her lips opening her mouth as well feeling Riyann's tongue against her own and smiles softly. After a few minutes she breaks the kiss just looking at her with a smile. "I have a question love. Would you seriously leave Riley for me? Be honest."
[[*waves back*]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 4:35:30 GMT
I smiled, feeling Shelby's tongue over my own for the next little while until I let her break away and took a small breath, smiling back at her just the same. Shit. My eyes searched hers as I tried to figure it out for certain. Not that I could come up with the for sure answer. It was Shelby that'd decide some of it. "I-I." I paused for a moment, faintly shaking my head. "I think I would." I said sofly, hoping more than anything Riley wouldn't hear that, not unless this was what both of us wanted, not unless I was one telling him.
[[K, now I've got to go. lmao.. Night Jourdan]]
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 4:51:37 GMT
Shell sighs, lightly moving her hands to the either side of Riyann's face with a smile of her own. "Sweetie, I have to think about it... cause I'm still not sober." Shell laughs a bit kissing her lips lightly again. "But. I'm not sure for certain but I think I would right now." she says with a nod, kissing her lips lightly again.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 19:57:10 GMT
I nodded and laughed softly after hearing her excuse and smiled a little back at her, kissing her quick. I was wondering if I myself had been drinking all the firewhiskey, I couldn't even think straight at the moment, but I felt her kiss me again and deepened the kiss slightly as I kissed her back.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 20:44:53 GMT
Shell moans lightly into the kiss, but breaks it a few seconds later. "So um. Yeah. I think I should be getting home... or something." she giggles again, trying to stand up but falls against the honeydukes building. "Bloody wall... who put that there."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 20:57:56 GMT
I heard her moan and smiled softly before she broke the kiss again. "I'll help you home Shell." I said softly, watching her as she giggled and then fell into the building. "Whoever wanted the candy to be protected?" I asked, laughing softly and stood up after her.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jun 19, 2008 21:20:53 GMT
Shell raises an eyebrow at her and shakes her head. "Now who would ever want to do that? Are people that worried that someone would steal their candy? Who would steal candy? That's just mean." she explains as if it was some hard question on a test. Pushing herself off the wall, she glances around getting confused within a few seconds. "Which way is home Riyann? I hope you know, cause I'm lost."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Jun 19, 2008 21:23:01 GMT
I laughed softly and shrugged. "I dunno Shell, really don't." I said, amused by her drunken state and smiled a little at her. "Uhm, wanna walk or apparate?" I asked softly, biting down lightly against my lower lip as I saw the confusion showing greatly in her face.
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